He Tian — 19 天 by Old Xian
• dark eyes, head held high, sore muscles • shoving someone up against the wall and pulling them up by their collar • cold hands, empty rooms, neon light • standing on top of a skyscraper, city streets at night, fogged windows • perfect grades, calculated risks • half-finished cigarettes, cruel laughter, mocking looks • sleepless nights, eye bags, cold showers • a grin as sharp as a knife • flirty banter, vulnerability
Don't kill yourself, please.
If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.
If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.
You just saved mine.
I wish I could have saved my little brother. I will dedicate the rest of my life to sharing words like this until I can save one life.
To anyone with suicidal thoughts this year, thank you for sticking around. I'm so glad you are here.
- control [ /kənˈtroʊl/ ]
• to direct the behavior of (a person or animal)
• to have power over (someone or something)
• to direct the actions or function of (someone or something)
William Shakespeare
REMEMBER THEIR NAMES
Edward Sotomayor Jr., 34 years old
Stanley Almodovar III, 23 years old
Luis Omar Ocasio-Capo, 20 years old
Juan Ramon Guerrero, 22 years old
Eric Ivan Ortiz-Rivera, 36 years old
Peter O. Gonzalez-Cruz, 22 years old
Luis S. Vielma, 22 years old
Kimberly Morris, 37 years old
Eddie Jamoldroy Justice, 30 years old
Darryl Roman Burt II, 29 years old
Deonka Deidra Drayton, 32 years old
Alejandro Barrios Martinez, 21 years old
Anthony Luis Laureanodisla, 25 years old
Jean Carlos Mendez Perez, 35 years old
Franky Jimmy Dejesus Velazquez, 50 years old
Amanda Alvear, 25 years old
Martin Benitez Torres, 33 years old
Luis Daniel Wilson-Leon, 37 years old
Mercedez Marisol Flores, 26 years old
Xavier Emmanuel Serrano Rosado, 35 years old
Gilberto Ramon Silva Menendez, 25 years old
Simon Adrian Carrillo Fernandez, 31 years old
Oscar A Aracena-Montero, 26 years old
Enrique L. Rios, Jr., 25 years old
Miguel Angel Honorato, 30 years old
Javier Jorge-Reyes, 40 years old
Joel Rayon Paniagua, 32 years old
Jason Benjamin Josaphat, 19 years old
Cory James Connell, 21 years old
Juan P. Rivera Velazquez, 37 years old
Luis Daniel Conde, 39 years old
Shane Evan Tomlinson, 33 years old
Juan Chevez-Martinez, 25 years old
Jerald Arthur Wright, 31 years old
Leroy Valentin Fernandez, 25 years old
Tevin Eugene Crosby, 25 years old
Jonathan Antonio Camuy Vega, 24 years old
Jean C. Nives Rodriguez, 27 years old
Rodolfo Ayala-Ayala, 33 years old
Brenda Lee Marquez McCool, 49 years old
Yilmary Rodriguez Sulivan, 24 years old
Christopher Andrew Leinonen, 32 years old
Angel L. Candelario-Padro, 28 years old
Frank Hernandez, 27 years old
Paul Terrell Henry, 41 years old
Antonio Davon Brown, 29 years old
Christopher Joseph Sanfeliz, 24 years old
This list will be updated as more victims are identified:
oh, mon chéri, successful people don’t do friends or love
ENTJ Confessions #156
“My ability to drop, terminate, and eliminate relationships is almost a talent for me. I execute it regularly and I sleep so damn well at night its amazing. I don’t allow myself to depend on anyone and become a crutch for someone else. Its survival of the fittest, I’m not sorry I love me more than I even like you. I wish people would stop looking at me like I’m evil and start realising I’m just trying to survive.”
Ashamed sometimes that your beauty, lady,
is still silent in my verses.
F. Petrarch