Someone might need to hear this right now: you are normal. Your thoughts and feelings? Normal as fuck. The shit you're going through right now does not define your worth as a person. You're not a monster for thinking or feeling a certain way even if someone else thinks differently. Youre not a horrible person. You're just you, in every way you're supposed to be.
Does the situation suck? Yeah. Are you the first person who's ever gone through it? No. Have other people had the same thoughts and made the same decisions as you? Absolutely yes. Does that make you a bad person? Not even remotely close. Can you recover from this? Absolutely yes.
You are normal. Humans have literally lived for millenia there's nothing you can do by now that ain't nobody else done already baby you are normal
