evanescent

It’s almost cruel, isn’t it? To lose your first love? Because one moment all you need to do for your heart to race and your palms to sweat is to look at them. Then, when they look back at you the sun shines brighter and the earth turns faster. Within seemingly the next moment you can only squeeze your eyes shut and try desperately to grasp at memories of the face you once had memorized. Now, with thoughts of them your heart no longer races, but it aches. Your palms no longer sweat with nerves, your tears just spill from grief, and it’s almost cruel, isn’t it? 

Over the next year Katie talks to Cho more and more. They have a lot in common: Quidditch, a liking for Charms, a similar sense of humour. Katie likes making Cho laugh and sometimes they fall in together, their hips bumping and their legs sliding against each other. Katie hasn't really thought about boys and kissing and Hogsmeade dates but whenever Cho slides an arm through hers and pulls her over to talk to her friends Katie thinks the flip of her belly might be something that happens to other girls. (x)