mfs be like "romanticise the life" and its just staying up till 5am to play video games, then waking up in the afternoon to drink coffee and play even more video games
btw writing in a journal is actually so wonderful and fun and insightful. i cant wiat to finish my journal so i can go journal shopping for another one because picking out a cute journal is everythingggg
BROoOoOoO my literature teacher gifted me "100 years of solitude" because i won a silly little quiz in class WHATTTT ??? LIKE HE JUST RANDOMLY CHOSE THAT BOOK AND IVE ACTUAKLY BEEN WANTING TO READ IT!!! hes so wonderful i am going to miss him so much :( i only have 3 months of lit left 😞
change does not have to be a bad thing. you don't have to fear it. change can be sad, but it will not cause a life of eternal sadness. it can not, since such an existence can only be cultivated by the person who possesses that life.
i feel like i unlocked a new stage of insomnia because i not only sleep late but also wake up freakishly early now and my brain won't let me go back to sleep
it is so hot now ahhhh i hate spring and summer 😭😭😭
im at a firework show in the city and its so crowded, im on 4 hours of sleep and im deadly tired after studying all day. somebody shoot my in the head because this place is such a sensory nightmare
does anyone else just not really care about food but when it comes to drinking you can not control yourself? like i will gladly go on a salad-only diet and cut out fried food and junk food for a whole month as long as you let me have my daily cups of coffee and tea
how do people wake up early and find something to fill the time because today i woke up really early and i tried to be normal by getting ready, having some coffee+ toast, and then doing some work, but after half an hour i ended up having a mental breakdown and cried until it was time to leave for school lol
tbh i have no hobbies???? 😭😭 or skills??? like i just draw and read and think and thats it 😭😭 rotting on my phone doesnt count so like ??
he want me bad (its actually the other way around but i have to stay nonchalant)
unfortunately i am healing so i probably wont be posting anything relatable anymore
mitski's drunk walk home scream is everything to me. i hear it inside my head like it's the beating of my heart
wait like how do people even write in journals because i feel like my head moves too quickly for my hands to write and also i dont even know where to start and what to say
love is such a beautiful thing and it seems cool... FOR OTHER PEOPLE. when its ME, i just want that shit out of me because i do NOT have the time for this
all i do is think about thinking but i never know why i think the way i think and i think thats why i spend so much time thinking
you ever just remember that people are so much cooler than you because they're more fit and skilled with their bodies in sports and fighting and stuff and you just sit there feeling really bad wishing that it was enough just for you to have a rich inner life like why do i have to build my outer life too please just let me live inside my head forever