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Han•sol

@smenterslavement / smenterslavement.tumblr.com

BTS & Seventeen
{Delphine; Virgo; Infp;}
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what she says: I'm fine
what she means: you know what really upsets me about all this? It’s the fact that Yoongi is so incredible hard on himself and puts himself down so often even though he's one of the most humble, dedicated and hardworking people in this industry. he was sick, he was in the hospital for a couple of days and he cried because he couldn't perform and woke up in cold sweat because of the thought of letting fans down. he was SICK and his main priority was still pleasing us, reaching out to all of us. The fact that Yoongi wrote that and said that he wants to reach out to us as '24-years old Min Yoongi' and not as '24-years old Suga of Bangtan.' He wanted to tell his story as a person to another person, not as an idol telling a story to his fans. He wanted it to be more personal.
It makes me sad that he beats himself up over the fact that he couldn't perform on stage and called hiimself a 'very lacking person'. It makes me sad that he said 'I cried so hard even though I know I'd lose if I cried.' It makes me sad that Yoongi is so loving and caring that he went to Kobe during his vacation because he felt so bad. He said that he wouldn't be honourable in his eyes if he didn't go. He left without any plans and even though people tried to stop him.
He said that when he was 17 he did a performance where he could honourably look his only two audience members in the eyes. He said that after debut he wasn't able to do that. For the first time in HYYH, for the very first time in a long, long time he was able to look people in the eyes again. The fact that he couldn't perform the second day of Kobe hit him so hard that he lost that ability again.
It upsets me that Yoongi doesn't see that he has made the lives of so many people so much better just by being him and the fact that he keeps on apologizing for being sick breaks my heart in so many pieces.
He deadass apologized for not being a perfect humanbeing, he apologized for being a weak person that pretends to be strong.
He said that even though he doesn't have a religion, he prayed in Kobe.
He said that age, gender and religion doesn't matter to him. No matter what, we all occupy a large portion of him even though he enjoys being alone.
He said;'because I'm an imperfect being, I'll live out every moment with gratitude.'
If it doesn't hurt your heart just thinking about how Min Yoongi, the man who made 300 food and drink snack packs for a fan meet and HAND WROTE messages for EACH pack, thinks he's not enough and still imperfect than I don't know if you're human.
I just hope Yoongi knows he's an angel that needs to put himself first more often.
I love him so much
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Boyfriend! Hansol (Vernon)

- is your best friend, basically

- sometimes comes to ur house at 6 AM and is like

- “hey u wanna go get coffee or something”

- “why are you awake rn”

- “it’s 6 isn’t it”

- will look into those double seater bike things but they are too expensive and where do you keep such things anyway

- he rented one on your birthday as a joke and the two of you rode it around town and it was kind of embarrassing but it was kind of fun???

- sends you parts of raps he’s been working on

- sometimes he raps for you so he can hear how it sounds out loud and he’s comfortable showing them to you

- lots of cotton candy dates !

- will take u on many journeys to find the best cotton candy in your area

- he likes to take it and stick it all over his face like a colorful beard

- eventually it melts tho and it gets all over his face and hair and he’s pretty sticky

- but when he kisses you he tastes like strawberry 

- even so you always have these hand wipes ready bc chwe hansol, god bless him, is messy as heck

- his mom loves u bc you make sure her son doesn’t come home tracking mud into the house

- his little sister was kind of shy towards you at first but eventually she began asking you more and more questions and talking to you more

- now she gives you hugs when she sees you

- his phone background is him with a blue cotton candy beard with you picking some off and sticking it in your mouth

- lots of back hugs

- sometimes he’ll just come and hug you from behind and lean his head on your shoulder when he’s especially tired

- when you come and hang out with him and the other members he’s always really nervous because he doesn’t know what they’ll do

- “ok u guys y/n is coming over today ok pls be cool ok for me please please please please please be cool”

- when you come over they immediately swarm around u asking if  you guys go on dates and if you are in love with hansol and things like that

- (for the record, you are ! and you tell them so which makes them go OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

- hansol is turning very red in the back

- “ok that’s not what i meant when i said be cool”

- but you were fine with it and you were happy to see that he was in a place with very cool guys

- and then he took your hand and got all smiley

- “this is where i work”

- he was so excited to show you around and show you his world because he didn’t get to see you much lately because of practice

- :( when seventeen has to go on tour he cries

- you’ll take him to the airport and he’ll try to make a stupid joke to lighten the mood but it doesn’t work

- “i will make you proud y/n i promise”

- when he comes back though

- wow

- despite just coming from a very long plane ride he still musters up enough energy to shout your name across the airport and run to you and hug you will all his might

- later he shows you pictures of all the places they went

- a lot of the pictures were of him and the cotton candy beard

- “the guys didn’t have your magic towels so my face was sticky and it made me miss you thank you for your magic towels y/n i love you so much”

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I think i cried a little

okay let’s just take a small look alright

you see my baby boy right here do you see him??? what do you think he’s doing

baby boy was counting his group members baby boy was waiting off to the side patiently, quietly counting to make sure all of his boys were there baby boy was waiting for them, keeping an eye on them to make sure they were all okay baby boy is so fucking cuTE GOD BLESS JAEBUM 

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