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I am an Angel of the Lord who probably would do well in finance, and I don't like to do what people expect. Thirty-four. White USian. Autistic, anxious depressive (with PTSD). Nonbinary/genderqueer (demigirl). She/they pronouns. Sex-indifferent pan gay greyromantic demisexual. INFP/ISFP. Survivor. Socialist. Feminist. Relativist. Agnostic atheist. Struggling college student (yes, still). Honest misanthrope (because humans are works of art but humanity is tainted by its hatreds, conceits, and deceits), almost never neutral (because the status quo isn't), and unapologetic slasher 'til death do I stop. I am things, I question things, I like things, I hate things, I watch things, I read things, I write things, I say things, I do things. Things happen on this blog.

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#Cas is the least forceful person when it comes to love.#He really would wait for an eternity if he thought it would help.#He doesn’t want to burden anyone with himself unless they outright tell him#they’re happy to have him by their side. (via dustline)

#THE TAGS #Meta #Same #Me #Castiel #Kristen as Cas #That's what God taught him: no amount of earning it could actually get you love.#And then Dean taught him: the one time he asked for an equal relationship Dean said he couldn't.#(And yeah the situation was highly sticky at that point but that doesn't mean Cas didn't hear 'we're not even')#Castiel was MADE to love God without God actually treating him like a father does.#Why could he not then love Dean without Dean treating him like a lover does #...?#Dean Winchester #Dean is my darling and I love him #Castiel's love for Dean is just part of him now: he doesn't even really notice or identify it.#(Though it's a pain when it manifests later as sexual attraction sometimes.)#But it's there. Silent. Endlessly patient. Terrified of making itself known in a way so somewhat unknown.#Dean.Cas #OTP: I care that you're broken #10x05 Fan Fiction #S10 spoilers #OTP: king and lionheart (but both think they're the latter)#Castiel is the anti Meg #He would never push never abuse never use never extract do his damnedest to never hurt #if he knew it was happening.#Supernatural #Fandom

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