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“I don’t like boys. I like girls, okay?”

“I was dying yo kiss you” | for mari {@itsquallicchio} 

CONFIRMED: I’M NEVER LETTING THEM GO.

Blas and Junior are in the park finishing working out. They always go together because Junior hates doing exercise by himself. Blas looks at Junior more than the usual when they stretch. He can’t take his eyes off him. Junior notices this but doesn’t want him to know. Junior can’t stop thinking about the situation but acts normal trying to keep his mind busy so he doesn’t overthink. 

Hey! Are you listening to me? hey Junior, I’m talking to you - Blas says as he waves his hand in front of Junior’s face which brings him back from his thoughts. - Do you wanna go to the cinema today? There is a film that just came out and I heard so many good hings about it. It might be helpful for my psychology assignment. Plus, I don’t feel like going alone today. 

Eh.. are you gonna buy me all the food and drinks I want? - Junior replies. 

Ugh, I guess... - Blas rolls his eyes- so? Is that a yes? 

Yeah, okay. But what film it is? Is it one of that intense films that you like to watch that makes you think way too much about life and who we are and what’s our purpose in life? Because if it is, remind me to bring my pillow so I can at least sleep comfortably. - Junior says, teasing Blas. 

Whatever. I bet you’ll like it more than me. You love films that make you think. Anyway... let’s finish our workout for the day. Support yourself in my shoulder so you can stretch better. - Blas gets closer to Junior so he can put his hand on his shoulder. 

Junior starts moving closer to Blas by slightly jumping as he stretches his leg when he loses his balance and almost falls but Blas reflexes are quicker throws his arms to stop Junior from hitting the ground. At this moment, Blas almost loses his balance too and falls onto Junior and their faces end up centimetres away from each other. Junior heartbeat increases and Blas' eyes go from Junior’s lips to his eyes. Repeatedly. Several times. For just a few seconds but which feels like hours. 

Suddenly, a strange feeling of confidence mixed with all the desire for Blas Junior has felt up to this moment runs through his body and makes him feel ready to make the move and do what he has been wanting to do since the day Blas couldn’t stop looking at him in the eyes from across the room that night they were so drunk at the nightclub.

As Junior moves his face closer to Blas’s, pictures of what would be his life without his best friend and how this moment of pleasure and freedom would bring to Blas and his current boyfriend if they kiss slip into his mind like a gust of wind so he quickly backs away and stands up. 

I can’t do this. - He mumbles and walks away leaving Blas no time to react.

Blas is then left alone, on the floor, with his heart about to come out of his chest and a feeling between sadness and confusion. 

Junior can’t wait to spend time alone with Blas again. They saw each other at the bar earlier today but Blas had to leave early because he had something important to do so he said he would see him tomorrow. Junior can’t stop thinking about Blas. He goes to look at Instagram when he sees Blas’s new photo. Blas has cut his hair. He looks even hotter than before however Junior already misses his curls and the way they bounce every time he laughs. He wants to go and see him immediately and kiss him until his curls grow back again but he can’t just find the strength to even look at him in the eyes.

Will he be brave enough to tell him how he feels? Will Blas feel the same as him?

Junior can’t find any more ways to spend time with Blas so he decides to pretend he’s sick to get Blas to take care of him.  Everything is pretty calm until Blas wants to see Junior ’s temperature which he knows is normal. The moments gets tense and heated when Blas starts getting close and close to Junior. What will happen? Will Blas gather all the strengths on his body to do what he’s been longing to do for years? What will Junior’s reaction be?