I'd always thought I preferred the messiest, most chaotic and fucked up people but with a grain of wil and spark that makes them do something over passive people that do nothing wrong, that don't care about anything but themselves and that never help...
AND I WAS RIGHT
People who are willing to try, that give a shit, that MEAN IT when they try to do something, smuah smuah come here here’s your smooches smuah.
#steel rambles#even if they are not good at it at least they are trying#at least they are PROPOSING stuff#they are trying their best#they are genuine#look i am genuine when i say#the messiest person i know now the stereotypical person the parents don't want you to become#is genuinely a lot more lovely and respectable imo than some of the more kept together peopel i knew before#but they never did anything#“hey guys there is this thing that should change becajse it's not right bla bla bla”#“why bother when people will fuck it up either way”#like#this is what i am talking about#first to complain last to do something about it#and like i am not talking about depressed people or people who have too much stuff foing on#that counts as something#okay#i am talking about amoebas#you have all met them#like GOD IT'S SO REFRESHING#being surrounded by people that CARE#AND GENUINE#and not hiding behind layers and layers of wittiness and sarcasm that gives them a free pass over their not doing anything#because they believe they are so superior that they don't do anything to help others because others don't deserve itwill fuck it up anyway#idk I'm happy#I'm happy to be surrounded by so many different and occasionally messy people but that no matter all the shit they went through#they are still [human]#idk these are.messy thoughs but i am just overjoyed
