what I saw in my last day in London (june 10th)
This was my last day in London. Six days (or seven…) before my flight back home. It wasn’t an entire day like the ones I have already share. This is a couple of hours of walking around. Everything was different because the world is. This is a London post-hard-lockdown, post-first Black Lives Matter protests. I even managed to find “No justice, no peace” that the government couldn’t wash out. The city, the people and I changed since my birthday in February. I walked around in the rain with my hands in the same coat; listening to my fav playlist through the same headphones. So I walked in classical UK weather feeling bittersweet. The new landmarks made me feel this exploring euphoria I needed. The moment I went back to the places I already knew, I felt angry. I wasn’t fair that I didn’t get to explore and see what this city has to offer. As dramatic as it sounds, as a tourist as it was, I almost cried in front of Big Ben. I don’t want to go back because there was so much more I wanted to do. It is out of my control and there are other priorities now. So I blinked away the tears and I promised myself: I will come back and I am going to make this city mine. For now, this is goodbye. // athena, London.