It's been six months to the day since Ethyl passed away suddenly, and while I'm no longer crying all the time, I still miss her just about every day. I got lost looking at old pictures of her today (instead of paying attention to my online class) and just...things aren't the same without her around ;w; Lumos obviously still misses her and, since she doesn't get along with our other cats, has gotten lonely. I wish I could hug her and bring Ethyl to her and it'd all be okay, but it isn't. Time has to move on and even though I'll always carry that hurt inside me, I have to keep going.

But also: lemme share some classic Ethyl pics to lighten the mood 🤍

Featuring: always trying to be involved with computer time, making our luggage her bed, and being a gamer girl (phone game edition)

calico tears

I am utterly consumed by grief indescribable and the enormity of the emptiness in my home and the wordless chasm that grips my chest when I think about the unfairness that our time together was so unbearably short.