what a shame she's fucked in the head

thinking of andrews meds induced manic smile versus neil's inherent nathaniel smile again. i will think about this tomorrow also.

truly feel insane about them like

neil "you know, I get it" josten.

(guess who's so deep in the aftg trenches that I was compelled to draw this by a force beyond my control and comprehension!!)

kevin and andrew are genuinely such fascinating characters to me because we have literally never gotten anything from their pov's yet they remain two of the most relevant, involved, important and main characters in this universe, but all we've really seen of them are them from other people's perspectives. like yes, we have them from the perspectives of the people who love and know them the best (jean, jeremy and wymack for kevin, aaron, bee, renee and neil for andrew) but we still don't/can't know them fully because we have genuinely never read anything from their perspective. isn't that just insane.

And he is only nineteen years old.

The implication that Kevin normally holds back on the brutal Ravens' tactics but slips into them when frustrated enough like it's his mother tongue.

Heart eyes

my fav thing about neil josten is his ability to read people and how he uses it to help them and push them to grow. my second fav thing about neil josten is his ability to read people and how he uses it to make awful people cry and want to commit suicide

the public thought kevin day left EAU for andrew minyard.

the public thought kevin day left his brother, his team, his home for andrew minyard.

Okay, but what if Colleen's death causes Zane to become completely disillusioned and despise the Ravens? He had already shown that he is willing to go for the throat when he feels wronged. He just lost the woman he loved and he's already graduated, so what has he got to lose?

What's to stop him from exposing the horrors of the Nest? The isolation, the lack of autonomy, the sixteen hour days, and the harsh punishments... I get that there are a lot of things that it would be unrealistic for him to share but–

What if he tells the world about Riko sitting the defence line down and asking them to break Jean? What if he names all of the men who volunteered to assault a minor?

@ninyard TSC2/TGR theory!!

AFTG is actually insane because you'll read 3 books of Neil telling you how everything and everyone revolves around Andrew.

And then you read TSC and Jean points out how they orbit each other.

AFTG is actually insane because you'll read 3 books of Neil telling you how everything and everyone revolves around Andrew.

And then you read TSC and Jean points out how they orbit each other.

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“You are a pipe dream.” - Nora Sakavic, The King’s Men

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“You are a pipe dream.” - Nora Sakavic, The King’s Men