manifest. Serve cunt. Jack off. Whats the worst that could happen
People trying to pathologize like eating sweets and jerking off is wild. "I stopped doing this thing that feels good and I want more now ?? So this is an addiction and I have to keep avoiding it until the craving goes away" no you just want to enjoy things because you're a human being. Chocolate and porn and whatever aren't, like. Meth. It won't kill you to feel good. You don't have to be a medieval monk
Like yes it's possible to have an unhealthy relationship with whatever gives you the easiest dopamine hit but the thing is that that's more symptomatic of, like. Being depressed. Than pleasure itself being evil and bad for you
If you feel like you're overindulging in 1 thing, the solution is to fill your life with a variety of indulgences, not live in deprivation.
If you feel like you're overindulging in 1 thing, the solution is to fill your life with a variety of indulgences, not live in deprivation.
serial experiments lain
mutuals can always dm me but be warned i talk like your coworker who is trying too hard to get to know you and my response times are akin to the response times you might get if we were communicating by letter
In the 1830s, such books were very popular, as they showed the reader amazing 3D projections.
Explain yourself.
some people might not have seen all of them yet
cats have pointy ears that look like this ^. .^ and they hold them up all day long and they're so brave for that. we shouls all thank them for.their little triangle ears....
Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living
So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u
lmao you know, maybe it's not that i'm a chronic ghoster or that i'm bad at texting or the general Keeping in Contact with People thing. maybe i just don't like certain people enough. isn't this funny.
i've heard and read of this sentiment way too much that i think i internalized it bc i didn't want to feel like a bad person tbh. the one that goes: "it's not that i'm not replying only to you, i'm avoiding everyone right now" or something of that sort. nah.... i just don't really give a fuck about you !
it's either bc i don't like a person enough or a person doesn't sit right with me or i'm not comfortable enough. which obviously is natural when it comes to texting acquaintances or people from work etc and you honestly just have to get over it. but it is moreso concerning when it's someone with who we mutually call ourselves friends and consider ourselves to be close. and that's a pretty fucked up realization i'm having lol... bc lately i learned i CAN text people even when i feel bad mentally/physically. even if it's just nothings and how are yous and random tiktoks.... although i hate the culture around how are yous, they are truly sincere when i text them to people i genuinely care about...
anybody else going through life feeling like a dog that wasn't socialized enough as a puppy
the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating
so weird seeing girls my age getting pregnant and having kids like. what the fuck are u doing. start taking testosterone.
STOP BEING SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT YOUR CREATIONS STOP SECOND GUESSING WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO STOP DEBATING IT'S WORTH. LET YOUR ART SERVE YOU INSTEAD OF THE OTHER WAY AROUND
she's a 10 but her only coping mechanism is self harm and no matter how many years clean she still thinks about it almost everyday