what I really want is to paint

and then play my guitar

I want a love that transcends societal norms

I want a love that worships me, one who can't live without me. One who wants me and only me

a love who can't imagine his life without me and treats me with love and respect and kindness and generosity. Someone who'd kill for me.

I can only focus on myself and reaching my full potential, being my highest self. I have to put in the work to love myself, and that love will be returned tenfold

I can't control anyone or anything but myself, my time, my choices