The moment anyone asks what you bring to the table, that's your cue to leave. Nothing good ever comes from trying to persuade anyone of your value. They either see it, or they don't. You can write entire essays to people explaining yourself and they'll agree, only to revert back to being blind to your value. Stop wasting your time and move on.
I've always believed in the importance of privacy and minding your business when it comes to goals or challenges or other aspects, and the past months have been a testament to that.
I've realized how grateful I am for having had a lot of years in my youth when I was isolated and (for better or worse) had the opportunity to focus on my growth and what I wanted from life or professionally, without the draining negativity of gossip, peer pressure or evil eye so to speak. These things are real. I am seeing a lot of girls and women in their 30s as well, that never had that opportunity and are struggling with the continuous pressure of those things without respite or pause to actually discover their true selves in a safe space.
Notice the difference when you keep certain aspects of your life private: your energy levels, how you feel, how successful you are at them. You feel centered, calm, focused, clear-headed. And what happens when you share those things with colleagues, friends, family, acquaintances, strangers, everyone around you? You'll notice how you feel drained, confused, pressured, self-conscious like your energy is scattered in 20 different directions... because it is.
The moment you share something with the world, you're inviting them to have an opinion of it. And when 30 people have 30 different messy thought processes and judgements and curiosities, it affects your energy and aura, and that of your goals. Learn to practice discernment in who you share your energy (or private life) with, and furthermore, learn how to protect and cleanse your energy through healthy practices (boundaries, meditation, prayer, grounding, visualiation, crystals).
One important thing to keep in mind when leveling up, is that next level won't feel magical forever. The initial awe and excitement will wear off as it usually does because we are human and capricious, and our egos/minds are wired to jump from one desire to the next. But don't let that blind you from keeping your eyes on the prize: and that is to keep on growing, not for the high or thrill of it, but simply for having a level up mindset because you know there's more for you out there in the world.
I'm a big proponent of privacy, and keeping certain things to yourself. Secrecy is power. What people don't know, they can't muddle the energy of.
My 2022 mood: glowing aura, dewy skin, glossy lips, silky hair, rosegold jewelry.
Lately I've been reading a lot on feminine energy, lunar cycles, rituals, astrology, tarot, runes, numerology and other mysteries of esoteric wisdom, and it reminds me of the magical correspondences between everything that surrounds us.
How all things in the universe connect and influence one another. The phases of the moon, our lunar cycles as women, the oceantides dancing to the whims of the Moon. The seasons, directions, colors, plants, animals. All are linked in their mysterious way. Some people may find these things strange - as strange forces exerting control over them, but that only seems so if they are not attuned to their connection to them, and so comes from a place of fear.
They don't control us, it is that we are one with all, each a star in the macrocosmos playing our part. When you understand that, the truths of these mysteries become obvious as day, and instead of being pushed around by the currents of daily life, you understand more of the mysterious background workings of the universe and find a deeper stillness because you no longer feel disconnected from your inner nature, from nature itself.
I don't chase, I attract. I simply lean into my feminine energy and men love chasing me. Patient men, kind men, empathic men, men with high emotional intelligence, gentlemen, supportive men, spiritual men, generous men, loving men, tender men, protective men. I attract only high vibrational men and they love chasing & courting me.
Feminine energy is so amazing, so transformative and healing. When you open yourself up to it in others and yourself, you open a fountain of endless healing energy.
