Today was so nice outside! Like it was a bit warm for my taste but there was a nice strong breeze. I was doing some yard work while my companions were just hanging around outside. When there was a big gust of wind, C would open her wings and just let it carry her up by the tops of the trees and then glide back down while looking for cats to say hi to 😺 She was like a kite with a cat radar device lol V, A, and S mostly sat and enjoyed the moment or looked around at the plants and bugs. And even tho I still have trouble sensing and communicating sometimes, these little moments of quiet togetherness are just so comforting. It's just so content and warm. And I remember why I want to pursue this path

At work with spirit friends (part time nanny/babysitter)

Im realizing that it's much easier for me to communicate psychically with V than it is for me to communicate that way with C. Must be partly why C prefers communicating through Tarot or other divination methods. Im sure V's many many years of experience is part of the reason. He's legit like over 10,000 years old. And C is still considered almost like a baby or a child in years compared to others of her kind. And yet she's still more independent than me ^^;

First time in the outside world

So last night I had a little adventure. In the astral, I typically stick to either my inner space or the place where one of my guides lives. This time, equipped with protection, and some light armor I ventured out with C and V with a request for a tame but new experience. I opened a door and came to a big ancient forest with a body of water in it. There was mist that almost seemed to glow, and soft spongy moss on the forest floor. In some ways it was reminiscent of the sacred forest in Princess Mononoke, but also very different. I asked for safe passage for my friends and I, with a promise that we would take nothing that was not freely given. While examining the world around us, we took a random path through some trees. I stumbled upon a faun and gave a greeting, but they seemed a bit wary and continued on their way with a slight nod. We kept on our own path, noticing some rather large insects and trying to be careful not to tread on the undergrowth too much. V is very very big and it was amazing to me how he managed to move so quietly and without disturbing the trees or plants. I stopped on a knoll with less trees. It was mostly undergrowth and I noticed for the first time that it was night. The stars were shining intensely without light pollution. They were not stars familiar to me, but I felt so safe and the beauty of that place was almost palpable. After soaking it all in for awhile, I asked if anyone wanted to come and speak with me. I waited for a minute or so and noticed a spider slowly dropping down to my level. She was lovely, and about as large as my palm or maybe my whole hand. Had I not been in that place I probly wouldve flipped shit. She spoke to me and gave me messages of weaving and connecting, and delicate lacy energy. I don't have permission to share, and Im not sure I have the words to share them anyway. Most of her messages came through images and pure understanding. I don't even know if I can put her messages to use at this time. But I could feel the wisdom she gave to me. I thanked her for sharing and bid her farewell. By that time I was very tired, so I had to ask V to let me ride him back to my inner space. We closed the door behind us firmly, and when we got back to my space I cuddled with C and V for awhile.