you can sit in the kitchen and have strange memories
Let's have some coffee while remembering everything
you can sit in the kitchen and have strange memories
Let's have some coffee while remembering everything
“your body, my choice” i will blow a hole through you with my shotgun
the scary part about getting better is that there's this constant fear that things will go back to what they once were
There’s a level of confessional that only occurs when someone is driving you home late at night
I walk this broken road on the boulevard of broken roads Don’t know where it broke but it’s only me and I broke the road
I bead of sweat trickles down my brow, a testament to my anxiety as I refresh the browser displaying the live polls.
I strive to hold on to my calm, desperately clinging to composure amid the storm of uncertainty.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
I close my laptop and turn to the TV, desperate for an escape from reality.
My heart thuds rapidly in my chest as I watch the Office, each scene mere background noise to the chaos swirling in my mind, my thoughts consumed by the polls.
I flick the TV off and check the polls once more.
He is winning.
How is that possible? This must be inaccurate.
I hit refresh on my browser, desperate for a different outcome.
I refresh again.
And again.
Finally, the numbers shift before my eyes.
Harris stays frozen while Trump surges forward with an unsettling gain of 20.
“Don’t panic” I urge myself mentally.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
The hour grows late and my heart races with an overwhelming sense of dread.
I refuse to lose hope.
Not now. Not yet.
With a heavy sigh and bloodshot eyes, I sink into my bed, letting my sheets engulf me whole.
Again, those haunting polls invade my mind, relentless and tormenting.
My fingers tremble as I reach for my phone.
I hesitate.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
I shut my eyes once more and sleep takes me.
This is no soothing slumber.
I dream of a time where women are stripped of their autonomy, robbed of the right to govern their own bodies.
I dream of a time where marriage is confined only to the union of a man and a woman, shutting out all who dare to love beyond those limits.
I dream of a time where transgender individuals are discriminated against and unable to access the critical healthcare they deserve.
I dream of a time where rape is reduced to a mere whisper, brushed aside as an unfortunate reality rather than a life-altering violation that demands our outrage and action.
I dream of a hierarchy that places white men on a pedestal, casting the rest of us into the depths of insignificance, forcing us to suffer in silence.
I wake drenched in a cold sweat, my fists clenched and my nails digging into the tender flesh of my palms.
“Don’t panic” I urge myself mentally.
It was just a nightmare.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
I drift back into an uneasy sleep and wake in the morning to the melancholic sound of rain tapping on my windowsill.
I lie there, motionless, my gaze fixed on the dark ceiling above me.
Shouldn’t there be a distant symphony of cheers? The sound of celebration and joy? The melody of birds chirping gleefully as the morning sun peeks through my blinds?
No, it is hauntingly quiet.
A silence that wraps around me like a shroud.
No, the world is gray outside, and the rain cascades down, mirroring the tears that are now freely flowing down my cheeks.
I don’t have to look at my phone. I feel it in my bones, a chilling certainty of what is to come.
He was elected.
Our country was not smart enough.
-Kenna p.
Sex that looks like you're murdering me
I bead of sweat trickles down my brow, a testament to my anxiety as I refresh the browser displaying the live polls.
I strive to hold on to my calm, desperately clinging to composure amid the storm of uncertainty.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
I close my laptop and turn to the TV, desperate for an escape from reality.
My heart thuds rapidly in my chest as I watch the Office, each scene mere background noise to the chaos swirling in my mind, my thoughts consumed by the polls.
I flick the TV off and check the polls once more.
He is winning.
How is that possible? This must be inaccurate.
I hit refresh on my browser, desperate for a different outcome.
I refresh again.
And again.
Finally, the numbers shift before my eyes.
Harris stays frozen while Trump surges forward with an unsettling gain of 20.
“Don’t panic” I urge myself mentally.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
The hour grows late and my heart races with an overwhelming sense of dread.
I refuse to lose hope.
Not now. Not yet.
With a heavy sigh and bloodshot eyes, I sink into my bed, letting my sheets engulf me whole.
Again, those haunting polls invade my mind, relentless and tormenting.
My fingers tremble as I reach for my phone.
I hesitate.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
I shut my eyes once more and sleep takes me.
This is no soothing slumber.
I dream of a time where women are stripped of their autonomy, robbed of the right to govern their own bodies.
I dream of a time where marriage is confined only to the union of a man and a woman, shutting out all who dare to love beyond those limits.
I dream of a time where transgender individuals are discriminated against and unable to access the critical healthcare they deserve.
I dream of a time where rape is reduced to a mere whisper, brushed aside as an unfortunate reality rather than a life-altering violation that demands our outrage and action.
I dream of a hierarchy that places white men on a pedestal, casting the rest of us into the depths of insignificance, forcing us to suffer in silence.
I wake drenched in a cold sweat, my fists clenched and my nails digging into the tender flesh of my palms.
“Don’t panic” I urge myself mentally.
It was just a nightmare.
Surely, he won’t be elected.
Our country is smarter than that.
I drift back into an uneasy sleep and wake in the morning to the melancholic sound of rain tapping on my windowsill.
I lie there, motionless, my gaze fixed on the dark ceiling above me.
Shouldn’t there be a distant symphony of cheers? The sound of celebration and joy? The melody of birds chirping gleefully as the morning sun peeks through my blinds?
No, it is hauntingly quiet.
A silence that wraps around me like a shroud.
No, the world is gray outside, and the rain cascades down, mirroring the tears that are now freely flowing down my cheeks.
I don’t have to look at my phone. I feel it in my bones, a chilling certainty of what is to come.
He was elected.
Our country was not smart enough.
-Kenna p.
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