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#please don't pull the thread right this minute okay – @selfihateyouithink on Tumblr
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round and round the winchesters go

@selfihateyouithink / selfihateyouithink.tumblr.com

I am an Angel of the Lord who probably would do well in finance, and I don't like to do what people expect. Thirty-four. White USian. Autistic, anxious depressive (with PTSD). Nonbinary/genderqueer (demigirl). She/they pronouns. Sex-indifferent pan gay greyromantic demisexual. INFP/ISFP. Survivor. Socialist. Feminist. Relativist. Agnostic atheist. Struggling college student (yes, still). Honest misanthrope (because humans are works of art but humanity is tainted by its hatreds, conceits, and deceits), almost never neutral (because the status quo isn't), and unapologetic slasher 'til death do I stop. I am things, I question things, I like things, I hate things, I watch things, I read things, I write things, I say things, I do things. Things happen on this blog.
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Update:

I'm in a very bad mental place right now.

Please let those be the last few anons for a while. If you're inclined to send me shit to purposefully upset me to get some kind of sick pleasure out of leeching my desperate faith and the minimal certainty I am offered by seeing with my eyes in TV, please be a better person than that, for today at least.

I just failed the last class I could afford to fail without needing thousands of dollars to graduate college, after six years of work, because I don't have the cash to accommodate my being too fucked up to do college shit on time.

And my #Dean/Cas hope is fragile right now. My coping mechanism is fraying.

The combination of those two has me crying hysterically alone in my room.

I need a minute, okay. 

#Wank for TS#Andrea maybe does Tumblr right for once#Hi yes this is me#I'm coming apart at the seams#Please don't pull the thread right this minute okay#Make up for all the ways the show doesn't care about Cas's wellbeing by caring about mine for like a second#Fandom is#Anxiety cw#Depression cw#Mental illness#College#Canonization#Queerbaiting cw#Life philosophy#Emotional manipulation cw#I don't know if this or not I'm not TRYING to but#Random
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