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I have been writing fics since February of 2011, and currently have over 700k written in several fandoms. I actively follow the Harry Potter and Avengers fandoms.
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Reminder

Loki does not “betray” his family over and over (despite what a certain actor and his director buddy seem to think). 

He was betrayed BY them. 

Betrayed by Odin, who kidnapped him, lied to him, and raised him to hate his own race. 

Betrayed by Frigga, who went along with Odin’s deception and was more concerned with keeping the peace than in standing up for her emotionally vulnerable son.

Betrayed by Thor, who treated him as a servant and belittled him in front of their peers, refused to listen to him, and never asked once for Loki’s point of view, or what happened to him. 

As a child, he was quiet, curious, and bright, NOT obsessed with stabbing (he’d never been obsessed with stabbing). 

People like to forget that Loki’s behavior from the vault scene in Thor 1 through the rest of his MCU run is the result of a huge mental breakdown from which he had NO ONE to turn to. To say nothing of a 1000+ years of being ostracized. He deeply loved his family and wanted nothing more than to make them proud. Which, you know, would be really hard to do if he betrayed them constantly. Then he finds out his entire life, and his place in the family, is a lie. And it breaks him. His actions from then on are a departure from his usual conduct, not the norm. Yes, he can be cunning, manipulative, and ruthless, but it’s not his default. Watch the deleted scenes from Thor to get a sense of how he was before the truth came out.

Yes, he was guilty of ruining Thor’s coronation. But Thor was in no way shape or form ready for the throne, so Loki dealt with it in the only way he knew would work. Why? I have to imagine Loki knows he’ll be dismissed if he speaks up himself, and he’ll just be labelled as jealous or untrustworthy (as we saw with the W3 and Sif). He probably learned long ago that resorting to subterfuge was the only way to get his points across, no one listens when he makes a point himself. He never intended for the fallout to be Thor getting banished.

Also, Thor is not a cuddly golden retriever or whatever people are saying these days. He was a bully, and he more or less stayed a bully. 

It’s super weird to me how fanon seems to view MCU Thor and Loki as polar opposite from their actual MCU canon personalities. 

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Instant reblog, because YES.

Loki was treated like such shit by the entirety of Asgard. All for the crime of being *different*. He didn’t glorify war. He didn’t prefer punching enemies in the face, bloodshed and ‘glorious battle’ and a ‘warrior’s death’. 

Which, if Thor, Sif, and the Three were anything to go by in the first Thor movie, basically amounted to the Asgardian version of ‘suicide by cop’. Because not a one of them had anything even remotely resembling a plan when it came to combat. Unless ‘hit/stab it. If it doesn’t go down, do it harder’ is an actual plan. Which it totally isn’t.

Loki preferred honeyed/poisoned words, daggers in the dark (literally and metaphorically) and long-range magical badassery. Which, it should be noted, kept both him and those he allied with ALIVE. He thinks. He plans. And for this, he is condemned.

Heimdall at least makes a tiny bit of sense. Given his ‘all seeing’ shtick, he HAS to have known Loki’s true origins, so him being a fucker to Loki makes a tad bit of sense, given Asgard’s attitude re: Jotuns.

But then I side-eye the fuck out of Odin. Again. Because he’s the fucker that brought a Jotun kid to Asgard to raise. Loki was *going* to find out the truth at some point. There’s no hiding THAT for the entirety of Loki’s life. And while completely eliminating prejudice and bigotry might be beyond Odin’s capabilities, he COULD have come down like the wrath of the Norns on anyone he caught mouthing off, which would have severely reduced that nonsense.

Yet he not only ignored that shite, he encouraged it. The bastard flat out stood there and presented Jotuns as murderous bastards to Loki, in the guise of telling him and Thor about the war. Which, fuck you very much, Odin.

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Tony and Loki

Let’s talk Tony, and Loki, and parallels. Because there are a LOT.

Because for fuck’s sake, there’s even a little bit of physical resemblance, in that both are dark haired (if we’re talking MCU). Comics-side, they’re even roughly the same height/body type.

They are also both:

1) Frighteningly intelligent

2) Charismatic

3) Charming

4) Masters of masks and obfuscation

5) Ten leagues ahead of everybody else in their specialties (magic and tech) (no, Wakanda doesn’t count. If Tony’d had access to Vibranium from the start, he’d be ahead of them too.)

6) Extremely powerful and influential figures, for both good and ill.

Unfortunately, they both also: 

7) Have utterly craptastic fathers.

8) Labor under the shadow of a bigger, better, brighter ‘son’

9) Have to clean up said ‘better’ sons’ messes

10) Get ALL the blame for said ‘better’ sons’ fuckups.

11) Shoulder a disproportionate amount of the burden of protecting their world/realm/the entirety of existence from psychotic assholes.

12) Have repeatedly been lied to, manipulated, and betrayed.

13) Never get ANY credit at all for #’s 8 & 10

The biggest difference between them comes down to one thing.

Backup they can trust.

Tony? Had Edwin Jarvis, then Dum-E, JARVIS, Rhodey, Pepper, and Happy. Maybe not the longest list, but they were there. The humans on the list fucked up sometimes, but Tony has always known they have his back.

Loki?

Had, and has, literally NO ONE.

Odin, he rightfully wouldn’t trust even if the Norns themselves guaranteed he was trustworthy. Frigga … well, that was … sticky. Loki loved - and still loves - her, but she was complicit in Odin’s crimes against Loki so his ability to trust her was nonexistent … and now she’s dead. Sif and the Three? Don’t make me laugh. Ditto Heimdall.

Of everyone on or associated with Asgard, Thor is the one Loki can even begin to trust *some of the time*. Because Thor does love his brother, and has backed him up in the past. But Thor is also … gullible, easily led, convinced Odin is right in all things, and completely fucking blind to the truth that Loki lived on Asgard 9 times out of 10.

And that is why, when their respective worlds came crashing down around their ears, Tony cracked and wobbled but ultimately kept his feet under him.

And Loki SHATTERED.

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Thoughts on Loki, Part 3

Ok, so Loki's decision making ability has gone to *complete* shit at this point. Unfortunately for him, Odin collapsed into the Odinsleep. Now, why Frigga didn't take the throne is an interesting as fuck question. Is Asgard strictly a patriarchy, with the Queen really nothing more than a warm womb to grow the next king in? If not, if Frigga has equal or near-equal authority to her husband's, I don't understand why she didn't take the throne. She KNEW Loki was messed up right then. Maybe she thought it would give Loki something to concentrate on other than the whole Jotun thing? Honestly, I've no clue. At any rate, she hands Loki the scepter. Now let's be VERY clear here. This was entirely legitimate. However Thor ended up banished, he is in fact banished and cannot return right then. With Frigga either unable to take the throne or unwilling to for whatever reason, Loki was the only other option, and thus the legitimate King of Asgard. Asgard is clearly an absolute monarchy - Odin's word is NOT QUESTIONED. EVER. One would assume this would carry over to Loki as well - even if he'd WANTED to institute a different sort of monarchy, it wasn't like he'd be able to actually manage it any kind of quickly if the entire realm has been under absolute rule for thousands of years. And yet. The first fucking thing that happens to Loki is people fucking off and doing whatever the fuck they want. As much of a badass as Idris Elba turns Heimdall into ... I kinda don't like him. He's really not a very good guard. I mean, seriously. He lets the gang fuck off to Jotunheim despite Odin having evidently said 'No'. Then, when Loki is on the throne, he actively encourages Sif and the Three's sedition/treason. And of course, there is the actual sedition/treason by Sif and the Three. I do not hold the Destroyer against Loki AT ALL. If those four idiots hadn't gone to Earth, he NEVER WOULD HAVE SENT IT. He only sent the damn thing after they took off, in order to keep Thor on Earth. So really ... all that damage, any deaths that happened, all the injuries? On Sif and the Three, not Loki. Then, just to make matters worse, they tell Thor some bullshit nonsense. Thor rushes off home to 'fix the problem' ... and that happens. *cringe*. And then Loki commits suicide. No, I am not lying. Nor seeing things. Loki didn't slip off Gungnir. He deliberately let go. And before anyone tries to say he knew he'd be ok because he's travelled between worlds and knows the trick to it ... BULLSHIT. The Bridge had been broken. The control module, its power beam, and a malfunctioning portal were right under him. There is a zero possibility of things in that area working the way they normally do, and thus zero possibility of Loki's travel-between-worlds schtick working right ... if it worked at all. This was straight-up suicide.

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