I haven’t seen a show end this bad since November 19th 2020
POVs series
Part 4: Dean
words: 2,2k; rating: teen and up
summary:
Dean’s POV, since Cas is gone, then got back from the Empty.
Intentionally written as scattered thoughts.
Slowly, from grief, to the ending that they both deserve.
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1. What shapes me? Lines of my bones, enveloped within my skin, so tensed and fragile. The tremble of my hands in the morning, as I try but can’t find you next to me. My old clothes, my new clothes. Corners of my house. My car’s seat upholstery. Soft recoil of my revolver. Food on my plate. Blood in my arteries. My “yes”s and my “no”s and cracks in my voice, as I say so. - I’d drive. - Far away. From here, but where to? I’d watch the sun goes up and down, up and down, throwing it’s rays into side mirror. Lightening the road or leaving it in darkness, disturbed only by the headlights. I’d listen to the sound that air makes, sliced in half by the windshield. I’d listen to the purring of the engine under the hood, gratefully fed with gasoline. Too bad, it’s not clamorous enough. I’d pay dearly. With money, with time, that’s left. With anything. For something so loud, that could muffle my inaudible screams into nowhere. - I’d drive. But where to? - I don’t know where to. -
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milord the peasants seem to have formed a parasocial relationship with the court jester
late night conversations about the apocalypse
Hi i love your art and i was wondering if maybe you could draw dean laying on his back on a bed and cas leaning over him, his hands on the bed on both sides of deans head (kind of like caging him in?) theyre both maybe like in their boxers with erections and cas is flaring out his wings over dean as a sign of dominance, and maybe a teasing smirk on cas' lips. thank you so much if u do this im really shy i luv u kbye
so many of you requested wing!kink *whispers* I love you
winchester-reload’s suptober challenge, day 31, carry on
Cas IS FAMILY 🌸
For @winchester-reload 's Suptober20, Day 8: HEARTLESS.
Alistair, the sadistic bastard, has only swirls of the blackest smoke in lieu of a heart.
He who took Dean's heart........
Day 7: Domestic
I felt like one of them HAD to have shown Cas how to do it, and Dean wasn’t fazed the first time we heard it...
Neck porn 🌸
Gonna try and do as many Suptober prompts as possible so here’s one for day three, went with a good ol demon!boi for this one
I'd run 🔥
Squirrel!Dean and his food for winter.
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I was scrolling through my wips lately and found this ! Not really finished but I dedicate it to my monster fuckers gang, and more precisely @robotsnchicks and @reallyelegantsharkfish <3
Cause why only have one monster when both can be creatures ?
Drag me dooown 🌸
I love that Skyrim and its many mods give me the opportunity to play a cinema worthy, plot heavy Destiel romance. Or in the words of Skyrim Cas to Dean:
There is nothing in this world I love as much as you
(Kudos to the creator of the follower Kaidan, whose name I changed to Cas and who makes the perfect counterpart to my Dean)
Ahhhhh Cas stap counting the freckles of your HUSBANDD 😆
“Close your eyes” Castiel/Dean Winchester Supernatural
Soft husbands 🌸