round and round the winchesters go

David Graeber (via azspot)

It’s not only the creative people who suffer under huge student debts, people with countless other types of jobs (construction, factory work, waitressing, etc.), their quality of life and the quality of their work environments and work input are also negatively affected by having to pay off too-high student loans.

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“Cain said to the Lord, ‘My punishment is too great to bear! Behold, You have driven me this day from the face of the ground; and from Your face I will be hidden, and I will be a vagrant and a wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.’But the Lord said to him, ‘Not so; anyone who kills Cain will suffer vengeance seven times over.’ Then the Lord put a mark on Cain so that no one who found him would kill him.”  [Genesis 4:13-15]

Cas,

You’re never going to read this letter. Sorry. I have just enough alcohol in my system to write it, but not enough to send it.

I left you out of the letter to Bobby and Sam. Sorry for that, too. But they’re going to hate me for it, and I’m not sure I could stand you hating me as well. It’s a shitty move, but I’d rather leave you wondering instead. I’m selfish that way, and I’ve always been selfish about you.

You make me selfish, Cas. You make me want things. For me. Thanks for that, I guess. But also, screw you. Life’s a lot easier when you’re not living it for yourself.

I guess saying yes to Michael is some fucked up combination of living for myself and living for others. Save the world on my own terms, at least. Maybe by someone else’s hand, but fuck it. Besides, you guys deserve the world a lot more than I deserve it.

Cas, do what you want, but do good, man. Go back to heaven and give em hell. Stay on earth and help rebuild. You fought for free will, Mr. Comatose. Don’t forget to use it.

I would ask you to look after Bobby and Sam, but I know they don’t need no looking after. I would ask you to look after yourself, but I know you won’t do that either. Stupid dumb angel who cares too much. You’ll probably open up a puppy orphanage or something once things are settled down. (Name one after me, ok?)

I don’t give advice because I never follow advice given, but I’ll make an exception for you. Just think of it as me returning the favor.

Surround yourself with people you’d die for. But try not to die for them, because the feeling is probably mutual. See what I’m getting at? You probably don’t, and I can picture you frowning at the page you’re never going to read.

Then again, you surprise me a lot, so who knows. Maybe you know exactly what I’m saying. Again, sorry I suck at writing love letters.

sorry sorry sorry

The alcohol’s wearing off and I’m sobering up.

Sorry, Cas. For everything.

                                [incoherent scribbles] - Dean

"Is love a tender thing? It is too rough, too rude, too boisterous, and it pricks like thorn."

Cas was told he didn’t have the will to win. Dean rushed in to save him and failed. Because Dean can’t save Cas from that. He slid the blade over and Cas made the decision. He made the decision to fight, to live, and wow. I’m so happy right now

i dont care if this isnt quality, im reblogging it.

I need to know one thing.

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Oh god thank fucking christ.

I usually don’t reblog these, but I feel like some of my followers could probably use the reassurance. I definitely have these kinds of thoughts sometimes.

so i’m not crazy for randomly thinking such thoughts? what a relief!

Edgar Allan Poe had a name for it too: The Imp of the Perverse. he compared the impulses to a demon that urges people to do the wrong thing simply because it can be done

The compulsion to jump from high places is called “l’appel du vide" in French. The call of the void. I think it’s specific to that one instance, but I think it’s a cool phrase for this phenomenon in general.

I think about this with random sharp objects laying around, too. “What if I just jammed this into my eye or throat right now? … oh god WHAT.” Just… fucking christ, brain. Don’t.

This is actually really reassuring.

I’m not the only one that does this!