"Inevitable..."
He misses him. He misses them both if he's honest. He misses Jin Guangyao's smile and his kind eyes, his mind sharp as he remembers the past to expertly navigate his future. He misses Nie Mingjue's solid presence, grounding him in the present, to his current self rather than spiral into what ifs and should haves.
#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#lan xichen#3zun#nielan#nie mingjue#tinie little ayao#lan xichen seems to be the type to just completely shut down and dissociate so thats what im gonna make him do#hes living in his head and living in the past#in what if scenarios and should haves#and there's no one left to pull him out#(jk lan wangji wont leave him like this)