spookysalem13 reblogged
My current emotional state as of late.
My anxiety, panic attacks and depression due to my C-PTSD have been hard to manage recently.
It has been a great deal of tears, emotional rollercoasters and trying to get my body out of fight or flight.
Dealing with this hasn't been easy and lately I feel like I don't have people who understand me. Life has been incredibly lonely.
I'm spending my time lately in my online world, it's the only place I feel safe and understood. Battling mental health issues is a war zone. And I'm incredibly tired. But I keep on going. Even if my days are in bed.
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