Simbang Gabi

Pair: Nishinoya Yuu x gn!reader 

Genre: comfort

Word Count: 959

Summary:  You find your husband waking up early in the morning a few days before Christmas day.   

A/n: I posted this late…but like I hope you guys still like it. Its unedited.

Taglist: @sunarent @sunarinnie @apricitobio @crystal-lilac @amarinthe @kenmakozumeswifey​ @moontxz 

There is something going on with Noya, but you can’t figure out what it is.  Perhaps, you do know why he’s acting strangely, but you are not sure what he is exactly doing differently.  Ever since the two of you saw the nth negative result on the pregnancy test, something has shifted between the two of you.  It’s as if something has changed.  

Don’t get him wrong.  Noya is still the sweetest husband you could ever have.  However, there’s just something different between the two of you.  You two seem to just stop doing it even if you’re ovulating.  He’s still there giving you the most breathtaking kisses and touches, but in terms of making out for a goal seems to just fade away eventually. 

You wanted to talk to him about this sudden change, but then the Christmas season came.  You two went to your province to spend your Christmas with your family.  All is well with your family.  In fact, they love your husband for being such a sunshine and helpful as well.  Though, days before Christmas day, something is off.  

Sometimes early in the morning, you find Noya’s side of the bed empty.  Though, it takes about two hours before you find him lying back down beside you.  Then, you’ll suddenly feel your husband’s arm pull you close and his hand resting on your stomach.  You do want to ask where he’s going, but drowsiness gets to you.

It goes on for several days and it’s been bothering you.  Your parents aren’t mentioning anything at all.  Therefore, you let one night be a sleepless night just waiting for Noya to suddenly get up from bed. However, sleep blankets you.  Though, luckily you feel your husband getting up from bed.  Your eyes immediately shoot open and you turn to find Noya getting clothes from the cabinet. 

“Sweetie, what are you doing?” you asked as you sat up.  Noya stills for a moment before turning to you. 

“Go back to sleep, baby,” he said with a smile as if trying to hide something. 

“You expect me to sleep now after finding out that you’re going somewhere this early morning.  Where are you going?” you stand up from the bed and walk to him.  

“Just…um…well…I’m going to the church,” he said. 

“Church? Are you participating in the simbang gabi?” you raised your eyebrows.  You know that your parents attend the simbang gabi.  You and Noya also do not really attend.  Well, you did attend from time to time, but not like the others who complete the whole Simbang Gabi masses. 

“Um…yeah,” he looks down as if it’s something he’s guilty of, but you knew there’s something more. 

“We can go on the last day.  You had very stressful months at work.  You should rest.  Did mom and dad ask you to come with them?” you try to look in his eyes as if trying to find the answers. 

“No. No. I wanted to go,” he said.  He’s quiet for a moment and you notice how he’s gripping his shirt tight. 

“Noya, you’re scaring me.  Why are you acting like you did something wrong?” you asked. 

He then immediately looks up at you.  Then, you see the tears in his eyes. “I-I did something wrong. Yes.  I…I couldn’t even give you a baby,” 

Your heart then stills. “What?” 

“Your mom and dad told me that completing the Simbang Gabi means that my wish would be fulfilled. So…I thought if I do that…maybe…maybe I can give you a baby,” a tear then falls down his cheek. So, this is what has been going on. 

You can’t help but feel your heart break at the guilty look your husband is making.  You feel guilty for not noticing this self-blame your husband is going through. 

Without a thought, you pull him in a tight hug. “It’s not your fault, Noya.  It’s never your fault,” you pull away for a moment to look at his eyes.  You wipe away the tears falling across his cheeks. 

“It’s been a year, y/n.  There must be something wrong.  Maybe there’s something wrong with me,” Tears continue to flood his eyes as he looks at you. 

“Sweetie, listen to me,” you cup your hands on his cheeks. “Do not blame yourself for this.  We’ve already gone to the doctor, right? She said there’s nothing wrong.  It really just takes time. We just have to be more diligent in…doing it when I’m mostly ovulating,” you caress his cheeks. 

“It just takes time, love,” you lean forward to give him a quick kiss on the lips. 

Noya stays silent for a while and closes his eyes before looking back at you. 

“I just…it hurts me when I see the pain in your eyes whenever we look at the pregnancy test. I just…I felt like-” you stop him by kissing him softly on the lips. 

“No matter how many negative pregnancy tests we get, it will never be your fault.  I will never blame it on you.  We just have to try still.  If things still don’t work, we go back to the doctor again,” you said. 

Noya then nods his head and immediately engulfs you in a tight hug. “We’ll try again…for you, for us,” he mumbles against your neck.  

A small smile forms on your lips and immediately soothes him on his back.  After a while, you pull away from him and head to the cabinet. 

“You go ahead and get ready. I’ll come with you this time, okay?” you said and turned to him. 

He smiles and nods his head.  

At that, you complete the simbang gabi masses in the hopes that your wish will come true.  A wish to finally have a family of your own. 

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Am I crying? Shamelessly.

Noya is so damn precious, I want to protect him at all costs... GOSH HE IS AMAZING AND I JUST know that he will be an amazing father and husband (uncle too)

Christmas Cup

DAY 5: CHRISTMAS CUP

Pair: Kuroo Tetsuro x reader 

Genre: fluff 

Word Count: 1.7k

Summary: Kuroo helps you complete the coffee cups stamps for the planner.  

A/n: Did I self-insert in this piece? Yes. Yes I did hahaha.  Did I grin or just feel giddy writing this? Yes. Yes it did.  Though, even if this is kind of like a self-insert, it doesn’t mean this isn’t for everyone. @ice-icebaby this is for you too lol.

Taglist: @sunarent @sunarinnie @apricitobio @kenmakozumeswifey @amarinthe​ @crystal-lilac @moontxz 

“Hey, y/n,” you look up from your office desk to find Kuroo peeking in your office. 

Kuroo seems to be fond of interrupting you from time to time.  It’s not like you’ve done anything for him.  However, ever since you started working in the office, he seems to be just there wherever you go.  Every new thing in your life, he’s just there.  It’s odd, really.  You’re not really the socializing type.  It’s difficult for you to actually make friends or have someone in the office you could hang out with outside work.  Then, there’s Kuroo.  He seems to be just a magnet even if you didn’t really open up to him all those times he conversed with you.  Then, years passed.  You’re promoted and he’s still there being the typical Kuroo that you eventually grew fond of. However, you can’t seem to just have the courage to talk to him if you feel like it.  A part of you feels like you’ll disturb him or annoy him if you do so. 

“Paging y/n. Paging y/n,” he said   he pulls you out from your thoughts and you look at him with a small smile. 

“Anything bothering you?” He asked. 

“No.  Not really.  Anything you need?” You said as you put down your pen.

He shakes his head as a no.  He sits on a seat placed in front of your desk. “Have you seen the new planner collection in Starbucks?” He said.  

Your eyes widened.  Right! It’s already that time of the year.  Every Christmas season, cafes always put up these beautiful planners.  In order to claim them, you’ll have to complete eighteen stickers (one drink equivalent to one sticker). 

“No.  Not yet.  I’ll check it later,” you said with a small smile.  

Kuroo then mirrors your expression.  Little do you know, he knows that you collect stickers every year to get those planners. 

“The design is much better this year than last year.  I say…we get a head start later,” he said.  

“Well, maybe not a head start.  I already started this morning,” he added.  He pulls out the sticker card from his inner blazer and shows you the one sticker stamp on it. 

You look at the sticker and back at him.  “You got the head start.  I haven’t even got a sticker yet," 

"What are you talking about? Am helping you complete it.  This is your sticker for your planner,” Kuroo grins proudly which only confused you more. 

“Um…you don’t have to do that, Kuroo.  It’s fine.  You use that to complete your-”

“You know I’m not a planner person.  What’s the use of me getting it?  I say…I will help you complete this card.  That’ll be nice.  Two stickers in the morning.  Two at night,” It’s an interesting proposition.  It’ll be easy to get the planner instead of forcing yourself to get as much drink for yourself.  Though, you can’t help but question something. 

“Is…there a catch?” You look at him naively and he can’t help but just melt in your eyes.  He simply smiles and stands up.  

“No catch.  Just want to help a friend,” he knows for sure you can be quite oblivious. No.  Not quite.  You are oblivious.  There have been many cases where his little subtle invites to the cafe or in the mall (pretending he needs help to buy a gift for his mother) are always seen as some polite gesture rather than an attempt to flirt or ask you out.  In fact, there have been cases where he made some very smooth compliments about your newly bought outfit or just simply you in general, yet you just smile politely and say thank you.  

What works for others and totally understood as flirting and a complete statement of his feelings, it doesn’t work for you.  You always seem to think it’s just a polite gesture he gives to you.  It would have been fine, but considering that it’s been two years then and you don’t notice it at all, it’s driving him nuts.  Therefore, he’s doing a much more direct move.  He just…needs time.  Knowing that he’ll have to be more direct just had him feeling nervous and fidgety all a sudden.

But first…he’ll help you complete the stamps. 

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I am... Smiling like... Crazy...

I am grinning so much that it is now hurting my cheeks.

Flustered Kuroo>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

He really makes my heart do somersaults and my stomach goes 🦋🦋 (that sounded so weird but it's the truth!)

I am a simp for Kuroo and this just did the Zenitsu six-fold on it.

Gift Buying

DAY 3: Gift Buying/Gift Wrapping

Pair: Miya Atsumu x fm!reader 

Genre: fluff

Word Count: 549 

Summary: Atsumu helps you to buy gifts for your friends and family by carrying the shopping bags.  He’s not fond of it not until he sees the baby section of the department store. 

A/n: I wrote this during my baby fever phase and also Atsumu brainrot HAHAHAHAH 

“Haven’t we had enough already?” Atsumu whines.  You simply turn to him, seeing him with all the shopping bags full of gifts you are giving to your friends and families.  You can’t help but chuckle at your husband’s pouty expression. 

“You insisted on coming with me.  I told you I can do it,” you chuckled as you continued walking in the department store. 

“But I can’t leave you alone carrying all this heavy stuff?” He replied. 

“Then, no complaining,” you smile as you walk on ahead. 

Atsumu lets out another sigh and follows you around.  Mall shopping is fine with him especially during the Christmas seasons.  He likes seeing all the Christmas decorations around and hearing those famous Filipino and International Christmas songs alike.  He loves the joy in it.  The feeling of just plain happiness.  Though, the one thing he doesn’t like is having to carry about seven shopping bags and walking around the mall.  However, he’d rather use his strong muscles rather than seeing you go home with a body ache.  

So…he just follows you without complaining.  

After walking and walking, he finds himself stopping by the baby section of the department store.  You’re also looking through some baby clothes which he assumes you will be giving to Osamu’s newborn child and also Kita’s baby daughters.  He just looks around the baby clothing aisle and then gets a glance of you smiling at the cute pink dresses. 

It would have been nice if- 

He then looks at the small shoes displayed.  There are some in color blue, pink, red, and a few with character designs.  He looks back at you, who is busy looking at the hanged clothing before he puts down the shopping bags.  He makes sure you’re not looking before he takes one baby shoe and looks at it closely.  

“This would be nice for our baby boy.  What if they’re twins?” He then looks at the other options and takes a green one.  “This will be a good pair,” he smiles to himself. 

He looks over the pink shoes. “Though, it would also be nice to have a daughter as well.  She gets to wear this,” he puts down one of the pairs of shoes he’s holding and takes the pink shoes.  

“Oh they also have shoe looking socks?” He mumbled to himself as he found a pair of socks with a shoe design on them.  He’s practically messing up a bit of the whole display.  

He’s been admiring the small shoes displayed in front of him that he doesn’t notice you watching him from afar.  A smile completely plastered on your face knowing that his husband will be very much happy with the gift you are planning to give to him.  

Also, it’s a good thing he’s distracted and he’s not noticing you picking up a cute white onesie baby clothing for a one month old baby.  He can’t see that just yet and also the cute shoes you managed to get from another display..and as well as the cute plushie for a one month old baby.  

Why do you ask? 

Well…it wouldn’t be a surprise anymore if he sees the gifts that only mean one thing.  

You’re pregnant with his child.  

And you can’t wait for Christmas to come.   

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SO ADORABLE, SO DAMN ADORABLE DKDJDJDK.

Great now I think I might be catching Baby fever too...