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Thoughts of A Sleep Deprived Mind

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damnpene

This is a scene for which I am very grateful. Circumstance (very) aside, I love that once these boys are thrown together and with the pressure off, they neither fight nor make-out. Instead they turn to one another for company and play. They are kind and careful. They feel safe enough to sleep, and they watch one another in that exposed frailty. They soften. I love their faces and their open bodies as they let their guards down and feel the other seep back into their bones.

And then the Glee Club sings Air Supply and these two run back to their spaces and Blaine naturally puts his hand on Kurt’s arm in farewell because he is a dear boy in love with another dear boy and things are changing.

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januarium

Someone said Darren is her inspiration from AVPM to Glee to Hedwig and Darren said “I like playing weirdos”. She asked about the elevator scene, he said they got to rehearse a lot that they don’t normally get to do. They got to improvise a lot came up with the game with the papers on their heads, that wasn’t in the script. It was more like shooting a film, very different.

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damnpene

Somehow this is post-ep number 3 to 6.05… Huh. No warnings here really, save for the whole elevator situation and also some fairly purple prose. about 300 words. unbetaed (she’d never let me get away with this! hee!) Um, enjoy?

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This doesn’t mean anything Blaine says one more time in his head. This means nothing.

But the truth is that’s in another universe.

In this universe, kissing Kurt has always cracked Blaine open. In this universe ‘nothing’ feels a lot like fireworks in his heart and waterfalls in his veins and bright, bright electricity in his nerves. Their lips meet, Kurt’s mouth soft and wanting. Everything slows. Every detail comes clear. Kurt’s hand, broad and mobile on Blaine’s shoulder, Kurt’s sweat and Kurt’s skin, delicate under Blaine’s fingers. Kurt’s heartbeat, quick against Blaine’s chest. All the things Blaine has closed his eyes to since Kurt’s return.  

There is no more elevator, no more horror show puppet, no more anything. The world could end and Blaine would still want to kiss Kurt forever.  

Perhaps fortunately, biology makes that impossible. They pull back. Blaine breathes. He starts to piece himself back together.

Kurt is still there in front of him, looking almost as young as he was when they first met. His eyes have lost their earlier wariness. Blaine understands that. What more is there to be careful of ?

Damn

This is not something Blaine planned for. He feels the tug of Kurt, feels answerable for his pain, longs to chase after Kurt’s touch and make all that hurt go away.

Instead he holds himself still. He can’t make this better and he can’t afford to make this worse.

Damn.

It turns out This means nothing is completely untenable.

Blaine pulls on his clothes as he runs down the hall. He thought he could live this life he’s rebuilt. This three-quarter life where his voice is heard and his heart is safe. But he’s learning to look after himself better. He’s learning to listen. And every hidden part of him is shouting that he wants a whole life. Every hidden part of him is shouting Kurt’s name.  

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A Thought on Rachel and Kitty in Glee 6x06

Regarding Rachel's audition in NYC, I'm curious to know how Kitty reacted to her temporary absence. Just last week, Rachel had made a promise to Kitty that she would stay until New Directions was permanently re-instated at McKinley, and yet the next time we see her, she off to NYC for an audition (which yes, I realize that Mercedes scheduled for her).

This may or may not be addressed on the show, so we'll see. I just found it interesting. 

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iaminarage

And If You Have a Minute (A 6x05 reaction fic)

Fic: And If You Have a Minute Author: iaminarage Ship: Kurt Hummel/Blaine Anderson Rated: PG Words: 1,499 Summary: Kurt runs into Blaine at the Lima Bean a few days after they get out of the elevator with a bathroom. A 6x05 reaction fic.

Warnings: Mentions of Blaineofsky, discussions of therapy.

Notes: Thanks to tchrgleek, haleseihcs, and loveinisolation for the beta. And to Januarium, lurdusoleil, and marauder-in-warblerland for the hand holding and flailing about Blaine Anderson. It takes a village, clearly.

The title comes from “Somewhere Only We Know,” of course.

And If You Have a Minute

The first time Kurt ran into Blaine out in public after The Elevator Incident, his first reaction was to wonder whether Coach Sylvester was somehow involved. He had to remind himself that no one had encouraged him to stop by the Lima Bean or even known he was going to, so there’s no way anyone could have planned this.

It had only been a couple of days since he and Blaine had escaped, less since they last stood together in Coach Sylvester’s office insisting that they hadn’t felt anything in that elevator, and a large part of Kurt wanted to turn around and run. A larger part wanted him to tell Blaine that, after spending 24 hours together, it was even harder for Kurt not to be with him. He’d thought he was over the part of this breakup where he missed Blaine so much that sometimes it hurt to breathe, but apparently that sort of thing could be restarted.

It hadn’t even been the kiss, not really. It was just Blaine. His voice, his laugh, his smile, the way he looked when he was relaxing, and the quiet rhythm of his breathing as he slept. Kurt hadn’t forgotten all of that in the last few months, but the memories had dimmed a little, and now they were vivid.

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