Seungkwan (부승관):
“Strength”
You have been having a hard time and suddenly your entire body is weak and you collapse onto the floor. When your boyfriend Seungkwan finds you, he holds you.
Warnings: mentions pet death, mentions of car accident
“Are you coming home soon?” You asked your boyfriend.
From the sound of it, Seungkwan was probably driving. “Yeah, I'm on my way now. Why?”
The thought of having him home was like a breath of fresh air. You felt your tired and weak heart brighten, and the corners of your mouth lift.
“Can we video chat?” You asked.
“Video chat? Of course, but why?” Before you could answer, he replies to himself, “I don't think there's a stable place in the car.”
“It's fine then.” You said. Just hearing his voice was enough. “Be careful while driving.”
Those words hit Seungkwan in the chest, making his heart ache. He knew that you had just lost your pet in a car accident, where the driver was not driving carefully and hit your pet while you two were on a walk.
Seungkwan forced a smile. “Mm, okay. I'll see you at home then.”
Seungkwan's voice was softer than usual, and considering your vulnerable situation, he didn't want to make you sad.
“Okay then I'll-” your sentence was cut off by a groan of pain.
You were walking to the bedroom when suddenly felt your entire body weaken. You collapsed onto the floor with a thud, like a paper doll.
You hit the side of your arm and your elbow on the hard floor, and it hurt, even more because your body was weak.
Your phone had slid away from you after the fall and cracked even more than it was before, ending the call. You had cracked it when your pet got into a car crash then too.
Seungkwan panicked as he frantically tried to call back. He muttered to himself to get to you quickly, clenching his teeth.
It felt like all of your bones were broken. You couldn't move an inch, like you were paralyzed.
You reached for your phone, trying to take in all of the strength you can get. You felt your eyes fill with tears, for a reason you didn't know.
Seungkwan's voice was the only thing that made you able to stand the pain of losing your long time pet, who was like a family member who always listened to your rant.
Finally, you heard the door click open, and hurried footsteps.
Amidst your teary eyes, you managed a smile.
Hearing his voice gave you strength. You lifted your wrist, and formed a fist, knocking on the hard, wooden floor slowly.
Seungkwan was afraid of the sound at first, but then followed it, to see you lying on the floor. For some reason, you couldn't even lift your head, as your whole body was numb.
Seeing you paralyzed, Seungkwan came to you worriedly, while making unidentifiable worried sounds that made you want to laugh.
He picked you up into his arms, holding you to his chest.
“Gosh, why are you so heavy, why can't you move??” he asked, his voice anxious and his eyes teary.
You finally felt your arm again, and held his arm. He was kneeling beside you and had you on his lap, in his arms, similar to how you were holding your pet after the crash.
“Can you get up?” He asked, his voice was small and soft.
Seungkwan wiped the ears off his face upon seeing you smile. “Why are you smiling now?? If it was hard for you, you could've just called me and asked to cuddle, you idiot!”
You just smiled. He held onto you before you finally started feeling your muscle return and the numbness fade.
“Can you get up now?” He asked, helping you sit up.
Though sitting up, you still had your head pressed to his chest.
“Gosh, you really worry me sometimes, you little fool!” He said in a scolding tone that was filled with love.
“I'm sorry,” you replied.
He gave you a soft peck on the forehead, shaking his head. “Don't be sorry, baby, I know you're just my little fool.”
You chuckled, wrapping your arms around him as you waited for the strength in your legs to return.
Seungkwan felt happy just seeing you laugh because of him. He loved you a lot, and hated to see you like this, but at the same time admired that you were strong enough to endure so much pain.
Seungkwan hugged you tightly, still kissing your head, willing to wait however long until your legs were no longer numb.
-serenityseventeen
BOO SEUNGKWAN FLUFFY BOYFRIEND... I NEED IN MY LIFE. Also I am really weak for animals... I cannot tolerate seeing them hurt at all, babies too.