mmc: season 1 orseason 10(asked by starborncas)
spn ladies apprecation: season 1 ladies
I just want this to be over.
#hey douchebag!#you could have provided your sons with both a home and an education#if you had actually put even the tiniest bit of effort into getting your shit together#putting their needs ahead of your own#and considering what the wife you porported to ‘love’ would have thought of your quest for vengance#and the havoc it wrought upon her kids#fuck you john winchester for sobbing and making this about you#you could have given dean a home and sam school#instead you dragged them around the country leaving them alone for long stretches of time#and you threw your younger son out of your ‘home’ as soon as he expressed the desire for school#so fuck you john#fuck you and your mind games#fuck you and your selfishness#and fuck you for making your boys feel guilty about your fuck ups—as a ploy to get them refocused on your revenge quest#i am so done (musingsdeme)
#fun fact this is what emotional abuse looks like#whether or not it’s intended as such#he might feel like he’s being totally honest about his feelings#but he’s turning the story around#saying I’ve always wanted you to have these things!! look how sad I am!#when it was totally within his powers to provide those things#and he didn’t#so#fuck you john winchester#too little too late#the one in the dirty trenchcoat that’s in love with queue (nestingdean)
"Compassion hurts. When you feel connected to everything, you also feel responsible for everything. And you cannot turn away. Your destiny is bound with the destinies of others. You must either learn to carry the universe or be crushed by it. You must grow strong enough to love the world, yet empty enough to sit down at the same table with its worst horrors." - Andrew Boyd
- No, it doesn’t.
- Yeah, it totally does.
and day after day i wake up feeling
requested by melodic-muse