@soysaucecas / soysaucecas.tumblr.com
Happy anniversary to my all time favorite shot in spn
I know they made him fall the wrong way to put the hand print on the right side to match 4x01, but it’s extremely funny to imagine there’s another wall off screen and dean bounced off it and went back the other direction
Artistic rendition
I put more work into this animation than the editors put into the entire confession scene
the way he has such confidence that this finally will be what makes him truly happy…he knows. he hasn’t said any of it yet and yet he knows what it will make him feel. that it will give him joy in a way nothing else has for a long time. that it is the last step in letting himself be happy; the last weight to lift off his shoulders that matters. he hasn’t said any of it yet!! and he still knows!!!
(almost) every time cas looks at dean, but linger is playing in the background
or, my ode to cas’ pining
happy holiday and rest in piece to the sexy bitches taken away from us by an antiblack, misogynistic, ableist, and homophobic network and writing team
[ID: a photo of 16 red velvet cupcakes with photos in the frosting: 7 of Castiel, 6 of Billie, and 3 of Eileen. One photo of Cas has "rest in peace / in loving memory" written on it and another photo is of him crying during the confession scene. /end ID]
in preparation for stackednatural, i’ve simply stacked some natural.
so basically. well here’s my thesis: supernatural is just one very long conversation between two people who go around in circles trying to escape the narrative. the gay angel can should must and will break out. the one thing he wants is for dean to see himself for who he really is. that he’s real. which, now get this, cas made him real, by loving dean, something dean taught cas to feel in the first place when dean doesn’t even know how to let himself be loved. to let himself live a real life, to let himself BE. happiness is in just being. good NIGHT
i needed something happy so here we are at 1am ft. deancas greatest hits
If Cas had fallen in love with the right brother he would have at least gotten a smooch before being dragged to Super Mega Turbo Hell
[ID: A four-panel comic of Cas and Sam in a version of the 15.18 confession scene. Cas, looking up teary-eyed, says, “I love you.” Sam, looking back, is crying as well. He says, “Cas...” The next panel shows ellipses over a wall. Finally, Sam and Cas are shown kissing. Sam’s hand cradles Cas’s jaw, while Cas clutches Sam’s shirt. A few tendrils of The Empty reach out and surround them both. /end ID]
just imagined dean saying i love you too and cas’ face changes from a look of utter happiness to total despair–wait he could’ve had it, he could’ve had it–and he reaches for dean who’s reaching for him, maybe if they can just get to each other they can have a moment, or something–but it’s too late, the empty’s already coming. it’s already here.
me too
[ID: A spn screenshot of Cas saying angrily to Sam and Dean, "I have spent the last 'year'..." He does finger quotes on the word "year" /end ID]
I knyow how you see youwsewf, Dean. You see youwsewf the same way ouw enyemies see you. You'we destwuctive and you'we angwy and you'we bwoken. You'we... you'we 'Daddy's Bwunt Instwument.' And you think hate and angew, that's... that's what dwives you. That's who you awe. It's nyot. And evewyonye who knyows you sees it. Evewything you have evew donye, the good and the bad, you have donye fow wove. You waised youw wittwe bwothew fow wove. You fought fow this whowe wowwd fow wove. That is who you awe. You'we the most cawing man on Eawth. You awe the most sewfwess, woving human being I wiww evew knyow. You knyow, evew since we met and evew since I puwwed you out of Heww, knyowing you has changed me. Because you cawed, I cawed. I cawed about you. I cawed about Sam. I cawed about Jack. I cawed about the whowe wowwd because of you. You changed me, Dean. Because it is. I wove you. Goodbye, Dean.
THAT ANGEL DIED OF HOMOPHOBIA AND ALL YOU CAN THINK ABOUT IS AN ELECTION. WHAT IS WRONG IWTH YOU.
“And here we were thinking that, you know, we were teaching you and all this time you were teaching us, about heart, about dedication, and about how gay love can pierce through the veil of death and save the day.”
- SPN 3x13 Ghostfacers
image id below:
[image ID: two screencaps from the destiel confession scene. the first is from before castiel confesses, showing dean looking behind him with tears in his eyes as castiel prepares to confess. there are words that read "SOMETHING LGBT IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN". the second is after castiel goes to superhell, showing dean with his hands covering his face and the text "SOMETHING REALLY LGBT JUST HAPPENED TO ME". end ID]
champagne bottles. popped and unpopped and popped again and unpopped then popped and unp
Finally
[ID: the two-image meme of the SPN 15.18 confession scene with edited dialogue. Cas says, “I love you.” Dean, looking back, says, “i’ve given you many interesting responses over the last year but the truth is that i love you too. happy anniversary buddy” /end ID]
