how my life is going lately: finally break down and start medication for depression/anxiety. medication makes anxiety worse. welp 🙃
sometimes i try to think of nice, full random headcanons/ideas to share but sometimes the only words that come to head are hurt/comfort cuddles and my brain is just like yes. give me all the hurt/comfort cuddles. one character resting their head against the other’s chest, breathing in their scent and warmth. the other brushing through their hair, rubbing circles into their back. soft kisses placed against foreheads and lips. all the quiet comforting
#ignore me#im very tired#and wishing for cuddles#but alas#i am but a very single and with no friends to cuddle with#so i shall project it onto characters#anyway#just imagine them hurt/comfort cuddles please and thank#any au#really just imagining it with jeremwood or freewood#ryan being the one comforting the other#maybe ryan and jeremy both comforting gavvy that works too#anyway i am still very tired
Anonymous asked:
Who said i love you first suburban ramwood?
I actually can’t decide. Especially because I still have some holes in the whole plot of the thing, so that could change some things? But first thought is probably Geoff. Probably because Geoff has like his hole little family going on and Ryan, while loving Geoff and certainly friendly with Gavin, doesn’t want to impose in there. Doesn’t want to like slip in where he isn’t supposed to be. So because of that, Ryan might be reluctant to say it first. But don’t get me wrong, Ryan loves Geoff just as much. But just doesn’t want to seen like he’s barging in on their family.
Geoff proves all of that worry is stupid of course because than Geoff is telling Ryan that he loves him and how he does want him to be part of the family.
#soft suburban ramwood#ramwood#im sorry this whole suburban ramwood idea could easily be a nice domestic multichapter fic#and not just#my random spurts of ideas on it#if i had more confidence in it#and more patience with myself#i could write it#but alas#i do not#and any of you are more than welcome to write it too!!!#just give credit and it's all yours to mess with#Anonymous
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Anonymous asked:
Yeah I definitely avoided the second part cause I can't angst
it doesn’t help that theres a major character death warning despite no character death had me so fucking paranoid the whole fic. but yeah. there’s a LOT of the kids getting hurt. the first part isn’t as bad and can definitely read as its own thing just fine!
Haha, just wanted to make absolutely sure with the warning because it was nearly a major character death!
oh gosh you’re more then welcome to barge it! i never knew your tumblr before now! thanks again for the beauty that is the lamp halo au! absolutely beautiful!!!
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#my 'dude days' or 'jay days' are farther apart lately#but damn if they still arent just as strong#really wishing i could wear my binder today#but alas#i cannot#also not in the mood for going to band practice again and having people use she/her pronouns#because everyone is rubbish with using the right pronouns#and it sucks