I talk about my superiority issues!
I think that not being heard as a child combined with constantly being praised for being smart did end up messing me up bad. We love a superiority complex (/s)!
#irl stuff#shabby#superiority complex#narcissistic traits#i dont think i have full blown NPD#but also a professional has never evaluated me so#possibly npd#actually autistic#actually adhd#emotional isolation#emotional connection#emotional intimacy#emotional intimacy issues#please tell me im not the only one#logically speaking i know I'm not#but it feels isolating to have something else I can't talk about#we're trying to overcome our issues dammit#i will heal and that is a threat and a promise#i WILL heal#I WILL be capable of basic human connection#I WILL be capable of emotional intimacy and vulnerability#I WILL be able to see my peers as my peers#I will work toward it