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Wilhemina Venable x Cordelia Goode x Reader- Unspoken Wars

A/N: I‘m still working on the Agatha fic so I whipped up a quick one while I was at work earlier. Read with care pls🤍

tw/tags: established relationship, poly relationship, female reader, mental health, mention of working out, mild mention of depression/anxiety, mild mention of self harm (mild), mention of bruises, mild mention of politics

word count: 3.5k

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Thinking about soft quiet weekend nights with Mina Venable. Sitting on the sofa together as the TV runs softly in the background. Out of the blue, you glance at her and she feels your eyes on her before turning her attention to you.

„What is it little one?“ she asks softly before you give her the puppy eyes she can‘t deny. „Can you teach me how to knit, please?“ you ask and your words shock but make her melt at the same time. „Of course little one“ she whispers, trying to hide the huge smile on her face.

Without words she walks away to get all her supplies, laying them out neatly on the table in front of you. She talks you through it all, asking what you would like to start with. Once you settle on something she shows you how to cast on and do stitches. She is so so patient. Unlike her usual stern self, she gives you all the time and gentleness in the world. Correcting you gently when you hold on too tight or mess up a few stitches.

Once you get the hang of it, a warm proud smile spreads across her features, as she watches you in quiet adoration, staying closeby incase you needed anything. And safe to say she couldn‘t possibly love you any more than in this moment.

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The Heat of Angry Hearts

(Wilhemina Venable x Reader)

A/n: I usually don’t really write smut but I do like this one. It’s not really Dom Mina because I feel like she is definitely a Dom but can also be really passionate.

Warnings: very slight mention of arguing, Smut, Strap-On, 69 (we have too less of that)

Word count: 3,2k

The cold air in your shared apartment wrapped around you like an unwelcome blanket, stifling the warmth that usually radiated from your relationship. Wilhemina stood in the kitchen, her fiery red hair a stark contrast against the muted tones of the modern decor. The sharp lines of her strong jaw and the way she tapped her foot relentlessly on the tile gave away more than her simmering frustration. It echoed the storm brewing beneath her calm facade. Across the room sat you, curled on the sofa, staring into your mug of tea, a mix of nervous energy and regret swirling in your stomach.

You’d both said things in the heat of the moment, words that cut and left scars in an instant. Despite the chill that wrapped around the silence, both of you could feel the lingering warmth of desire buried under layers of anger. Wilhemina had always been the dominant one, her very presence commanding respect and drawing your thoughts into a prompt submission. Yet, despite the emotional distance roaring like an angry wind between you, the embers of attraction nestled deep within, whispering promises of what could come next.

“Do you ever think before you speak?” Wilhemina’s voice sliced through the silence, sharper than the knife that lay abandoned on the kitchen counter.

Your heart sank as the annoyance flared in her tone. “Mina, I didn’t mean to—”

“Stop!” she interrupted, turning her back on you, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, usually the older woman crossing the line but you knew today that was on you. “You always say you didn’t mean to, but here we are again.”

Your gaze fell to your lap. It was true, you had a tendency to speak without thinking, a byproduct of your submissive nature. It made you want to blend in, to simply seek approval and love, yet here you were, battling the walls that had sprung between you both.

After a moment, Wilhemina took a deep breath and turned back around. “I don’t want to keep arguing,” she said, this time in a softer tone that drew you in closer. “But we can’t just pretend everything’s okay.”

“I know.” The reply felt small and inadequate but true. The air was thick with unresolved tension, and you could see her resolve faltering as the breadth of her seriousness began to slip, a softness creeping in around the edges.

She stepped closer, her domination still evident but laced now with a vulnerability you rarely got to witness. “Can you at least look me in the eyes when we talk?”

You met her gaze, and the moment felt electric. The initial spark of your conflict simmered, all masked by a steady, mutual need that was hard to ignore. Your heart raced as emotions began to flicker between you. Somewhere beneath the resentment, desire pulsed, and the very sight of Wilhemina, regal and defiant, made you flush deeper.

“You know I hate it when we fight,” she said, her voice lowering, laden with a weight that contradicted the air in the room.

“I hate it too.” You meant it, your voice barely above a whisper. “But it’s just sometimes—”

“Sometimes what?” Wilhemina urged, stepping closer still until she was just a breath away. You could feel the warmth of her body, radiating heat against the frigid backdrop of your surroundings.

“Sometimes I just… can’t help but say what’s on my mind.” The confession hung heavily in the space between you, each heartbeat pounding louder than the last.

Wilhemina’s expression shifted, and you saw the flash of something, perhaps understanding. It melted the tension just a little. “And you need to learn to trust me to handle the conversation, I worked on it you know.” she murmured, her voice both commanding and laced with an undeniable allure.

You couldn’t help but nod, a shiver of anticipation racing up your spine as Wilhemina stepped closer, her firm hands finding your cheeks as she tilted your head gently up. The moment hung in the air, thick and tangible, as she leaned in, the heat between you both igniting the recesses of your desires.

“Come here.” She pulled closer, pressing her body against yours as her lips brushed tantalizingly against your own. It was a slow burn of emotion, and finally, the sanctity of your fight crumbled before the fire of passion that blazed anew.

Your breath mingled, and a whimper escaped you as she deepened the kiss, her tongue teasingly nudging against your lips, asking for permission to delve deeper. You surrendered, parting your lips, allowing her access, your fire igniting alongside hers. There was a rawness in the way she pulled you in, her hands tight and firm, yet laced with that familiar gentleness you’d come to crave.

“Just let it go, little one.” she murmured against your lips, her red hair cascading around your faces, enveloping you both in a cocoon of warmth. The embrace blurred the lines of conflict that had earlier kept you apart. And now, in the fervent dance of skin against skin, anger and frustration phased into something beautiful and abundant.

With a sudden shift, she turned her hold possessive, guiding you toward the bedroom with intent. The cold chill that had settled in the apartment transformed, slipping away in favor of something exquisite. You followed willingly, the irresistible pull of her dominance coaxing you every step of the way.

Once inside the sanctuary of the bedroom, Wilhemina pulled back just enough to look into your eyes. “Are you ready to let me take care of you?”

All you could do was nod, and the response ignited something fierce within her. With a decisive nod, she pushed you gently down onto the bed, her body hovering over yours, eyes ablaze with a wild energy that combined your lingering anger and pure desire. “Good. Just relax and let me handle this.”

A breath caught in your throat as you succumbed to the wave of pleasure that enveloped you, radiated from her commanding presence. The fight, the lingering bitterness, melted into heated kisses more intense than any argument whispered before.

“Mina...,” you gasped as her lips kissed a blazing path from your neck to your collarbone, igniting every nerve ending in their wake, the hunger inside you building and spiraling like a wildfire.

“I’ve got you,” she whispered, and you felt the vulnerability alongside the authority that radiated off her. “Just let go, little one.”

Every bite of her lips, every soft caress of her fingers, chipped away at the cold walls that had encased you, sending previously unresolved tension spiraling into sweet surrender. Your body found its rhythm beneath her guiding force, melting into submission where the fight once lived.

A different kind of warmth spread through you as the two of you melted into each other, the fierce storm outside swallowed by the raging fire within. In that moment, the world beyond dimmed and faded away, leaving nothing but the two of you, entangled in a dance that whispered of forgiveness and resounding passion.

Though you had fought fiercely, it was within that conflict, like a phoenix rising, that desire flourished. With a whisper of dominance and a touch of submission, you found yourselves again, not just as lovers but as partners ready to embrace the lingering embers together.

In a swift motion Wilhemina got off the bed, making her way to a drawer before taking something out of it and making her way back to the bed. As she turned around and you got a better view of her your eyes widen.

Wilhemina stood tall and imposing, her red hair cascading in waves down her back. She exuded an aura of strength, her sharp features softened only by the unmistakable glimmer in her dark eyes. Today, her natural dominance felt magnified, a tantalizing promise that sent shivers down your spine.

On the bed, you lay back against the plush pillows, breathing heavily in a mixture of excitement and respect. You adored the way Wilhemina commanded her space, how her very presence filled the room with an energy that was impossible to ignore. The anticipation was almost unbearable, a pressure building in the air that made your heart race.

“Get up,” Wilhemina commanded softly, though the authority in her tone sent a thrill shooting through you. There was a softness to the command, a reassurance that suggested there was nothing to fear, only pleasure awaiting them both.

Without hesitation, you obeyed, scrambling to a sitting position. “Yes, Wilhemina,” you replied breathlessly, cheeks flushing. The familiar warmth surged within you, igniting the familiar feelings of both eagerness and a hunger to please.

A sly smile graced Wilhemina’s lips and she sauntered closer, her movements deliberate and confident. “You know what I want, don’t you?” she purred, her tone low and sultry as she leaned down to whisper in your ear.

“Yes,” you gasped, feeling a rush of excitement ripple through your body as Wilhemina straightened up, revealing the strap-on harness fastened snugly against her hips. The sight sent a wave of heat pooling in your core, igniting the familiar need that pulsed within. This was what you craved, the blend of dominance and vulnerability, raw passion intertwined with a sense of surrender.

“On your back,” Wilhemina commanded, her voice brooking no argument. There was something intoxicating about the way she issued orders, firm yet affectionate, fierce yet undeniably caring. It was a balance that resonated with the submissive core within you, who shivered with anticipation.

As you obeyed, lying back on the bed, Wilhemina climbed onto the mattress, her body looming above you. “You trust me, don’t you?” she asked, a teasing smile playing on her lips as she locked eyes with you.

“Always,” came the breathy response, filled with a blend of trust and longing.

“Good,” Wilhemina said, leaning down to capture your lips in a heated kiss. The connection felt electric, sending sparks flying through every nerve ending. Your hands tangled in the crimson tresses as she deepened the kiss, savoring the taste of sweetness wrapped in a fierce need for control.

The kiss broke, and you gazed up at Wilhemina, enthralled by the intensity simmering in those piercing brown eyes. The world beyond your bedroom faded, leaving nothing but the weight of your connection and the heat building between them.

With precise dominance, Wilhemina settled between your legs, kissing a line down your neck, grazing her teeth along the sensitive skin just below your ear. “I’m going to take care of you, but you must promise to let go and indulge in the pleasure I give,” she whispered.

“I promise,” you breathed, surrendering to the exhilaration of the moment. Every fiber of your being screamed for Wilhemina to take control, to bring forth the desires that lay simmering just beneath the surface.

Wilhemina wasted no time, her hands slipping beneath your curves to tease and explore. She could feel the tension and excitement building, the urgency palpable as a soft gasp escaped your lips. The room was charged with an undeniable heat, a swirl of passion and eagerness.

With a swift motion, Wilhemina positioned the strap-on at your entrance, pausing just for a heartbeat. “Are you ready?” she asked, her eyes searching yours, seeking the unbreakable bond they had forged through trust.

“Yes, please,” came the urgent plea that spilled forth, and that was all the permission Wilhemina needed.

Slowly, she pushed in, taking her time as she filled you completely. The sensation was overwhelming, a heady blend of stretch and depth, accompanied by the delicious sensation of bliss. “You feel so good,” Wilhemina murmured, her voice thick with hunger as she locked her gaze onto your face, cherishing every expression that crossed it.

Each thrust was powerful and measured, a rhythm the two of you had perfected over countless evenings of passionate exploration. Your bodies moved in harmony, a perfect melding of strength and vulnerability. Wilhemina lost herself in the moment, her breath mingling with your soft cries and moans.

“Just like that,” you encouraged, her body arching dangerously close to the edge of ecstasy. “More, please.”

Wilhemina responded to your plea, increasing the pace, her own breath quickening as she reveled in the power she held over your pleasure. The urgency of the moment drove you both, each thrust igniting a deeper connection, a spiral of heat that burned brightly.

“Yes! Don’t stop!” you cried out, your voice rising with the intensity of your desires, and Wilhemina responded with a fierce growl of pleasure.

Your bodies moved together, a beautiful collision of fire and love, passion spiraling further beyond the surface. The world outside faded to nothing as you both centered yourself in this shared ecstasy, where nothing else mattered but the overwhelming need to be one with each other.

As Wilhemina’s movements quickened, your bodies glistened with the evidence of your fervor and it was clear you were both nearing the precipice of release. “Cum for me” Wilhemina commanded, her voice a low, sultry whisper filled with delight, and that single phrase lit the flame within.

With a final thrust, you felt the world erupt in a kaleidoscope of sensations, your body trembling as you surrendered completely to the blissful climax that swept through your body. After you came down from your high Wilhemina leaned back against the thick cushions of your shared bed, her long hair flowing like silk over the pillows. A quiet satisfaction lingered in the air, punctuated only by the sound of your breaths mingling. The thrill of intimacy still pulsed between you two like a living thing. In that charged silence, you felt a pull toward Wilhemina, a magnetic attraction that coursed through your veins.

“What’s on your mind?” she asked, her voice soft, as she pulled herself up slightly on the pillows. The dim light caught her features just right, making her look positively radiant.

“I want to return the favor,” you replied, your heart racing. Suddenly, the weight of your words hung heavy in the air. You could feel the intoxicating blend of excitement and vulnerability welling up inside you.

Wilhemina’s lips curled into a smirk, a flicker of curiosity hinting in her gaze. “Oh? And how do you plan to do that?”

You took a deep breath, the rush of adrenaline making your fingertips tingle. “Now…let me take care of you,” you said, your voice steadier than you felt. The prospect ignited a spark within you, and the thought of you bringing Wilhemina pleasure sent a jolt of heat to your cheeks.

“Alright, then,” she said with a teasing glint in her eyes, half-laying back on the pillows, her body vast and enticing. With every moment, the air thickened with anticipation, the atmosphere crackling between you.

You moved toward her, feeling a rush of excitement churn in your stomach as you settled between her legs. Wilhemina’s breath hitched slightly when you kissed her inner thigh, the soft skin warm and inviting. You could see her body responding, tension rippling through her as you traced a gentle path upward.

“This feels good, little one.” she murmured, her voice a soft melody that echoed in the quiet space around you. You couldn't help but smile, knowing you had her trust completely. You ventured closer, inhaling her intoxicating scent, a mix of musk and something uniquely her. It was a powerful cocktail that made you dizzy with longing.

The moment your tongue met her glistening folds was electric. You felt her body tense beneath you, but just as quickly, she melted into you, hips rising to meet your soft caresses. Each flick of your tongue elicited sweet sounds from her lips, a soundtrack that propelled you further into the depths of exhilaration.

“More…” she breathed, pushing your hair back from your face. The need in her voice only fueled your determination, and you delighted in drawing her pleasure from her.

You worked your tongue expertly, swirling and teasing, taking your time. You loved the way she responded; her body writhed beneath your ministrations, a symphony of sensations as you navigated her curves with tender devotion. The world outside faded away, leaving only the two of you in this blissful moment, a sacred oasis of intimacy.

Her fingers tangled in your hair, guiding you and urging you on, every sigh and gasp urging you to explore deeper into her. You focused your attention on her clit, persistent and determined, until you felt her body tense in that unmistakable build-up of ecstasy.

“Don’t stop,” Wilhemina gasped, her voice tight, eyes fluttering closed as she neared her peak. You could feel her body thrumming with unacknowledged energy, and you pulled away just enough to whisper, “Not planning to.”

Just then, her eyes flew open, locking onto yours with a need that made your heart race. With renewed determination, you set about coaxing her closer, licking and sucking until watchful anticipation turned into a tide of uncontrolable pleasure. You felt her body quiver before the waves of her climax rushed through her, her back arching as she cried out your name, a sound that was both sweet and affirming.

And once the delicious waves finally ebbed, you crawled up the bed to meet her gaze, both elated and flushed. Wilhemina reached for you, pulling you closer, a mischievous smile on her face. “You have no idea how amazing that was.” she whispered, her voice thick with affection and adoration.

“Oh, I think I have a pretty good idea.” you teased back, a thrum of joy racing through you. It wasn’t just the thrill of what had happened. It was something more profound, an ever-deepening bond that felt like the unearthing of hidden treasures.

With a shift of gravity, kisses began anew as the atmosphere crackled with renewed energy. You both met in a tangle of limbs, drawing close once again, eager to shed your inhibitions entirely. The positions swapped as you pulled her onto you, feeling the electric heat of her body meld against yours.

A wellspring of laughter erupted between you as the two of you maneuvered into a sixty-nine position, bodies intertwining, exploration once again at the forefront. You lost yourself in her taste, the warmth of her skin, the way she shifted and responded to your every touch. The two of you became a haven of pleasure, a secret sanctuary as you expertly returned to what you both craved.

Time ceased to exist as you found that delicate balance, giving and taking in equal measure. The room filled with sounds of joy, breathy whispers of each other’s names, a mantra of intimacy that resonated through the walls.

As you both reached that sweet, shared climax, laughter spilled into quiet satisfaction.

The room reverberated with your shared cries, the boundaries of individual selves dissolving in the heat of your union. In those moments, you were free, free to love, to explore, to surrender to the powerful currents of desire that flowed between you.

As you collapsed onto the bed, bodies intertwined and breathless, Wilhemina pulled you close, both basking in the aftermath of your passion. The feeling of satisfaction enveloped you both, grounding you in a world that had become just the two of you.

“I adore you,” Wilhemina murmured, tracing her fingers along your jawline.

“I adore you too,” came the soft response, and in the depths of love, the world outside ceased to matter, leaving only the warmth of each other’s embrace. In this heated room, your hearts rhythmically entwined, a dance of love, an unbreakable bond forged in desire.

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Anonymous asked:

Hi🙌 I'm wondering if I could request a cordelia, wilhelmina and billie smut fic where reader accidentally gets infected with like a sex pollen, and she feels very embarrassed and tries to hide away from girlfriends?

Verryy smutty maybe🙏🙏

Cordelia Goode x Wilhemina Venable x Billie Dean Howard x Reader- Forbidden Flower

A/N: based on the results of this poll

tw/tags: established relationship, sex pollen, nsfw, poly relationship, sub reader (receiving), soft top cordelia (recieving), top billie & wilhemina, oral, fingering, enchanted strap on, praising kink, mommy kink, breeding kink, aftercare

word count: 4k

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my cinematic traumas:

natasha romanoff 🥺 my baby deserved so much better

the fact that they never got to say goodbye🥺 I‘ll never forgive Nat for thinking she didnt deserve to live

i know her fate is unknown but poor baby

this is just heartbreaking

this- just before her death. that season gave me a heart attack

my poor mina🥺

miss this icon

this haunts me. but the lady in the lake was different now. the lady in the lake is also dani. and dani wouldnt, dani would never

god this after everything they have been through

my poor baby

tagging: @stepintomyworld, @lucyintheskywithxanax , @paulsonsratched , @demonicbaby666 , and anyone that wants to share their cinematic trauma😅🫶🏼 let‘s bond over this.

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ask game for wilhemina:

14, 18, 20, 11

i hope you are having a wonderful day/night💜

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14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

I have no idea what to say other than purple😂

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

delia x mina

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

I already answered this🥰 I think audrey

11. Would you date this character?

god yes🤌🏼😩

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For the character ask thing: Wilhemina Venable (obviously) and these questions 😊🫶🏼:

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

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obviously 😌😉

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

the purple. I can‘t lie it justs slaps 🤌🏼

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

„Bloody Mary“ by Lady Gaga

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

Mina has autism😅💜

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

Honestly I loved her dynamic with Mead before it all went downhill. For a partner I would have said Delia but best friend I‘m unsure. She would need someone matching her humour and interests. But I can see her being best friends with Audrey.

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

I didn‘t understand her and therefore didn‘t like her. Took me an entire rewatch of that season to understand and fall for her 😅

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CHARACTER ASK GAME!!! 💫

Send a character + one or more of these question IN THE INBOX. Don't reply on the post!

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

9. Could you be roommates with this character?

10. Could you be best friends with this character?

11. Would you date this character?

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

16. What's your least favorite ship for this character?

17. What's a ship for this character you don't hate but it's not your favorite that you're fine with?

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don't like?

23. Favorite picture of this character?

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

26. What's something the character has done you can't get over? Be it something funny, bad, good, serious, whatever?

27. FREEBIE QUESTION!!

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When Sleep Takes Over

(Billie Dean Howard x Wilhemina Venable x Cordelia Goode x Reader)

A/N: Hey guys! I’m really excited for this one. @stayevildarling and me co-wrote this one.

Basically just reader having a ton of anxiety and feeling really tired lately. Fluff fluff fluff.

tw/tags: insomnia, anxiety, depression

word count: ~ 3,4k

taglist: @lunaticwhittaker @billiebeanhoward @lanawinters-ily @kenzbro @minaslittleone @httpfiftyshadesofgay @whitelotus00 @ninaahelvar @vintagepaulson @isle-of-earle @grilledcheeseandguavajelly @lucyintheskywithxanax @fanfics4world @mymiraclewitch @hazard-to-myself @awritersometimes @wastdstime @p1pecleanerwitheyes @queen2234 @ihartnat @lifebyinez @ahsatanizgay @blu3dimples @stepintomyworld

The air inside the usually warm and comfortable academy had been chilly lately, possibly due to the change of seasons. The coven had undeniably been your safe place for years, the home that you never truly had, the people inside growing to be your family. You had been beside them for years, just a witch needing a home and guidance at first until you became the supreme‘s most promising witch, growing closer to her and her partners who would a while later turn into your home and your everything. The four of you had been official for the longest time now, living together and getting through life‘s ups and downs together.

They had fallen for you each in their own ways just like you had for them. Cordelia was so protective and careful over you, always making sure you are comfortable and well looked after. And in return you would protect her heart, lift the weight of being supreme and her mothers daughter off her shoulders and shush the pain. And so slowly, you became her sweetheart, the person she could rely on and the person who would help her out, teach classes for her and look after the witches and in return she protected your soul.

Billie adored having someone to spoil, Wilhemina and Cordelia too sophisticated already but appreciating the medium’s gestures and gifts always. But there were still things you wanted to do and see and buy for yourself and Billie made sure to read every single wish from your lips and spoil you rotten. In return, you would help her when filming was getting too much. helping out with practical things like working endlessly on promoting her show via social media. The medium didn‘t let anyone remotely soothe her back to sleep like you after she suffered from her nightmares and so you quickly sneaked your way into her heart, quickly becoming her babydoll.

Wilhemina was more careful with her heart and she was conflicted on letting someone else in, a fourth person seeming too much at first. But when she met you and saw your true kindness, seeing how you enjoy the same things as her, quiet moments spent in the comfortable silence of each other, she knew you complete them. She adores how caring you are with Billie and Delia, how you would run her baths and make her a lunchbox every morning for work and dinner always ready when she was home, even though she told you so many times that you didn‘t need to do that. You captivated her and she adored you for your bravery and strength, very quickly opening her heart and usually stubborn and high walls and making you her very own little one.

By now they knew pretty much everything about you, all the little details, bits of your past and your very rare cycles of struggling at times. But you had always been careful, rather hiding away in the shadows than seeing their concerned faces. And lately you had been caught in the waves again, the bright happy days and then the terror and sadness all in one. Your anxiety had spiked recently, thoughts of doom and overthinking taking over every waking moment, draining you and with it came the sad days. Clouds of thoughts overwhelming your brain and causing the sadness to return, the silence. You couldn‘t confide in them, not when they dealt with worse things. Delia constantly carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders, Mina with her condition and Billie with the spirits and their grieving loved ones. It felt pathetic to you, the random surges of panics or sadness and not much in between.

Lately, everything had been making you so tired that you decided to give in to the exhaustion rather than fight it, often hiding away in the safety and silence of sleep rather than face reality and your problems. You knew you needed to talk and work through your feelings, possibly get professional help again or simply ask one of them for a hug but it felt impossible. It started with the occasional afternoon nap, none of your girlfriends thinking much of it, wanting you to get enough rest. Then it started with sleeping in on weekdays, still getting up for classes and early in the morning to make your girlfriends breakfast and their lunchboxes, wanting to solder on and keep your appearance perfect, not wanting to show them weakness or how you were truly struggling. But then it turned into something bigger, something that you couldn‘t stop or control.

It had started with the occasional afternoon nap in your office, Cordelia sometimes finding you with your head on the table, sleeping over the scattered documents. Billie would often find you in the living room, the most uncomfortable position possible. And at first they let you sleep in, on the weekends also but then they grew increasingly worried, never knowing you to be so exhausted and tired. And they could see it, your posture, slumped shoulders and a sadness in your eyes that spoke lengths. They had tried to talk to you, wanting so bad to see you happy again, replace the sadness with your usual happiness and cheerful personality but it seems to have vanished. Mina had noticed how fidgety you are lately, often placing a reassuring and steady hand on your knee or shoulder.

But you couldn‘t escape the darkness that was slowly consuming you, the lingering thoughts that drained you, the attacks of panic that exhausted every fibre of your being. You tried so hard to still be the perfect girlfriend, the perfect teacher but it felt impossible with the weight of sadness dragging you down. And so you opted to forget about it all for a while during sleep, mostly not even any dreams present and so it was peaceful and quiet. But the voices in your head caught onto it, telling you to end it, telling you to put yourself to sleep for good. But for now the love for your girlfriends was stronger, knowing you couldn‘t leave them like that, knowing you couldn‘t ever do that to them, the mere thought consuming you with a guilt that gnawed at your insides.

Things began deteriorating further when a small hisap happened on your part, one that would confirm your girlfriend's concern and worst nightmares. You had been exhausted from the moment you got out of bed, forcing yourself through some work before giving up and heading for a bath. Your soul and bones had been so tired that you had hoped the warm bath would soothe them and make the pain go away. And indeed the warm water and smell of lavender soap and bath bubbles put you almost in a dream like state, your body floating, your mind at ease for the first time in ages, the candles reminding you of Delia, the lavender reminding you of Mina and the fancy soaps reminding you of Billie. You only closed your eyes for a small second, not even intending to doze off but when you did the water kept rising and rising, slowly reaching your chin and eventually eloping you completely.

Cordelia had been in the kitchen, fixing up some dinner and waiting for her lovers to return from work, having checked on you working in your office not that long ago. When they returned, Billie headed upstairs, the supreme having asked her to fetch you from your office but she couldn‘t find you. And so she tried the bathroom, hearing the water running before her breath hitched, seeing the bathtub almost overflowing and your form underneath the water and bubbles „Oh god“ she shrieks, before turning the water off and draining some of the water out, pulling you out of the water and not caring about her new silk blouse getting wet. „Babydoll“ she tries softly and she sighs upon seeing you wake from a nap, the image having scared her at first. „Billie?“ you ask confused and sleepy, it taking a moment for the dots to connect on what had happened. „You fell asleep.. in the bath“ she states before passing you some warm towels, your body shivering slightly.

And that had been their last straw, a confirmation that something wasn‘t right but still they couldn‘t get a single thing out of you as you simply returned to bed, not feeling like dinner and finding you asleep when they joined you.

As Wilhemina woke up the next morning, she was greeted with the empty space next to her. She furrows her eyebrows since that now so cold place was usually occupied by your sleeping form. Immediately she knew something was off since it was your free weekend and it was almost impossible to get you and Billie Dean out of your shared bed and each other safe embraces before ten.

A quick glance to the clock on her bedside table confirmed her suspicions since it’s just six and there was simply no way you would get up at that time.

Slowly she got up, deciding to look for you before climbing over Delias and Billies still sleeping bodies, making sure not to hurt her back in the process.

First she went into the kitchen quietly, hoping you just had a nightmare and were in need of a glass of water, but her intuition and connection with you told her this was more severe. Wilhemina walked into the kitchen and was greeted with already expected emptiness. Maybe you were in the greenhouse?

She went to the back door connecting to the garden but saw your shoes still at the side of the door, giving her a hint that you weren’t outside either.

Disregarding the faint creaking of the old wooden floor beneath her feet, Wilhemina swallowed the knot of worry in her throat. “Little one?” she called softly, the sound barely rising above a whisper. There was no response, only the echoing silence of the academy, almost mocking her attempt to reach you before it hit her.

The library.

Her thoughts raced through the dark forest of her mind, wondering if you had spent yet another night battling the specters of anxiety that had become your unwelcome companions. You thought Wilhemina hadn’t realized, but how could she not have realized your usual warm smile not reaching your eyes? It had been an uphill struggle for you, and while Wilhemina felt it keenly, she sometimes felt helpless to mend the fractures in her girlfriend’s world.

Determined, she decided to check the library—yours and hers little sanctuary in the cozy corner of your home, where candles flickered with the whispers of enchantments and filled with books that lined the walls like sentinels of forgotten wisdom. She had grown accustomed to the sound of your laughter there, music to her stern disposition.

Stepping into the room, Wilhemina felt a cool shiver wash over her, sharp and invigorating.

“Where are you?” she murmured, a faint tremor threading through her tone as she couldn’t see you at first, but as she padded through the different isles, her eyes drifted to the fire place—a place that had been witness to many stolen kisses and whispered love confessions between you and the red head. It was there that Wilhemina found you, resting in the big armchair, eyes closed and limbs sprawled as if surrendering to the embrace of the cushions beneath you.

“Little one?” Wilhemina kneeled beside you, brushing a strand of hair from her girlfriend's face. “Little one, love, wake up.”

You stirred slowly, your lashes fluttering like the wings of a weary butterfly. You opened your heavy eyes, revealing pools of once sparkling depth that now looked dulled and distant. “Mina,” you sighed, your voice a fragile wisp drifted by the wind. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep.”

Wilhemina's heart swelled with tenderness. “You’ve been sleeping a lot lately. Is it... is it the heaviness again?” She asked, having talked with you about the hurt caused by your past before and remembering you describing it as a heavy feeling in your heart.

Your gaze faltered, lips pulling into a reluctant smile that didn’t quite reach your eyes. “It’s more like sleeplessness,” you replied, your voice cracking slightly. “I feel like I’m losing touch with everything.”

The pain in your words struck Wilhemina fiercely. Where you once illuminated the dull corners of existence, you now felt like a fading flame, flickering against the relentless wind.

“Listen,” Wilhemina said, urgency threading through her voice. “You are not losing us. You’re not losing this.” She waved her arm around, encompassing the tranquil library where magic soaked the air. “We will work through this together, just like we always do, I promise.”

Your gaze lifted, meeting Wilhemina's fierce, intense stare—for all of Wilhemina’s stern exterior, that warmth was intended purely for you. “What if I can’t?” you whispered, fear rimming your eyes.

Wilhemina reached for your hand, the familiar warmth of her skin connecting the distance that had begun to grow between you two. “Then we will be your strength until you find yours again. You are never alone in this.”

The silence hung comfortably between your lover and you as your breath stabilized, and slowly, your smile blossomed into something deeper, a fragile but hopeful thing. “I don’t know what I’d do without you three.”

Wilhemina pressed her forehead against yours, a moment’s solace in your shared struggle. “You’ll never have to find out,” she vowed, a softness breaking through her usual firmness.

As you sat their in comfortable silence, enjoying each other’s company you heard the big wooden door of the library open, revealing your other two girlfriends before they led you back to bed and shushed you into a deep slumber.

As you sat in your cramped office the next day, the sun filtering through the small window, you glanced at the stack of papers awaiting your attention. The usual excitement of grading papers, of connecting with your students through their words, had lost its luster. Today, the vibrant colors of the mug on your desk—bright yellow with a quirky cat design gifted to you by the blonde medium—seemed dull and lifeless.

Something was misfiring in your mind. Your heart raced, and your palms were clammy, an unwelcome combination you hadn’t felt in a long time anymore. You looked down at the first essay, the letters blurring together in a chaotic swirl that echoed the tumult in your chest. It felt as if the walls were closing in.

You had always been the spirited, upbeat girlfriend—the one who reassured everyone that everything was going to be okay. Why, then, were you pacing the floor of your mind, canvassing the futures of your relationship like some dire doomsayer? Cordelia, with her infectious laughter; Wilhemina, the unwavering rock; Billie, the free spirit who lived for adventure—would they start to see you differently? Dark shadows crept into your thoughts, whispering wildly; You could almost hear them laughing, “They’re going to leave you. Just wait.”

The sunlight shifted, illuminating the crumpled paper filled with your tiny scratch notes. You placed the pen down, rubbing your temples in a desperate attempt to ease the tension forming in your head.

What was happening to you? A sense of looming dread surged every time you thought of your girlfriends. What if they woke up one day and realized you were a burden? All of them much older and quite frankly living their life. You always believed relationships were as vibrant as the moments you created together. But now, all you could think of were the gaping holes of your insecurities, every laugh that fluttered out of their mouths rendering you smaller.

“Hey, you still there?” The sound of an all too familiar voice coming from your phone snapped you from your spiral.

It was Billie Dean.

“Wanna grab brunch at that cute café? The one with the pancakes?” Her sing-song voice brought with it a wave of warmth, though you could feel the churning in your gut.

“Sure!” you replied, forcing a cheerfulness you felt miles away from.

“Perfect! Should I ask Cordelia and Mina too? It’ll be just delightful!”

“Yeah, delightful.” You swallowed hard and avoided your reflection in the nearby window.

After the call ended, you shut your eyes for a moment, embracing the familiar bubble of anxiety rising in your throat. Memories of spontaneous adventures echoed in your mind—the laughter and warmth they provided. But now, those memories felt tainted. The shadows whispered again; You pictured their faces bending with disappointment, leaving you behind like discarded homework.

You returned to the essays, but your mind was elsewhere. You didn’t want to feel this way. You didn’t want to be “that”—the one burdened by doubt while the others thrived. Yet, the paper in front of you became more of a comfort than you imagined; You hugged it close when the anxiety surged again. You couldn’t help it. You took a deep breath focused on the paper, tracing your fingers over the ink.

Somewhere between the words, you lost yourself in thought. Thoughts of them, of feel-good moments spent with Wilhemina teasing you about your terrible baking, Cordelia’s wisdom during crucial moments, or Billie showing you that life was a grand adventure, if only you dared to leap. They were your anchors; You needed to remember that.

But as the day progressed, you found yourself dreading brunch—not for the company but for the revelation that had constructed itself within you. You yearned to talk to them, to share your fears, but what if they turned away, transformed into solid flames that would burn your insecurities even brighter?

The clock ticked louder, each second burning.

Finally, the sun swallowed the horizon, tinting the sky a passionate orange. Time passed too quickly, and before you knew it, you were with your girlfriends, each of them radiating warmth—You caught the sparkle in their eyes as they greeted you.

“Hey! You alright?” Cordelia asked before you could even sit.

“Fine! Just fine. Excited to eat!” The words came out bright more by instinct than sincerity.

Your three girlfriend’s shot each other a look, having a silent conversation about who will approach this before Cordelia finally cleared her throat and started to speak. “Darling? Billie and I talked with Wilhemina earlier and she told us a bit about your struggles.” You looked up from your plate shooting the red head an unusual max glance. “Oh come on little one! Do you think after all these years they didn’t figure out something is wrong by themselves?” Your expression softened after thinking about it a short while. Of course they did and if one of them would feel the way you currently do you would want to talk about it as well.

Your eyes met Cordelia’s as she started speaking again. “We don’t have to talk about it right now we can just enjoy but we should. Especially when you’re overwhelmed with your feelings.”

With a deep breath, you opened up to your girlfriends about your worries. Work stress, a troubling feeling about the age gap in your relationship and the anxiety that had taken root in your daily life. Billie listened intently, her huge heart evident as she leaned forward to show her support. Wilhemina wrapped an arm around you and whispered sweet nothings and Cordelia, ever the optimist, teased, “And if all else fails, we can drown our sorrows in pancakes! Lots and lots of pancakes!”

The laughter that followed was like a balm to your frayed nerves. You couldn’t help but smile as Billie and Wilhemina recounted their own stories. Billie’s fear of not finding professional and fitting staff members, Wilhemina’s struggles with choosing a career path in her youth, Cordelia’s unbearable mother. Together, your dark moments felt lighter, almost whimsical in the shared camaraderie.

Time seemed to drift as you laughed, ate, and consoled. With every pancake bite, your heart lightened. Savoring the sweet flavors and the sweet memories, you realized you didn’t have to face your fears alone. Cordelia, Billie, and Wilhemina were not just girlfriends; they were your safe haven.

As the café filled with cheerful chatter and clinking cups, the worries that once loomed felt smaller, almost laughable in comparison. You looked around at three souls who understood you so deeply.

Fluffy pancakes and warm company melted your anxiety away, on that perfect brunch day. You leaned back, the corners of her mouth turning up as a new certainty settled in your heart.

With your lovers by your side, you knew that no matter what, everything would work out just fine.

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Anonymous asked:

hello💜 I saw ur taking requests, could I request a fic w wilhemina, billie dean and Cordelia with reader who is struggling mentally and is hiding it as best as she can from her girlfriends, and maybe they finally catch on to what is happening but reader refuses to ask for help or talk? Maybe very angsty hurt/comfort fic please🫶

hey there!! I just cowrote a fic with @paulsonsratched that is inspired by your request! enjoy🫶🏼

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hello!! Could I request a Delia and reader fic with reader where her powers get way out of control??😶if u do fics based on songs Could I request it to be based off the song Whose Afraid Of Little Old Me by taylor swift🖤 if you'd like maybe billie dean and wilhelmina could be added too 😁 angsty + sad fic please🥺

Cordelia Goode x Billie Dean Howard x Wilhemina Venable x Reader- Who‘s afraid of little old me?

A/N: Thank you so much for this request. I hope you enjoy 🖤 I just want to say I tried my best with the song but I couldn't use all the lyrics word for word but here we are

credit to: @stepintomyworld for helping me with this🫶🏼 tysm!

tw/tags: established relationship, mention of witch powers, mention of bullying, mention of violence, angst/sad/hurt/comfort

word count: 3.5k

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Cordelia Goode x Wilhemina Venable x Billie Dean Howard x Reader- Oh, dear, don't be discouraged

A/N: I had this idea a while ago and decided to give it a go. Title inspired by the song ,,Call your mom'' by Noah Kahan

Prompt: Reader is a very insecure bean basically that still struggles with the shadows from her past

tags/tw: established relationship, mention of past emotional abuse, mention of toxic family members, mention of toxic past relationship, mention of physical abuse, anxiety, cursing, smoking, lots of angst/fluff/comfort

word count: 4k

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, could I request something with the classic 4 (Delia, Mina, Billie and Reader)? Essentially it's one of them struggling with their mental health and the others all help them, but it's Mina, not the Reader. Idk why I worded it like that- Mina's mental health has been getting worse for a while and she's (obviously) denied it, but the other 3 finally decide to try and get through to her and get her to go and get some professional help. Thank you so much! Love your stuff btw xxx

Wilhemina Venable x Cordelia Goode x Billie Dean Howard x Reader- Love and Lavender

A/N: Thank you very much for this request 💜 I usually struggle really badly to make characters suffer but for some reason this sparked my inspiration and put my other stuff on hold for a moment. I hope you enjoy

tags/warnings: established relationship, mention of depression, mention of suicidal intention, mention of suicide attempt, mention of overdose, mention of scoliosis, mention of doctors and hospitals, very heavy angst

word count: 5k

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