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unicornmish

I want you to look at the last three gifs. Misha is playing this so well cause you can see a certain disappointment - like he wished to hear something else. Cas of course appreciates that he’s a brother to Dean cause he knows how much that means to Dean. To Dean his family is his world and being a part of this means a lot. But when you look at his expression in this scene he seems so sad and disappointed that Dean can’t see that he is more than just a brother to Cas he is his whole life the only thing why he keeps doing what he’s doing. And his eyes wandering slowly to Deans hand like he wants to grab it and hold it just to let him know how he feels but then he regrets that thought because he knows now that he’s “just” a brother to Dean.

devil-with-a-soul

#Poor Cas >.>#The REAL pining is Cas towards Dean#I sort of feel Dean keeps reaching that ‘welp I’m going to die and it’s too late’ stage#almost subverting his last night on earth thing because what he’s been shown pining for with Cas is stability and a relationship…#someone who understands the life#what’s it like settling down with a hunter blah blah blah#I think Cas being the opportunist and strategic one would probably have preferred grabbing Dean for a kiss never mind how much time#but on the other hand is waaay too wary of Dean’s walls to just do that >.>#so pining unrequited handholding and FML :P#I’m wrecked by him bobbing behind Dean waiting to grab that hug#now this??? (via elizabethrobertajones)

#THE TAGS #Meta #Same #Dean.Cas #OTP: people and humanity #OTP: suspiciously specified personal space issues #OTP: this whole thing couldn't be messier #OTP: trying to keep my priorities clear #11x23 Alpha and Omega #Canonization #Pining!!!!#Pining Cas #Castiel #Hi hello Cas is in love with Dean thanks for your time #Dean Winchester #Dean is my darling and I love him #I take SERIOUS issue with 'his whole life the only thing why he keeps doing what he's doing' because Cas is more than just his Dean feels k #And similar SERIOUS ISSUE with 'the REAL pining' like Dean doesn't pine because Dean is much better at compartmentalizing and denying it #(Edit: I misread that second one as harsher and less joking than it was^ oops)#But this is important to note #And so is the fact that despite this 'no homo' BROTHER nonsense...they still treated Sam and Cas like different but valuable relationships.#He pulled Sam aside to say goodbye and didn't take their supposed 'other brother' with them. He dealt with Cas one-on-one as usual.#No amount of repressive Dean Winchester saying 'you're our brother' while they're both clearly feeling differently is going to convince.#S11 spoilers #Lol SPN writing #Lol Sastiel #Lol Wincest #Queerbaiting cw #Supernatural #Fandom

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almaasi

notahammer

a thousand exclamations

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sckywalker

biscuitquasar

I want an episode where they see Cassie Robinson (Dean’s girlfriend from Route 666) again, and she’s moved on and is happily married or something like that, and she sees Dean (who is human again) look at Cas and she smiles and shakes her head a little and Dean asks why and she says “I remember when you used to look at me like that,” and Dean is left speechless.

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some-people-call-it-tragic

#Parallels #Dean.Cas #Dean is so bi #Dean is a biromantic bisexual #Dean is hella allo #Dean Winchester #Dean is my darling and I love him #Depressed Dean #Depressed Cas #Dean is in love with Castiel #Castiel #OTP: this whole thing couldn't be messier #OTP: like every other godforsaken thing I care about #OTP: you don't think you deserve to be saved #8x07 A Little Slice of Kevin #11x14 The Vessel #Aromantic!Dean is so not canon #Pining!!!!#Goddamn I'm gonna die #Like babe you doom and gloom BABE #IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU HONEY IT'S NOT #It's about him having other priorities besides you and it's about him feeling like he doesn't belong anywhere unless he's of use.#Unless he does penance first. Unless he's punished for his wrongdoing. Unless he puts others before himself.#So low he went Gryffindor #You should know babe. You're just. like him.#S11 spoilers #Queerbaiting cw #Supernatural #Fandom

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deansmom

five things you know and the one thing you don’t. 19/09/14

#SPN graphic #deansmom #Mackenzie makes amazing things tbh #Dean.Cas #Dean Winchester #Dean is my darling and I love him #Me #Castiel #Pining!!!!#4x01 Lazarus Rising #(Back then Dean's feelings would not have been taken well but they were forming)#5x22 Swan Song #(They were both in love and sexually into each other by then but duty tore them apart)#11x03 The Bad Seed #(At this point they've been comfortably/uncomfortably mutually pining for several years and both desperate for closeness/terrified of it)#9x06 Heaven Can't Wait #(That was the closest they've been to revealing their feelings in YEARS tbh even if neither of them are quite sure just how deep they go)#(And then the damn adios.)#8x02 What's Up Tiger Mommy #(Purgatory was a definite turning point because S6 and S7 put Cas in the same position Dean's been for a while: 'I don't deserve you'.)#(And Dean was the one saving Cas and that shifted their dynamic. Equalized it a bit. But then tragedy struck...again.)#10x09 The Things We Left Behind #(Season Ten has put them into a stagnant state of 'Nothing will ever happen but you're still of utmost importance.')#(Will they move out of that state? Who the fuck knows.)#(But nothing's changed about their feelings. They've just been put on the backburner. They. still. exist.)#S11 spoilers #S9 spoilers #S10 spoilers #Supernatural #Fandom

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neven-ebrez

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Sure. It should be noted that I believe Mildred is talking about Dean’s uncontrollable feelings towards Amara in the “pining” scene tho, textually. Those feelings, as a vulnerability, either physically, or through Dean’s secrecy towards Sam, are what caused Dean to be attacked imo (by a cleavage-clad, dress wearing, tongue wielding, controlling monster with dark hair, mind you).

With that in mind, I rewatched the scene, trying to understand the people calling it a Dean/Cas situation, because I did not understand it that way at all. It was then that I noticed how weird it was for Mildred to be shot with such a space between her and Dean, almost as if what was in the background was meant to be seen as something between them, in the same manner cages and walls separated Sam and Dean visually in S9.

Between Dean and Mildred is a shuttle van, a human transport vessel, if you will, to take residents back and forth. And it bears the name of the home, “Oak Park”. So as far as visual subtext goes, this simplifies into “a human vessel at Oak Park” and where does Cas’ human vessel go this episode? To walk about the oak trees in the park. Visually, Cas is between Mildred and Dean here, present in their conversation through Casifer’s earlier strolling scene.

Regardless of who Mildred is textually talking about, the show’s visual subtext suggests it could also be Cas.