So Rogue (one of the dogs) has taken a bit of a turn.
She's stopped eating her meals and has thrown up a few times. The vet says it might be a reaction to the medical cocktail she's on and that we may need to adjust said cocktail again. Good news is that means she's no longer going to be on carprofen. Bad news is if this doesn't help her gastro issues it's going to be yet another round of exploratory testing to find out what the fuck is going on.
We've also had to increase her estrogen dose because it's losing effectiveness again, which makes it the second time in three months that we've had to up her E. (She has issues controlling her pelvic floor and the E tightens everything up.)
And like... I know that at the start of this the vet said there's a very high chance that quality of life constraints mean she probably won't live till 6 and it's even more unlikely that she's gonna get to 7. But it's like...
I can't cure her
I can only watch her break
And she's breaking so very slowly, and not slow enough at the same time.
Shit.
Six months ago she was healthy, and now she's on three pain killers and Estrogen. I don't know how long it's going to stay fair to her to keep her alive and medicated the way she's going.