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Requested by @woefulcas
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it’s just like. AHH!!!! because dean wants a relationship with his mother where she acts like the memory of a woman that was polished and glossed up and sanctified through her death. the memory who was a lynchpin of his fantasy of being allowed to be a child who has a home and a mom. and obviously she doesn’t act like that! how do you change a martyr back into a person? what do you do when a bedtime story turns into a stranger? how are you meant to make that stranger family?
#ret is choosing violence#it’s also fucked up because he wants mary to be the mary who looked to HIM to comfort her when her husband yelled or stormed out#like he wants her as his mom and he also wants her to NEED him and for her to accept he’s done it all for her#but she’s just like no you didn’t. you are your own person and your actions are your own. I deserve the same rights. and it drives him CRAZY#spn#she should like cry beautifically about how she wasn’t there for him but he still grew into the charming man she knew he would be#and she’s like I. don’t know you.#damn
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“take me”
When I first watched Byzantium, and Cas made the deal with the Empty, there was something about the way he said it “- take me. in his stead, take me -” that seemed so familiar.
It wasn’t until I was re-watching The Rapture that I realized why.
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and we see cas’ pov of dean again–
(requested by anonymous)
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endverse makes me crazy bc like that’s what zachariah thought cas would become if he stayed with dean he and all the angels thought that loving dean would leave him broken and bitter and burnt out but like they were SO wrong it’s made cas stronger and more compassionate and given him purpose!!!
#zachariah sees humanity as pitiable#and becoming human as a surrender to base instinct#whereas what really let cas be most human was love and longing and NOT surrendering#zachariah tried to use cas's faith in dean to tear dean down like how could you let this angel stray#when cas's faith in dean is the only thing that saves him from losing himself#damn#spn
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big dyke energy
[men don’t interact]
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