I honestly can't believe that this year seemed as long as it did. The art in the first third of the year feels like it was done a lot longer ago! This year was stock full of challenges and triumphs, and I'd like to take this moment to reflect on them.
The beginning of the year marked a shift in mindset. I embraced my desire to draw more of my own characters, and though this summary doesn't show it, I managed to do so almost every month. I let myself create incredibly self indulgent art that was made for no one but myself. I tried my hand at narrative illustrations and found out I really enjoy them. On the flip-side, I decided to stop doing The Creature Exchange, and started creating designs that I could sell. I also began doing much more serious studies to strengthen my fundamentals in the last quarter of the year and I think it really shows. This was also my first year joining Art Fight! It was so incredibly wonderful to participate in such a fantastic event. I had so much fun and I will definitely be joining again next year. Mid-July I changed my brand and went from Battleferrets to Shadderstag, and I'm feeling really good about it!
Unrelated to art, I got to visit Spottyjaguar and MoltenGoldArt, I started testosterone, I legally changed my name to Scott Jay Francis, I'm on the wait list for top surgery sometime early this year, the employment placement program I did earlier in the year helped my confidence exponentially, and I moved out of a very shitty situation into an incredibly convenient apartment downtown with a wonderful roommate who I met in the employment placement program.
All that said, this year held a lot of struggles too. I moved twice, entered an employment placement program only to be told I have too many barriers to employment and that I should apply for permanent disability, struggled with my mental illnesses, and made some changes to my medications. It's been a very long, very busy year.
Me and my polyfam have been calling 2018 the "year of foundation building"; I put in a lot of groundwork in 2018 that I plan to fully take advantage of in 2019. I have a lot of goals I want to work towards this year!
2019 New Years Art Resolutions
- Tell more stories! Do more narrative illustrations, and introduce more of my characters and their lives. I have a multitude of universes and characters inhabiting them, and I want to share them.
- Do more studies! The short amount of time I did studies this year showed such a marked improvement in my work that I can't deny that it gets results. I especially want to focus on perspective and lighting, to better be able to make dynamic illustrations.
- Be more engaging! I know I have people interested in what I create, and I'd just really love to connect more with them. I have vague ideas of interactive Q&As, sharing more of my writing (I write so much original content and barely share any of it anywhere), and asking for more participation from my patrons.
- What's my branding? In the middle of the year I changed my branding and became Shadderstag. I want to explore that identity more, looking at how I want to visually represent myself, as well as figure out what sort of business face I'd like to present. This would be entirely separate from what content I create, as I don't think I could limit myself to a niche and stay there. There's too much I want to do!
So a whole lot of everything happened in 2018, and I just know 2019 is going to be just as full, but here's hoping the positive far outweighs any negatives that may come my way, and that I can overcome them when they do!
To all of you who have been supporting me: Thank you! I appreciate each and every one of you, and I hope to continue to build a community with you all <3