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“of love and promises” for @skamownsmysoul

Junior collapsed on the bed, frustrated. He had been wandering across the room for hours, trying to memorize the few lines he had to say during the play they had organized for the children of the orphanage, failing in each one of his attempts.

With SImona about to leave on her world tour after the last events, he thought it’d be a good idea. Besides that the children would manage to spend some time with her before she became a star. It was for that sole reason that he had spent more time than usual at the orphanage, taking care of most of the preparations, just to make sure everything was ready by the time they decided to set up the play.

Of course, it wasn’t within his plans to be part of it, but when the children asked him so strongly to take the lead role, he couldn’t refuse and that was how he ended up with the script in hand, full of embarrassing lines that Simona had taken all the work of writing.

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I thought I tried to make a blasnior video and this is what came out. 

The song is in spanish (i’m so sorry to non-spanish speakers  😥) but it just reminded me of them a lot and i had to use it. 

I’ll write the translation to english (although it might no make so much sense) down below: 

song: i’m sorry - beret (natalia and damion version - ot 2018)

You always said that you’d never go

that it will be fine. 

Not fighting for what you love

only has one name and is losing.

If I hurt you, it wasn’t that i don’t love you

is that i didn't mean to

just tell me what you prefer 

if you have the option to have or fear

You only think about how it ends

I only think about how i will end up

one day you say i lack the will

the other i think that i never won you

I did everything for you to stay

now i think about what i have left with

time lost, maybe i’ve gained it

from missing you to say that

i’m sorry 

for making you waste your time

for thinking that trying once more

to having you, fighting you, 

and feeling you 

would make you happy

I burst 

because sometimes 

i don’t even understand myself

how am i gonna understand us 

if i never even understood you

because your successes will show

where you are 

and your fails just which way to go

what’s quantity worth if only intensity 

is gonna make me happy?

before doing what’s gonna 

destroy us

i prefer to save you  

and  make you

you don’t  understand anymore 

that i can’t give you

what i don’t have and 

doesn’t live in me

i’m sorry

for making you waste your time

for thinking that trying once more

to having you, fighting you,

and feeling you 

would make you happy

I burst because sometimes

i don’t even understand myself

how am i gonna understand us

if i never even understood you

You always said that you’d never go

that it will be fine.

Not fighting for what you love

only has one name and is losing.

If I hurt you, it wasn’t that i don’t love you

is that i didn't mean to

just tell me what you prefer

if you have the option to have or fear

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i love that scene when junior comes to blas’ house because he is sick and when blas asks him why he’s taking care of him junior says: “ because i love you...*gay silence* as friends”  

blas on the inside: i’m sick but i’d kiss him so hard that i’ll pass him all my viruses.

blas on the outside: yeah, of course, as friends.

THOSE FLIRTY-UNRESOLVED SEXUAL TENSION-BEFORE BECOMING BOYFRIENDS MOMENTS WERE ICONIC. 

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today’s ‘el día de la primavera’ (spring’s day) in argentina which means that around this time last year junior and blas had that first kiss in the playroom which started it all. that kiss that junior was dying to give to blas and that  made him wonder who he really was and who he really wanted to be with. that kiss that got him so confused that made him do everything to erase it from his mind without no success at all. that kiss that made him find himself and face everyone who tried to control him and tell him who he should be. that kiss that made him end up with the man of his life, the sweetest dog in the world and a bar called ‘blasnior’. can you believe? i’m a proud mom.

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Junior + Blas l best thing [ youtube ]

finally I was able to edit something with these two after 3 months. I spent the last 3 days working on it and I couldn’t help but cry more than once. editing this video made me realize how much I miss them and I feel like I’ll never be able to let them go :(((

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