my life is undoubtedly better without you in it. but a part of me still wishes it could’ve gotten better with you by my side, i wish it didn’t take you leaving for me to grow into the person i’m supposed to become. i wish you could’ve stayed while it happened. i know you stopped loving the person i was but i know you would love the person i am now and that’s what hurts the most. i’m sorry that it had to be this way. i really wish it wasn’t.
i hope you’re well - a letter to my first love.