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BROoOoOoO my literature teacher gifted me "100 years of solitude" because i won a silly little quiz in class WHATTTT ??? LIKE HE JUST RANDOMLY CHOSE THAT BOOK AND IVE ACTUAKLY BEEN WANTING TO READ IT!!! hes so wonderful i am going to miss him so much :( i only have 3 months of lit left 😞
Im literally in the same situation as you (uni and all) and I get it. It is so terrifying especially because it seems like everyone is so far ahead of you. But I learned that I should just follow my own pace and try to ignore everyone else (as hard as that is) because a lot of people like to pretend they have it all together just to make others feel bad. So yeah. Good luck with everything!
awh tysm!! its really good to know that other people feel the same panic that i do. i want to make the right decision so bad but i still feel too young to be making such monumental decisions.
im just gonna... go ahead and dump all my anxieties. sometimes its good to just type it out and release it into the sea.
when i have adult money one of the first things i'm going to spend it on is art books, cool aesthetic magazine subscriptions, and BOOK BOXES.
growing up feels like my skin is taking up more space and my legs are growing longer but my ribcage is still the same size and it squeezes my heart as i grow too tall and it's left to be far too small for my organs
growing up into an adult feels like you should be happy because you're free from the confines of your parents but you're not happy because it feels more like you're a helium balloon that's about to float away into the ecosystem as soon as the shackles come off
i feel so bad whenever i dont aave at my past teachers. like my eng teacher last year was rlly nice and she was my reference for a job but i feel awkward when seeing her cus we dont talk and im never good at waving at teachers 😭😭 i used to avoid them when i can or pretend i forgot about them because i always assume that they forgot who i am but obviously my eng teacher didnt forget its just me being fricking awkward and i hate it agsbdjdj why am i like this :(
concert was so good i almost bawled my eyes out!!
FOR REALLLL WHEN TLDP WAS SINGING BEAUTIFUL BOY I WAS TEARING UP AND SHIT AGHSHXB 😭😭
its so funny that someone started a mosh pit
and then forcing tv girl to do a shoey (how do you spell that???) UGH IT WAS SO AMAZING
REALLLLL i loved it sm it was such a fun and safe experience TvT i didnt expect to like cheering so much, but i did!!! its like who even cares cus nobody knows me and its dark and my voice gets drowned out anyways.
When tldp's banner got stuck was so funny and they were all so chill about it TvT AND THEY SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A RANDOM GIRL??? man i wish my name was grace.
also not tv girl trolling us at the end by pretending to end the concert and then coming back to sing lovers rock LOLL they're so unserious
were u standing in the front? i was like in the middle-ish, in front of the sound tent
THE WAY THE LAST DINNER PARTY COVERED WICKED GAME !?!?! WHAT THE HELL.
tbh i only know it through that tsh audio thats like "the snow in the mountains were melting" BUT YEAH LIKE OMG WHATTTT I WAS RECORDING AND MY DUMB ASS SCREAMED WHEN THEY PLAYED THE FAMILIAR TUNE SO MY VIDEO IS RUINED RAHHH AHDKSBSAKSBISSBDH
i am now a the last dinner party fan THEY WERE SO AWESOME AND NICE AND SWEET AND THEIR ENERGY>>> i felt so bad rhat i didnt know the lyrics i pulled them up on genius lyrics way through so i could feel included 😭😭
high achiever, don't you see
throwback to the time in literature class where we had to write about a person in pain and my teacher said my writing was really good and all i was thinking was "duh, thats the only thing i know how to write"
yet another
i love this artist's work smmmmm
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u guys should play saint spell's love guide to the magical student spellbook it is so cute and funny and cool
it's a visual novel and i think its sort of a dating sim but not really, like you can just be friends with the characters if u want
on a whim i made friends with this guy and now they're one of my fav game characters ever and i am massively in love with them
their name is alucain, they're nonbinary, a witch and super smart shdbdjsndk
i am so downbad for them omfg
theyre super smart and we work on a school project together :) also they likes to talk abt coffee and tea TvT i love them sm
ANOTHER character that i rlly love is Magdeleine
she's so gorgeoussss and mysterious and cool. idk much abt her cus shes kind of cold but i met her in the garden at night time <3 shes so gorgeoussss
here are some other characters that i like
FUCK I AM THE LUCKIEST WPRSON EVERY I COULD JUMP IN JOY
bro OMFG i got my specialist maths result back and i fucked it up SO bad i got a 54% WHICH I ACTUALLY THOUGHT WAS A C- since usually 50%= c- BUT THEN IT SCALED SOMEHOW IDK or maybe the spec marking system is different bc it turns out 54% is a C+
AND my school adds that grade with the one i got last term (b+) SO i ended up getting a B- ALTOGETHER FOR THIS TERM
and since my report card doenst show - and +, only B will show for my spec maths result
WOOHOOO THANK GOD
im so upset that i got a c+ for my specialist exam but honeslty i cant even complain because i KNEW that i didnt understand the topics and im just glad that it wont show up on my report card 😭😭😭
OH ANYWAYS i got an A for my maths methods. i think that where all my math braincells went
im gonna lie and tell my parents i got a B+ ..which is alrdy bad enough in their eyes :( wish me luck..
Your favorite type of weather but you can only describe it in Mitski lyrics? /nf
a storm. cold air
it rains. no sun
smoke in my hair
today is finally done
the night breeze carries something sweet
it's a windy afternoon
I can atleast be neat
under the moon.
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went to the eye doctor today and somehow made it out with only 0.25 perscription so i dont need ANY glasses at all !?!?
(damn it, i kind of wanted reading glasses bc they look cool /hj)
anyways my mother is going to order schoolgirl by osamu dazai for me as a reward (i made a bet with her where she has to buy me a book if i dont get perscribed any glasses) because my younger sisters both need glasses 😭😭
chappell roan's "good luck, babe!" hits different when the girl you have a crush on is not only straight and a repressed lesbian but she's also a hopeless romantic who falls madly in love with a new boy every week or so.
ALSO.
she has a thing for BL manga and she keeps saying that she's jealous of the BL relationships but refuses to be in a wlw relationship because she thinks shes straight
like those bl relationships? THAT COULD BE US!!!! WHAT THE FUCK
guys me and my friends went to watch inside out 2 and we dressed up as emotions. guess what emotion i was
