08.04.13.
"Jeez, has it really been that long, Jongin? It won't take long and it'll already five months, then on going. I'm happy we've made it this far and stood by each others side when it got really tough. You're my other half and I don't think I could be without you. I don't know how you do it, but you can handle me. You put up with my stubbornness and you help me out when I don't understand things very well. When I break down to my lowest, you take care of me, Jongin. And I hope I could do the same for you. We talk about marriage sometimes and I know I say I'm not ready, but it's because I want to be a little better than I am now. I want to be a great husband for you because you deserve the best. With Ahreum in our hands now, things are more--- home like? I don't even know what I'm saying now but. . . Now that we're fathers, we really do have our own little family. . . and maybe when you're ready in the future, we can have a little more. . . I know talking about this stuff is a little too early, but I just want you to know that I'm going to be here with you forever. I love you, Kim Jongin. I've been in love with you ever since that little kiss on the cheek, and now I'll love you forever. Forever and always."
I automatically think your asian as you quoted the movie title 'Kal ho na ho' Which obviously means. 'There May Or May Not Be A Tomorrow' I see how you've showed the connection on how Kyungsoo is a heart patient and is dying. So Kai is basically Naina and Kyungsoo is Aman. Dayum-- By the way. that was some fucking emotional movie. *sobs*
Wah— I didn’t see this;;
Yeah… Haha. I can imagine them as those roles though. It was a very sad movie. [‘sobs with you]
sorry for spamming but thou ist my new senpai. bye.
It’s okay, really. Hahah. I’m so so flattered!
im crying because where have u been all my life? how did i not know about this blog and all this talent and im reALLY SAD RN.
I don’t know;; haha. This blog is rarely used. It’s a side blog after all. I’m so so sorry for your broken kokoro;; [‘mends your heart with love]
it's beautiful and ive watched kal ho na ho so many times that it stabbed me right in the gut (in the best way possible) but im literally sobbing cause you captured it so well and how to talent.
Same here, actually. I’ve been watching it for years. Ever since it came out, I pretty much watch it almost ever year. 2003, right? Hahah. How to talent— lmao. I thought the post I made was pretty lame though. I’m super happy and glad that you liked it!
im falling to pieces your Kaisoo kal ho na ho edit. OMG. brilliant, absolutely brilliant.
Wah— really!? Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Goodbye, Kim Jongin
"I tried being happy for you, Jongin. I really did.
I tried to be happy because you were, but I just couldn’t do it anymore.
I hate the way you look at her. . . I hate it because it was the way you used to look at me.
The way you hold her hand was the way you used to hold mine.
And that smile you give her… That was mine too.
You were mine and she took that from me.
She took all of you.
That’s okay though. I just hope you’ll remember me like how I’ll remember you.
Miss me like I’ll miss you.
Maybe you’ll realize when I’m g o n e."
AU → KaiSoo → Kal Ho Na Ho
"Do you love him?"
"No, Baekhyun. I don’t love Jongin."
"But I never said Jongin… "
"I don’t love him!"
"I’m your best friend. You can’t lie to me."
"So what do you want me to do? Tell him the truth? If I can’t bear to accept the truth, how will Jongin do it? What do I do, Baek? What do I say? How do I say that for the first time, this heart has felt for someone. That this heart is beating for someone. For the first time, this heart has loved someone. Jongin, the love in my heart has all the strength, but the heart itself is very weak. How do I give him my weak heart, Baekhyun? How do I tell him that the man in that photo is not my husband, but my doctor who’s trying his best to keep me alive even for a few more hours, damn it…"
"I’m dying, Baekhyun."
"You just make me feel beautiful, Jongin… Only you can… When you tell me I’m beautiful, I feel beautiful. I don’t feel like a worthless and disgusting human being. I feel like I matter… Only you make me feel like I should live. I love you, Kim Jongin… I love you. "
"You should feel beautiful. You are beautiful. I’m glad you feel like it because you’re the most beautiful person I've ever met. You’re not disgusting. Don’t ever think that. Someone like you could never be disgusting… or worthless. If I had to choose between having everything I could ever want and having you, my choice will always be you, because you are everything I want. I want you. You have my heart and my soul, my body and mind. you have all of me. I want you to live… I want to be alive with you. I only want to breathe if you are also breathing. And I love you, Do Kyungsoo. More than anyone else in the universe.”
solokaisoo reblogged
Happy one month to us. This one’s for you. It’s nothing special, but I hope you like it. I love you Kim Jongin.
"Real fireflies, light people up from the inside out."
"I wanna break every clock The hands of time could never move again We could stay in this moment For the rest of our lives”