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it's october and to start this month brightly and with a lot of fun, I decided to throw a small autumn party here in my garden! ✨🍁 if you want to join then wear something comfy, pick your pumpkin and let yourself enjoy the warmth of fall.

❧ pick your pumpkin:

🎃 sugar pie

tell me a song and your favorite sweet/candy, and I'll tell you which fella wants to warms up your month.

🎃 ⇒lumina

tell me your favorite animation movie, and I'll tell you three guys that would love to join you to the movies.

🎃 ⇒ jack o' lantern

tell me your favorite thing about autumn and a costume for halloween, and I'll tell you who has been sending you some sweet but suspicious notes (yandere version).

This event will go until October 31th. Requests can be made via ask, and you can pick one, two or all the pumpkins. Just be sure to inform which fandom you want to (list of fandoms can be found here), and request per pumpkin. Everyone is welcomed to join! 🍁

happy autumn! ✨

reblogs are deeply appreciated!

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“𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐬“ 𝐟𝐭. 𝐟!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐨 𝐭𝐞𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐨

ᴀ/ɴ: my part in the agenda that kuroo’s flirting skills aren’t always the best and that when he is down bad he gets nervous when he tries to pursue it

“ugh! being a girl sucks like hell!” you groaned before rolling onto your stomach and clutching it like how a college student clutches onto that one bean can in an alley for their dinner.

your best friend, of 4 years now, laughs out loud while watching you suffer. “i am glad you find my suffering amusing, kuroo.” he smirks before teasing you “i feel that there was a bit of malice in the way you said my name, sweetheart; that’s not nice.”

“shut up before i show you just how much it hurts and it still wouldn’t be enough to convey it.” you threatened but somehow, to him, it looked like a hamster threatening a cat despite knowing just how capable you are.

after that remark, comfortable silence filled the room and you close your eyes, relaxed even with the pin swirling in your abdomen. soon after, your friend spoke in a rather hesitant tone “being a girl sucks, right?” you nodded, wondering where this will lead; maybe, he will offer to take you to that one spa your friends were gushing about.

“you know, being my girl wouldn’t…” he mumbled, watching your reaction. you stare at him, and he stares back before throwing his back onto the bed and shouting “god, that sounded so cringy!” you chuckled “that was how you decided to confess?”

he gently kicked your shoulder as you were on the floor, but that only caused your chuckles to turn into laughter and kuroo had to live with the fact that you would never let him live this down. though, maybe it wasn’t so bad if he can finally get a hug as compensation.

Awww Rose, this is so cute, i love it so much!! @quirrrky

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Your eyes lit in excitement the moment you saw him waiting for you at your usual spot in the department store. "Baby!" You called out as you ran up to him with open arms. He instantly perked up upon seeing you and readied his arms for your arrival, but you walked past him and hugged one of the pillows in the shelf instead. He leered at you with a disbelieving expression on his face. Betrayal. This was betrayal.

You cackled at his reaction and immediately ran up to him, folding your arms around his neck. "Happy April Fool's, love. It's just April Fool's." You gently stroked his head, giving him comfort. He mumbled stuff under his breath. His pout still not leaving his face as he enveloped you in a tight embrace. That entire day, he had your hand in his so tight and would never let you get close to anything.

—𐑂 kenma, oikawa, sugawara

REBLOGS ARE DEEPLY APPRECIATED ♡ Please help me reach other viewers. Thank you so so much!

COLLECTIONS: Haikyuu DAYDREAM MUSEUM

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐄.

— miya atsumu x gn!reader

summary: Atsumu receives an invite to play overseas.

a/n: I sent this to @/yurens as an Anon way back when, but just wanted to have this posted in my writing blog, hehe. I have thoughts on expanding on this, but they’ll just stay as thoughts for now.

Imagine Atsumu finally being invited to go overseas. He’s excited, elated, the stars shining in his eyes. He turns to you, because who else would he share the news with first other than you. 

He picks you up, spins you around in a tight hug. Oh, he’s always been like this, so warm and bright and captivating. 

Atsumu is like the sun, a big and imposing presence in a vast galaxy, and you’re just another planet that’s unconditionally, uncontrollably pulled into his orbit. 

So when you hear the words dance on his lips, your heart sinks just a little and you feel terrible because you can’t return the same ardour that radiates from him. 

Because while he sees an infinity of possibilities in his future, all you see is your future with him slipping away, slowly being consumed by an inescapable, inevitable black hole.

— with love, @oomura

This is bittersweet... Even though it is short, it made me feel A LOT OF THINGS... Like seriously my heart dropped at the last paragraph...

I am waiting for your thoughts to turn into reality, patiently <3

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA NIA—!!! 300 million?!!!!! OMG I— *incoherent sobbing noises* the last time I checked, was it 100 followers? Wow~ congratulations 🎉♥️ ilang kembot na lang, baka umabot ng 500 yan 😉

Anyways, on to the event proper: can i ask for Kenma + 9 + fluff? I remembered watching Disney fairytale movies as a child and know a few memorable songs so i think this prompt’s perfect for Kenma ♥️ thank you + congrats again 🥰 *headpats*

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PROMPT: #9 FLUFF "Can you sing that song for me again?" + Kenma Kozume

Kenma Kozume always believed that a person with the royal bloodline will always live their lives that seems the same to the other royals that have passed. In other words, it’s stagnant. As a king, he knew then that he can never have that certain kind of simplicity in his life. The moment he wakes up in the morning, he knows that his purpose is to just do his job for the people. Though, that’s how it seems to be even when he arranged marriage. However, when his queen gave birth to twins - a son and a daughter -, it seems his life became more colorful. Although he was devastated then at the death of his wife in childbirth, he knew his wife left two lovable children that he knew he would cherish.

Goshhhhhhh this is adorableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I stg so beautiful 😭😭😭

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Heyy heyy!!! Idk what happened and I suddenly wasn't following you??? Btw I have been following you since your 100 follower event ejdjdj

Also, I am so proud of you Nia!! 300 followers!! Thats amazing!! I just know that you will reach 400 in no time. You are amazing and your writing is just dkdjdkdk.

I am here for the recent event, Love and Royal, it sounds amazing and I am seriously a lover of Royal AUs

So, I want to request, a Bakugo Katsuki x reader

Prompt:- 6

And I was wondering you could maybe keep the setting like a ball?? Maybe masquerade and if it is okay with you, can it start with angst and then lead to fluff or like maybe Hurt starting and comfort ending. (If not, then you can just make it fluff)

Also, if this is too much of a bother for you, you can just skip it because your health matters more.

Thank you very much for this amazing event and congratulations for 300 followers!!!

Xoxo, Tess

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RPOMPT:

#6 fluff "I promised to love you" + Kuroo Tetsuro

You can't believe it. You can't believe Kuroo actually did it. It was all just some random conversation you two had on some night. However, here you are, seeing him in elegant clothing of an honorable general of the kingdom.

You knew he deserved it. You know he worked hard to gain the title from nothing. However, you can't help but feel betrayed. As he talks among a small crowd at a banquet , all of which are wearing beautiful masquerade masks, you can't help but just watch him. You hoped in some way you were there beside him like how you did when you two fought side by side. You really hoped you were still a part of his life. Though, that’s not anymore the case. You’re just a pawn hidden that the king needs to blend in within the society.

So, you just blend in the banquet to do your job for the king. Find any useful information to infiltrate. Not many really know who you are. So far you are just the mysterious person in elegant clothing and a black mask to cover half of your face. This is better. You’ll just focus on the job on hand.

You stay on one corner having your champagne glass and watch the whole party unravel on its own.

“So, what assignment did the king give you today?” You hear a familiar voice. You turn to find Kuroo standing beside you. He glances at you and smiles.

“A spy never tells, general,” you said with a forced smile.

“Of course,” he chuckles.

There’s silence over the two of you. The silence that once was never existed.

“I think I wasn’t able to say congratulations,” You said.

“Thank you,” Kuroo said softly.

Silence is there once more as if it’s growing between the two of you.

“Hey,” Kuroo breaks it off this time.

You turn to look at him. He’s already looking at you. He takes your hand and caresses the back of your hand with his thumb.

“...I miss you,” he mutters, barely inaudible.

You practically skip a heartbeat at that. It’s not like he’s ever said that to you before. Though, there have been several times he’s shown you that you are the more important person to you. He’s always told you these sweet nothings that seem believable, but you end up just brushing off because you knew that things will end. Whatever he felt for you that time, you knew that it’ll end the moment he reaches for his goal. Though, here he is, telling you again his feelings.

“I said I miss you,” Kuroo said again. This time he brings your hand to his lips and puts a soft kiss on your knuckles.

“I guess I do too,” you tried to cover your nervousness by smiling.

“I…I don’t know if this is too forward of me, but do you remember what I told you two months ago before I…left?” Guilt seems to just wash over him for a moment. However, he doesn’t let go of your hand.

“The marriage?” You chuckled trying your best to lift the heavy atmosphere. “I thought…that was just a joke,”

“I never said all those were a joke. Everything I said to you was true. All the future I said before, I want it all with you,” he takes a step closer to you. “I promised to love you,”

Who knew that you’re a part of a future he’s been trying to achieve? However, if only it is that easy to earn.

“I love you, Kuroo…but, it will never be easy for us. The king-”

“Then, we’ll make it happen. Just say yes, and I’ll do everything in my power to have you by my side,” he squeezes your hand for a bit as a sign of assurance.

There are so many things at risk with what you two want to happen. Though, will you really end things here? Will you just remain as a pawn for the king to use and him alone in his own dream? There are many at stake, but you two have gone through war after war just to bring the peace you wanted every individual to live in. It’s time that you two build the life you two want. All it takes is one answer from you.

“Ask me again,” you tell him.

He smiles and kisses your knuckles once more.

“Will you marry me?”

You then return the smile. “Yes,”

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Nia... I love you. THIS IS AMAZING, OH MY GOD JJHIHJK I LOVE THIS, THOUSAND TIMES BETTER than what I imagined...

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Simbang Gabi

Pair: Nishinoya Yuu x gn!reader 

Genre: comfort

Word Count: 959

Summary:  You find your husband waking up early in the morning a few days before Christmas day.   

A/n: I posted this late…but like I hope you guys still like it. Its unedited.

There is something going on with Noya, but you can’t figure out what it is.  Perhaps, you do know why he’s acting strangely, but you are not sure what he is exactly doing differently.  Ever since the two of you saw the nth negative result on the pregnancy test, something has shifted between the two of you.  It’s as if something has changed.  

Don’t get him wrong.  Noya is still the sweetest husband you could ever have.  However, there’s just something different between the two of you.  You two seem to just stop doing it even if you’re ovulating.  He’s still there giving you the most breathtaking kisses and touches, but in terms of making out for a goal seems to just fade away eventually. 

You wanted to talk to him about this sudden change, but then the Christmas season came.  You two went to your province to spend your Christmas with your family.  All is well with your family.  In fact, they love your husband for being such a sunshine and helpful as well.  Though, days before Christmas day, something is off.  

Sometimes early in the morning, you find Noya’s side of the bed empty.  Though, it takes about two hours before you find him lying back down beside you.  Then, you’ll suddenly feel your husband’s arm pull you close and his hand resting on your stomach.  You do want to ask where he’s going, but drowsiness gets to you.

It goes on for several days and it’s been bothering you.  Your parents aren’t mentioning anything at all.  Therefore, you let one night be a sleepless night just waiting for Noya to suddenly get up from bed. However, sleep blankets you.  Though, luckily you feel your husband getting up from bed.  Your eyes immediately shoot open and you turn to find Noya getting clothes from the cabinet. 

“Sweetie, what are you doing?” you asked as you sat up.  Noya stills for a moment before turning to you. 

“Go back to sleep, baby,” he said with a smile as if trying to hide something. 

“You expect me to sleep now after finding out that you’re going somewhere this early morning.  Where are you going?” you stand up from the bed and walk to him.  

“Just…um…well…I’m going to the church,” he said. 

“Church? Are you participating in the simbang gabi?” you raised your eyebrows.  You know that your parents attend the simbang gabi.  You and Noya also do not really attend.  Well, you did attend from time to time, but not like the others who complete the whole Simbang Gabi masses. 

“Um…yeah,” he looks down as if it’s something he’s guilty of, but you knew there’s something more. 

“We can go on the last day.  You had very stressful months at work.  You should rest.  Did mom and dad ask you to come with them?” you try to look in his eyes as if trying to find the answers. 

“No. No. I wanted to go,” he said.  He’s quiet for a moment and you notice how he’s gripping his shirt tight. 

“Noya, you’re scaring me.  Why are you acting like you did something wrong?” you asked. 

He then immediately looks up at you.  Then, you see the tears in his eyes. “I-I did something wrong. Yes.  I…I couldn’t even give you a baby,” 

Your heart then stills. “What?” 

“Your mom and dad told me that completing the Simbang Gabi means that my wish would be fulfilled. So…I thought if I do that…maybe…maybe I can give you a baby,” a tear then falls down his cheek. So, this is what has been going on. 

You can’t help but feel your heart break at the guilty look your husband is making.  You feel guilty for not noticing this self-blame your husband is going through. 

Without a thought, you pull him in a tight hug. “It’s not your fault, Noya.  It’s never your fault,” you pull away for a moment to look at his eyes.  You wipe away the tears falling across his cheeks. 

“It’s been a year, y/n.  There must be something wrong.  Maybe there’s something wrong with me,” Tears continue to flood his eyes as he looks at you. 

“Sweetie, listen to me,” you cup your hands on his cheeks. “Do not blame yourself for this.  We’ve already gone to the doctor, right? She said there’s nothing wrong.  It really just takes time. We just have to be more diligent in…doing it when I’m mostly ovulating,” you caress his cheeks. 

“It just takes time, love,” you lean forward to give him a quick kiss on the lips. 

Noya stays silent for a while and closes his eyes before looking back at you. 

“I just…it hurts me when I see the pain in your eyes whenever we look at the pregnancy test. I just…I felt like-” you stop him by kissing him softly on the lips. 

“No matter how many negative pregnancy tests we get, it will never be your fault.  I will never blame it on you.  We just have to try still.  If things still don’t work, we go back to the doctor again,” you said. 

Noya then nods his head and immediately engulfs you in a tight hug. “We’ll try again…for you, for us,” he mumbles against your neck.  

A small smile forms on your lips and immediately soothes him on his back.  After a while, you pull away from him and head to the cabinet. 

“You go ahead and get ready. I’ll come with you this time, okay?” you said and turned to him. 

He smiles and nods his head.  

At that, you complete the simbang gabi masses in the hopes that your wish will come true.  A wish to finally have a family of your own. 

Am I crying? Shamelessly.

Noya is so damn precious, I want to protect him at all costs... GOSH HE IS AMAZING AND I JUST know that he will be an amazing father and husband (uncle too)

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Gift Buying

DAY 3: Gift Buying/Gift Wrapping

Pair: Miya Atsumu x fm!reader 

Genre: fluff

Word Count: 549 

Summary: Atsumu helps you to buy gifts for your friends and family by carrying the shopping bags.  He’s not fond of it not until he sees the baby section of the department store. 

A/n: I wrote this during my baby fever phase and also Atsumu brainrot HAHAHAHAH 

“Haven’t we had enough already?” Atsumu whines.  You simply turn to him, seeing him with all the shopping bags full of gifts you are giving to your friends and families.  You can’t help but chuckle at your husband’s pouty expression. 

“You insisted on coming with me.  I told you I can do it,” you chuckled as you continued walking in the department store. 

“But I can’t leave you alone carrying all this heavy stuff?” He replied. 

“Then, no complaining,” you smile as you walk on ahead. 

Atsumu lets out another sigh and follows you around.  Mall shopping is fine with him especially during the Christmas seasons.  He likes seeing all the Christmas decorations around and hearing those famous Filipino and International Christmas songs alike.  He loves the joy in it.  The feeling of just plain happiness.  Though, the one thing he doesn’t like is having to carry about seven shopping bags and walking around the mall.  However, he’d rather use his strong muscles rather than seeing you go home with a body ache.  

So…he just follows you without complaining.  

After walking and walking, he finds himself stopping by the baby section of the department store.  You’re also looking through some baby clothes which he assumes you will be giving to Osamu’s newborn child and also Kita’s baby daughters.  He just looks around the baby clothing aisle and then gets a glance of you smiling at the cute pink dresses. 

It would have been nice if- 

He then looks at the small shoes displayed.  There are some in color blue, pink, red, and a few with character designs.  He looks back at you, who is busy looking at the hanged clothing before he puts down the shopping bags.  He makes sure you’re not looking before he takes one baby shoe and looks at it closely.  

“This would be nice for our baby boy.  What if they’re twins?” He then looks at the other options and takes a green one.  “This will be a good pair,” he smiles to himself. 

He looks over the pink shoes. “Though, it would also be nice to have a daughter as well.  She gets to wear this,” he puts down one of the pairs of shoes he’s holding and takes the pink shoes.  

“Oh they also have shoe looking socks?” He mumbled to himself as he found a pair of socks with a shoe design on them.  He’s practically messing up a bit of the whole display.  

He’s been admiring the small shoes displayed in front of him that he doesn’t notice you watching him from afar.  A smile completely plastered on your face knowing that his husband will be very much happy with the gift you are planning to give to him.  

Also, it’s a good thing he’s distracted and he’s not noticing you picking up a cute white onesie baby clothing for a one month old baby.  He can’t see that just yet and also the cute shoes you managed to get from another display..and as well as the cute plushie for a one month old baby.  

Why do you ask? 

Well…it wouldn’t be a surprise anymore if he sees the gifts that only mean one thing.  

You’re pregnant with his child.  

And you can’t wait for Christmas to come.   

SO ADORABLE, SO DAMN ADORABLE DKDJDJDK.

Great now I think I might be catching Baby fever too...

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summary: You have a group project with the most annoying guy on campus. But this time, you don't mind his presence.

paring: Iwaizumi Hajime x Reader

letter of: @tameshrimp

genre: enemies to lovers, comedy, fluffy, brats.

word count: 1099.

note: letter answered from Holiday Miracles, to my precious beautiful friend Mason!❤️ I hope you enjoy darling. Merry Christmas! 🎄 Ps: thank you for letting me insert myself in this.

"It will be fine!" She said. "There's things much worse than that. And it will end soon!"

You still can't get why you keep believing her.

College is already a nerve-wracking place to deal with it, increasing even more in junior year. You need to work on your assignments, do presentations, fight yourself everyday to not procrastinate 24/7 or call off sick 'cause your bed is too appealing. And in the end, you always freak out with your final exams, coffee becoming your best friend and clock your worst enemy.

So, why, in such a mad environment, do you still need to do group work?

And why, of all the people on campus, you got paired up with Iwaizumi Hajime?

The stress is real.

It's not that you hate him, but his face alone makes you want to change sidewalks even if the traffic light is green and Formula 1 is happening on Myagi streets.

It all started with a single bump on the cafeteria entrance. His unnecessary hard body bumped against your hot chocolate cup, making all of your precious drink spill and fall into your new white All Stars sneakers, staining the fabric and burning your skin to the soul.

And he had the nerve to say "You need to watch where you're going" before giving a quick apology and leaving.

You never forget it, refusing one day later to lend him your notes of an important class, right before exams. It's not your fault that his bicycle tire got pierced on the way, he should have been prepared and woken up early like every poor student in this college.

This "not so pleasant but still fulfilling" war has been going on for a few months. But unfortunately, his presence became more than a nuisance to you, and you absolutely detest the way your heart quickens flustered as you see the punk walking on the hall.

Annoying, handsome, punk.

And since Ana, you're "so called" best friend, knows about your hidden feelings, she decided to come up with a stupid solition for it.

You, her, Iwaizumi and Bokuto Koutaro, her adorable but very much compelling boyfriend, were supposed to do the group project together at a cozy cafeteria a few blocks from the campus main building, known for their delicious milkshakes and pretzels.

Nowhere to escape, you accept the invite, hoping your friend could take your mind away from Iwaizumi's intruding.

But suddenly, Bokuto shouts.

"Shoot, I forgot there was practice today." His exclaim was so exaggerated, he totally has no vocation to be an actor.

"Oh yeah, Kou, that slipped of my mind too. Sorry guys, but we need to go." Ana announces, not sad at all, Bokuto taking her backpack with him like a perfect gentleman. "Please enjoy our milkshakes, we'll text you later to see what you guys decide!"

"Good dat— I mean…. Bye!" Bokuto takes her hand and storms away from the cafeteria.

You sigh, disappointed at yourself for not predicting this might happen.

"Did they really leave us?" Iwaizumi asks incredulously, noticing the filled notebooks the couple left on the table. "They even made their parts already!"

"Look, I'm not thrilled to work with you either, but the faster we start, the faster we'll get rid of each other." You established with an annoyed look, taking a sip of Ana's untouched strawberry milkshake. "Now take the milkshake and be quiet."

He protests, and you both get into a routine of silence, bickering at each other and silence again, through the whole one hour you spent together trying to work on the project. But with the following hour, you guys start to agree with each other, finding your suggestions "smarter than expected".

It's strange to agree with Hajime on something, but you can see that he's trying his best to be peaceful. This nice and compelling side looks actually cute on him, not that you have been gazing sideways at him every now and then. So you decide to be nice too, for the sake of good grades.

Twenty minutes later, and you're arguing again.

"The information needs to be in Z. No one will pay attention if you fill the poster with notes all over it!" He argues one more time, trying to prove his point about the best position to the notes.

"But we need to put all the information we gathered! If we do in your way, we'll need three more cardboards, and that's waste of paper!" You defend your point too.

"You're the one who thinks everything must be there, when it doesn't."

"Well, maybe I'm the only one who wants a perfect score on this project!"

You're both breathing heavily and quicker, like two bulls ready to attack each other. Thank goodness you're in a distant booth, you guys would probably be kicked out by now for the shouting.

Hajime runs his hand over his brown hair, tired of this unfinished argument. "You're too insufferable, you know that?"

"And you're so stubborn, that I can't stand on my head anymore." You let it slip the last part by account, but he's too angry to understand the real meaning.

"Well, I wish you could leave mine too, but you're still there every day!"

Now that, is something that shouldn't have slipped.

Your heart's pace fasten, and you suddenly feel numb, flustered by his unexpected confession. Iwaizumi doesn't meet your eyes anymore, staring at the table with a terrified look, his face reddening as the seconds go by.

"I—" He tries to cover it while he still can." I didn't—"

"What?" But you don't want room for excuses. "You didn't mean you like me?"

His eyes widen. "N-no I…. I…." He sighs. "Argh, I didn't mean to say it like that! But if you really want to know, yes, I like you. "He gazes directly at you. "Even if you get on my nerves every single day, I can't get you out of my head. And… and you're much more than a nuisance to me. You're not a nuisance at all."

You stare at him, perplexed and trying to digest his words. Hajime takes that as a rejection.

"I should go." He begins to rise from his chair, but you quickly hold one of his wrists, preventing him from moving away. He looks at you surprised.

"Would you find it strange if I said that you're not a nuisance either?" You can't say the right words aloud yet, but the growing smile on his face assures you have to now.

"I guess I own you a hot chocolate, then?"

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"Well, I wish you could leave mine too, but you're still there every day!"

That sentence^^ Holy shit, that gave me so many feels... Like one of the best confessions ever.

I am grinning like an idiot over here, Ana your writing never fails to give me butterflies, doesn't matter the character eijdjeje. This was so adorable jrdjjdjdjfknd I CAN'T STOP GUSHING ABOUT IT AHH

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summary: Shinsuke doesn't realize how fool he was, until he loses.

paring: Kita Shisuke x Reader x Iwaizumi Hajime

genre: angst, past heartbreak, reminiscing, regrets.

word count: 976

note: letter answered from Holiday Miracles, to my darling Laine!❤️ Hope you enjoy darling, I took the liberty to add baby Hajime into this party. Merry Christmas! 🎄

"I love you, Shin."

Kita takes another gulpe of his Scotch whiskey, the malt and alcohol burning his throat as he tries to chug it all down. He wants his senses to inhibit, his mind to blank, his heart to stop aching so painfully as it is now.

But even if his whole body drops to the ground, his eyes aren't able to leave your figure. A figure that he hasn't seen in years, a figure he longs for so bad that it makes him restless. Your voice, your smile, the twinkle of your eyes as you drew on the library after class.

The feeling your body wrapped around his, a warm embrace that made most of his days in high school. The sound of his name running through your honey lips, excited, apprehensive, tired, loving, sad, hopeful.

Once, he had all the versions of you. Now, he can only gaze at a glimpse, a superficial but still beautiful part of your being.

He wishes to have you whole again.

But how could he, after what said to you?

"Shinsuke." Aran's voice takes him away from his guilty thoughts, his smile trying to raise in a polite smile for his friend but it doesn't reach his eyes.

But even if it worked, Ojiro knows better than that.

"It's almost midnight. Atsumu' is wondering where you've been, man." Miya. He almost forgot the reason why he was in that crowned lob, and not at his farm, alone as usual.

Atsumu invited him weeks ago to this party, a New Year's Eve celebration at a fancy lob on the ninth floor of a commercial building. In a few minutes, the whole large balcony ahead will be packed, for the beautiful view of Tokyo City it provides.

Kita enjoys the annual fireworks, but this year, he'll stick close to the bar.

"I won't leave this spot, Ojiro-san." He tries cracking a joke, requesting with his hand another round of Scotch to the barman as Aran sighs.

"Shin, she already moved on. Why can't you do the same?"

His words stings inside Kita like alcohol on a fresh wound. His eyes can't help wandering around, searching for the happy couple who's now slow-dancing in the middle of the room, staring at each other with clear adoration, as if they're in their own world.

His stomach twists, seeing another man's arm wrapping around your waist, bringing your body close to their lips to kiss.

Iwaizumi Hajime. That's the name of the man who took the chance Kita wasted in the past. The man who hasn't taken his hand off you, the man who's stealing your flushed giggles and leading your body on the dancefloor, even though he's not a dancer himself. The man who doesn't need to sweet talk to express how beautiful you are tonight, when he can do so with warm gestures and his head-over-heels gaze over you.

The man who placed a diamond ring on your right finger, as a promise of his unconditional love for you.

Kita's glad the barman filled his glass quickly, only more of these to calm down his boiling blood and painful sorrow.

He takes another gulp, smaller than the last one, so that Aran doesn't chastise him any further.

"You really know how to lift someone's spirit." His tone is sarcastic.

"You know that's not what I meant." Aran rubs his face, having had enough of his moping friend. "Look. I only meant that, she's well now. You broke her heart in highschool, yes, you did. You've paid for your mistakes by losing the woman who could've made you beyond happy. But you didn't lose her friendship. You can still have that back."

Kita scoffs. He didn't mean to sound ungrateful for his friend's reassurance, but he rejected you. There's no way you'd forgive him, even though your eyes no longer have sadness or disappointment when looking at him.

But they hold nothing else now. Only a small sympathy that you grant for kind strangers you just have met, no feelings or memories involved. And that makes him so uneasy, as if nothing you both lived together meant anymore. As if it wasn't worthy to keep on your mind after all these years.

"Hi, Kita. Good evening, it's nice to see you." You said to him early, making him almost frown at the strange, too polite greeting.

He was never Kita to you. He was Shin, your Shin.

"I love you, Shin"

"I'm sorry, but I don't."

Five words. Five cursed words, coming so normally out of his mouth, made him lose everything. Everything, over a stupid teenager pride. Love was never a priority for young Kita, the only thoughts occupying his mind being good grades, the volleyball tournaments and his family. Love would cost too much time, too much effort, and he didn't want anything to disturb his routine.

Now his own self disturbs him.

He gives a final, gentle glance at Aran. "Thank you for the advice, Ojiro. But there's things that can't be undone. I hope you enjoy the party."

He gives one last gulp of his drink, before patting his friend's shoulder and leaving the party, ignoring Aran's pleas of wait. He would message Atsumu later, thanking for the party and wishing him a happy new year.

He steps into the street right at the end of the countdown. Fireworks erupted in the starry dark sky, coloring the landscape with shades of bright blue, yellow, red, white, and many other colors. He starts walking towards a square he spotted a few blocks away, knowing the buses will only return to work in 10 minutes.

He sighs in relief. He wouldn't handle seeing you kissing your fiance at the midnight chime.

And seeing the lightful fireworks, he wonders what would be like to be in his place instead.

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Gosh Ana, that was so painful 😭😭😭😭 but also, engaged to Iwa is just sidjdjdjejejej YESS

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word count: 1288

summary: A jealous Oikawa thinks that running away and ignoring the problem is the same as solving the problem or the problem not existing.

a/n: This was an extra scene from Part 2. I intended to include it in Part 3 but it didn’t fit in with the narrative. So here’s a bonus chapter! But also please accept this as an apology for being late to the updates. 🙇‍♀️

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Ten years ago, May — two weeks before the Inter-high

“Hey Y/N! Kiyoshi’s here.” Iwaizumi called from the front of the gym.

Y/N turned her head, seeing him waving at her with his bright grin. She caught a rolling volleyball and threw it over to the other side of the net. “I’m almost done here, Shouta-kun.”

Outside of her peripheral vision stood Oikawa, whose face contorted in a mix between mild annoyance to deep disappointment. It’s been a few weeks since his encounter with Y/N and neither of them have talked about what happened since. He still remembers the warm feeling of having her wrapped up in his arms, the gentle touch of her fingers on his chest, her lips inches away from him, and the unfortunate interruption from same guy grinning in front of the gym doors.

A week ago he was wondering if there was anything between her and Kiyoshi, and now that he has his answer, he’s all the more reluctant to accept it. He’s even more unwilling to accept it even after seeing the two of them leave school together everyday, fuelling the rumours that they were most likely dating each other.

Well, he only has himself to blame, really. After the run-in with Kiyoshi, he’s been hellbent on ignoring Y/N. The only time they interacted with each other since that night was during practice—and even then, he kept everything strictly professional around her. The other third-years started getting concerned when he stopped complaining to them whenever Y/N was seen with Kiyoshi, but he kept insisting that everything was fine and that he finally just accepted things as they were.

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