Supernatural S10E8

I hit the five minute mark in this episode and had to pause to wrap my head around this.

"He-wolf, She-wolf: A Study on Werewolf Transgenderism. Six hundred pages. Volume one. You'd think they'd actually have something /important/ around here."

Okay Supernatural I'm just gonna fucking stop you right there. I get what the show writers are getting at, saying that the Men of Letters could have spent their time researching the thing the Winchester brothers are looking for instead of something that they, as Hunters, will probably never need to know.

But they basically just wrote off being transgender as being unimportant. They could have used anything else. But they decided that transgender people were going to be thrown under the bus this go around.

I fucking hate this show. I am in an abusive relationship with a SHOW.

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Um, so, wow. Just. Wow.

Also, to everyone talking about Dean's anti-possession tattoo: He's not fucking possessed. He's not a meatsuit with a demon driver. HE IS A DEMON. The anti-possession tattoo only works when a demon enters a body that is not their own. Hence, y'know, the word ANTI-POSSESSION.

And "oh we know how to cure demons now". You dense motherfuckers. He's not just a run of the mill demon. Just like Cain isn't a run of the mill demon. There isn't going to be any curing going on. Cain is the Father of Evil, and now Dean is turning into a Cain equivalent. Like this shit isn't in any handbook alright? 

I could say more but the fandom's collective stupidity got to me and I had to speak out. ((And everyone cried out in one mighty voice: Who the fuck are you and where did you come from? Cause I've never posted about SPN once I don't think.))

Just. Poor fucking Dean, becoming what he was willing to die to not become. And poor fucking Sam, who said he'd have let Dean die had their positions been reversed, but where Dean made a deal with an angel, Sam went to make a deal with the King of Hell himself.

And Crowley's fucking bromance with Dean... he knew. He fucking knew. That slimy fucking bastard. I love him so much. Agh.

As for Castiel... jesus christ he did so much to save one human being and he didn't save him. Dean's body might be alive, but Dean's a demon now, and that means no soul, no emotions, and it means that everything that makes Dean Dean is gone. Fucking gone.

Still... the writers will "cure" him somehow. They just fucking will. Just like they cured Soulless Sam, and Samifer, and Godstiel, and psychic!Sam, and brought Dean back to life, and just... fffffffffffffffff.

But until then... I'm gonna enjoy all the Destiel fics immensely. 

....actually no, probably not. Because everyone is gonna make Dean just this poor misunderstood baby who doesn't know what he's doing and just fuck everything.

I hate this sexist, queer-baiting show so much but I keep fucking watching it asaslkdjlaskdkjasdklasdl' WHY IS IT SO HARD TO STOP

Speedpaints of some of the weird shit I've seen in my life.

When I was young I woke up to see something similar to this laying in my doorway. It wasn't until years and years later when I'd almost entirely forgotten about it that I learned what it was. A Black Shuck, a kind of ghost dog commonly seen before tragedies. Far as I know I never had a tragedy at that age, but who knows. Maybe one of these days I'll wake up and see it again.

The basement I live in now is an interesting place. Sometimes I hear something like whispering. Sometimes things move without anything touching them. And sometimes, out of the corner of my eye, I see something...

The last one I was definitely asleep for. But whereas the Shuck was malevolent, and the shadow in my basement is neutral, this lady wanted to help. I think of her as Mother Monster, and despite her deformed and grotesque appearance, she just... exudes kindness. I know this says a lot about what my subconscious thinks of my own mother, and I can't even say I disagree all that much to be honest...

Art, Mother Monster (c) Scott Francis