i'm too tired to rewrite what i wrote on toyhouse, so i'll just copy and paste it here..
i know i make posts like these every so often, but things have genuinely hit rock bottom.
i've just learned that with my father's passing, i no longer receive any passive income from the alimony or child support he used to provide - getting on disability is almost impossible considering there are no specialists able to give me the necessary paperwork for my diagnoses in this town, despite my inability to work, and i can't leave town because our car isn't exactly in working order for long drives - this means i currently have no money aside from the single salary my mother's boyfriend brings home.
since our usual financial cushion.. doesn't exist anymore, we're not able to pay rent or bills - we can't afford to get our utilities shut off.
(rough estimates ; rent = 1.500BRL, elec+water = ~400, 200 each, internet = ~150. that's 2050 BRL just in keeping the lights on..)
i don't want to get kicked out, and i don't want to have to sell my laptop and everything else valuable i own for what seems to be the foreseeable future..
i have, no joke, 4BRL in my bank account, and a credit card statement worth 700BRL to pay in 6 days. all of that credit is used in groceries.
i don't know what to say. i'm very scared. i haven't had time to mourn. i haven't had time to do anything.
my ko-fi's here. you can send through paypal at [email protected], but this is my friend's address, so please state what it's for in the message if you're doing it this way..
anything means a lot, even just one dollar. spreading this around also helps. i don't know what i'm going to do.
i know it's the end of the year and everyone's struggling, so please don't donate if you don't have money for it.
