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has everybody heard my laurens wisdom teeth story

i feel as if i have but that sounds like something i want to hear again

i have not and i can’t help but fuckin wonder

so i got my wisdom teeth out and the anasthesia made me cry a LOT. I wasn’t in any pain but I was bloody and crying so that looked pretty bad while I was slumped over in the dentist waiting room. My mom and a nurse attendant came out to see me because I was probably scaring some children crying and bleeding everywhere. They wanted to know if I was in pain because I was crying, and I said NO. My mom then asked “tess why are you crying if it doesn’t hurt” and i said, mouth full of gauze and blood, “YOU KNOW JOHN LAURENS PROBABLY NEVER GOT THAT LAST LETTER HAMILTON SENT HIM? THE ONE ABOUT HOLDING HANDS? AND HE WAS SO GOOD WE DIDN’T DESERVE JOHN LAURENS MOM”

then the dental assistant lady asked me who john laurens was and i yanked the gauze out of my mouth to tell her and got in trouble and cried more

I also remember crying in the starbucks parking lot while my mom got a coffee and i was still bleeding and crying and whimpering about how john laurens didnt even really NEED to die because the war was basically over

suburbanhermit

This is so sweet. You never know what the anaesthetic will do, do you?

#This is so much sadder than when I got my wisdom teeth out #I just giggled a lot and told people what to do #and I don't remember anything until we were halfway up the walk to my house #and I had to decide whether to go to my bed or the couch #Beforehand I was giggling at the fish #Maybe if Hamilton was out I would have failed spectacularly at Guns and Ships or something #Or said something about Hercules Mulligan #Hamilton #John Laurens #Wisdom teeth #Anaesthetic