UT/FB - Unfinished Business (Yet to Begin)
“Are you free, Itward?” Sans piped up suddenly, cutting off the rather intricately woven tale his imaginary friend was currently spinning for him. Self-conscious for interrupting, he briefly shrank lower against his pillows but Itward didn’t seem irritated. He merely tilted his head questioningly, hat quirking askew.
“Mm? Free in what sense, babybones? You know I’m possessing of free thought, free speech and free time that I’m happy to share with you.”
“Uh-huh, and I’m real glad that you do but…Dad told me that this place isn’t really home. He says we’re trapped down here thanks to the humans. He says if he doesn’t do all of this really important work for the King, we’ll never be free—so I-I guess I shouldn’t be complaining that he works so late.”
Itward’s fingers tightened almost imperceptibly where they were draped over his folded knees. Why Gaster had chosen to burden his son with that knowledge so soon, so young, only for it to serve as another excuse, he couldn’t begin to fathom. “It’s not wrong of you to miss him, Sans. It’s wrong of him to leave you alone so long.”
“But I’m not alone; I’ve got you,” Sans dodged acknowledging that can of worms, propping himself up higher in bed. “And you tell me stories about all these places you’ve been that I’ve never seen; I’ve never even heard of them, which means they’re not part of the Underground, right? You can get out of here, somehow. You’re free!”
“…Yes,” Itward allowed, a slight tingle of guilt skittering up his spine as he sensed the question coming. “I’m free to leave the Underground when I so desire, when my wards in other worlds need help.”
Sans fidgeted for several moments, staring at the patchwork pattern of his bedsheets until his eyelights flickered uncertainly out. When he spoke again it was barely audible. “Could you take me with you?”
A vulnerable, honest question deserving of an honest answer. “In theory.”
“Would you? In theory? Or would I just get in the way when you’re working too?” A small, mirthless laugh escaped him, one beyond his years. “I bet Dad wouldn’t even notice I was gone.”
“Now, now, we both know that’s not true.” Even if later rather than sooner, the doctor would notice if he lost track of his one-of-a-kind specimen but Itward wasn’t about to say that. “You put a lot of stock in fairness, don’t you?”
“Being trapped here in the Underground isn’t fair. Your father’s long days and late nights aren’t fair. But your absence at my hand wouldn’t exactly be fair either, when his absence was the very thing to bring us together. And as much as I’d love an extra pair of hands on my airship, as much as I know you’d be a great friend to the other children in my care…everyone is born to the worlds they belong in. The last thing I’d want to do is get in the way of your work here; knowing you, I have a feeling it will be just as important as mine.”
“Who knows? There may be another bright young monster who comes into your life someday, needing friends, needing a lot of care and kindness from someone who understands what it’s like when things aren’t fair. For all we know, you could be the most important person in the world to them, as your dad is to you. We can’t have them missing you without even knowing what they’re missing.”
“Yeah, I guess not.” Sighing, Sans slumped in slight defeat against the consoling hand Itward settled on his skull. “Dad’s not supposed to know you exist so you can’t tell him how you get in and out of the Underground, huh?”
“True.” But that didn’t mean he was sworn to silence with his charge. Smiling lopsidedly, Itward stroked his thumb over Sans’ forehead a few times before sliding it down to secretively tap the side of his nasal bridge. “When not by my airship, it’s by teleportation.”
“…Wow. Wow. Stars, I wish I could do that.”