when people ship characters who obviously have a parent/child dynamic going on
hey guys
so i think i’m going to go on an indefinite hiatus
i’m just really over tumblr, and since this is one of the most important years of my life in terms of getting the grades for uni, i think it’s probably best if i cut back or don’t go on here at all
i’ll probably pop in a few times - especially for infinity war bts!! - but just for now i’m deleting the app from my phone (i’m usually always on mobile)
don’t unfollow though, because this is a hiatus, not me giving up tumblr, but again it’s becoming less like a fun escape for me and more like a chore
thank you for all of you for being absolutely lovely people, and hopefully i’ll see you in the near future❤️
going to a labour party leadership debate today!! wooo politics and shit
going to a labour party leadership debate today!! wooo politics and shit
did i ever tell u guys that this one time when i was like 12 i had a fanfiction.net account (don’t judge me, i was young and i was a fool) where i actually did post fics - the first fic i was ever exposed to was a snape x harry fic but that’s a completely different story and i have mental scars about that. anyway so when my immortal was a big thing i decided that i’d write like a sarcastic commentary on it (complete with “authors notes” and everything, don’t ask, i thought i was funny), but it actually got really popular??? so people were leaving all these reviews on it, but what i didn’t realise was that since i was 12 i didn’t have my own email so i’d set up my account with my mothers email
so as it turns out my mam had been getting emails notifying her whenever i got a review, which i was completely fucking oblivious to until one day she was just like “ebony, we need to talk”
at this point i’m just like “SHITSHITSHIT WHAT THE FJJFJF” but i’m totally keeping my cool, and she’s just like “why am i getting emails about bondage” (clearly that was a topic in the comments section at the time) and i’m just like how the fuck do i even explain this holy fucking shit so i just end up saying something along the lines of “oh well sometimes you get sent random reviews of other stories idk mother who do u think i am” (i didn’t really say that last bit)
obviously she doesn’t believe me, so she’s like “i think you should let your dad see your account” and i’m just like what!!!!! the!!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!! they literally staged an intervention on me. so i log in, manage somehow to delete my commentary right in front of my dads eyes, and i was saved, but then i have to endure my father reading every single one of my shitty 12 year old fanfics right in front of me and it was AWFUL
there was definitely at least one “their tongues battled for dominance” in there somewhere, and also my disclaimer in which i state that i wished some random kids tv show actor who i can’t remember the name of now was mine (yikes @ me)
BUT THEN MY DAD JUST GOES “these are actually pretty good, you should keep going with this” and that was the story of how i nearly died, i hope u guys enjoyed
going to newcastle pride today!!👭
could anybody recommend me some good tv shows with wlw characters???✨
this is what post brexit britain looks like, we have given in to xenophobia and racism, and it’s terrifying
this post is suggesting that racism and xenophobia wasn’t rampant in britain before the eu referendum
Not really. It’s basically saying that people in Britain are using brexit as an excuse to be more openly racist and xenophobic.
my accent video: you guys asked for it!!
……….anyway steve rogers is bisexual and i love him
character moodboard: modern bucky barnes
not all leave voters are racists, but all racists are leave voters
i’m pretty cute sometimes✨
to the people who have played or are aware of the last of us: do you think a stucky au where bucky takes joel’s place and steve takes ellie’s place (but obviously without the age gap) is a good idea???
for anyone who is interested, this is the character list i have drawn up so far!!
Joel - Bucky Ellie - Steve (skinny!steve) Sarah - Becca (as in bucky’s sister) Tommy - Clint (just close friends, not siblings) Marlene - Carol Danvers?? Tess - Nat Robert - Rumlow Bill - Tony/Bruce? Henry - Sam Sam - Sam’s brother OR sister (OC) David - Arnim Zola or Schmidt ??? whoever is creepy enough to fit the bill i guess
ok so here's the thing
this website is fucking awful for my mental health
in the past couple of months i have received so much hate that i now become anxious as soon as i receive an anonymous message in case it’s someone telling me to kill myself, all because i stood up for myself and didn’t allow people to ignore issues within the fandom
i have had literal adults act like petty five year olds and yell at me for doing nothing more than speaking out against bigotry, for speaking out against sexism in the mcu, for speaking out against hypocrisy
i have had previous mutuals act vindictively and spitefully against me, to the point where the other night i nearly had a panic attack, and was forced to stay away from this site for an entire day, and i’ve lost people i considered friends for having an opinion
i’ve had people tell me i’m being an idiot for being angry about people ignoring queer people within fandom spaces, i’ve had my own identity ignored and eradicated, i’ve been treat like absolute shit for no real reason at all
something that was supposed to be fun for me, was supposed to be a safe space where i didn’t have to deal with anything particularly stressful, has turned into something that now brings me anxiety on a daily basis, it feels like a goddamn chore, and it is fucking me up big time
i’m not at the point of deletion, but i’m going to consider turning off anon (there are a lot of hate messages i just haven’t published because it wasn’t worth it) and i’m certainly not going to be as active as i was, maybe a semi-hiatus would be a good idea rn
i just need a break from it all guys, sorry
ok so here's the thing
this website is fucking awful for my mental health
in the past couple of months i have received so much hate that i now become anxious as soon as i receive an anonymous message in case it’s someone telling me to kill myself, all because i stood up for myself and didn’t allow people to ignore issues within the fandom
i have had literal adults act like petty five year olds and yell at me for doing nothing more than speaking out against bigotry, for speaking out against sexism in the mcu, for speaking out against hypocrisy
i have had previous mutuals act vindictively and spitefully against me, to the point where the other night i nearly had a panic attack, and was forced to stay away from this site for an entire day, and i’ve lost people i considered friends for having an opinion
i’ve had people tell me i’m being an idiot for being angry about people ignoring queer people within fandom spaces, i’ve had my own identity ignored and eradicated, i’ve been treat like absolute shit for no real reason at all
something that was supposed to be fun for me, was supposed to be a safe space where i didn’t have to deal with anything particularly stressful, has turned into something that now brings me anxiety on a daily basis, it feels like a goddamn chore, and it is fucking me up big time
i’m not at the point of deletion, but i’m going to consider turning off anon (there are a lot of hate messages i just haven’t published because it wasn’t worth it) and i’m certainly not going to be as active as i was, maybe a semi-hiatus would be a good idea rn
i just need a break from it all guys, sorry
anyone else still bitter about the fact that peggy died off screen, we never got to hear anything about her family or even her life, and her funeral was overshadowed by an awkward attempt at setting up a subpar romance plot that nobody needed nor wanted??
to anyone saying that this is a stupid post because of agent carter existing: did you all miss the memo that it was cancelled??? and that still doesn't change the fact that her funeral was treat as a way to further a romance between her great niece and the former love of her life lmao but ok keep trying