sleepy-insomnia-bear reblogged
btw so fucking crazy to think about how beau is a character who is always about control, controlling the situation and controlling how people see her and controlling who she is. because it's what she was never allowed as a kid. and in ep 92 she said all this stuff about the inevitability of her losing this family, and now she's trying to take control of it. i lose them on my terms. i lose them because i offered to lose them, if it means they can go on and be better for it. i control this, too