After Swan Lake
But what happened to Odile?
What happened to her after the prince ran after his dying Swan Queen?
The music stops with a shriek. The prince –your fiancé– runs after the reflection in the window. For a second, everyone stands in silence, in the candle-lit room.
The king opens his mouth to call the guards after his song, but his order falls silent as he lays his eyes on you. As the whole court lays their eyes on you.
You are not dancing anymore. And with Rothbart gone, the spell is broken. All in the ballroom can see your empty red eyes, no white, just a glossy black pupil in a sea of blood red. The dark mane of feathers coming out of your head, your arms, your face. Your neck is too long. Your smile –permanently on your face– too sharp and unsettling. You are neither a human nor a swan. Even though you look basically identical, your twin is beautiful and angelic (in the way that she is both terror and beauty) but you look like a prototype, a hastily sewn-together doll.
Before they can do anything, you start dancing again. You glide on your feet, leaving a trail of black feather in your wake. And the enchantment is back. The party goes on. Everyone drinks, laughs, and looks at you in awe.
The dawn arrives and the prince is not back. Neither is Rothbart. Neither is the Swan Queen.
But what are you to do? You are a homunculus with a clear mission: dance, make the prince fall in love and swear eternal, true love to you.
So you keep dancing. You are not real, and you never get tired or hungry. They do, but they do not notice. The champagne evaporates from their glasses. The apples shrivel and the honeyed grapes rot. The court falls to the ground one by one. The music stops. After a while, they start rotting too.
The people of the kingdom come to the palace to see what has happened. They suffer the same fate, the rest learn.
After a while, you are dancing among sun-yellowed bones and the curious animals that dare get close to the palace. Fawns wander through the halls and moths flutter around you as you dance. Never swans. You wonder what happened to your sisters: if they drowned in the lake of tears, if they became human, if arrows brought them down.
The forest is considered haunted. The palace is known as the Music Box.
If your twin was a queen and she is dead (you overthrew her), you guess that makes you the new queen. Even if it is of this court of ghosts.
One day, many many years later, a woman opens the palace gates. She is wearing rich and sturdy travel clothes and holding a crossbow, which she immediately lowers the moment she sees you dancing.
As it has happened many times before, your spins are vertiginous, your feet almost soar over the dusty tiles and bones, and she is awestruck. Still, she leaves the crossbow on the floor and steps down the staircase towards you. This has never happened ever since the prince danced with you many nights ago.
The woman steps next to you and follows your dance. She complements your movements and you both move across the floor like flowing water. You spin between her hands and let her raise you over her shoulders. For the first time in your life, you feel out of breath.
When you stop (the first time you stop in hundreds of years) she does not back away horrified, she kisses your hand.
She tells you she is the princess of the neighboring kingdom. She was curious about the haunted forest and the Music Box and came here to hunt. Instead, she has the honor of meeting the queen of the forest.
You’re beautiful, she says. I love you.
Her cohorts follow her into the palace and they are told to remove the bones, the dust and the creeping blood ivy.
Days later, her family and court arrive in white boats sailing across the lake of tears. The music box palace is lit up and its stained glass windows shine like a jewel. Music and the sweet smell of fruits fill the ballroom again. The moths flutter among the chandeliers.
The feathers covering your body still look, appropriately, like an obsidian-bejeweled dress. You your moves and dance are graceful and sharp as you are presented before the court.
Then, as the clock strikes twelve, the princess swears true love to you and asks you to marry her.
Tears fill your eyes for the first time as you nod. She holds you in her arms and places a kiss on your lips, and the magic happens.
White feathers start sprouting from her arms and shoulders and cover her hair. Her neck elongates, and her lips and eyes turn as black as your feathers. With a flap, her white-feathered arm extends in perfect contraposition with yours.
“Keep playing.” you say, and your voice croaks through the room, which is soon filled with the nervous sound of music again.
Your mission is fulfilled, and you are finally free. After all, you were born from Rothbart’s magic. You were supposed to be your twin’s opposite. No one ever said the rules would be the same. You have no need to be human. Your fate is not drowning to death in tears.
And now the forest has two terrible, terrible Swan Queens.
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