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round and round the winchesters go

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I am an Angel of the Lord who probably would do well in finance, and I don't like to do what people expect. Thirty-four. White USian. Autistic, anxious depressive (with PTSD). Nonbinary/genderqueer (demigirl). She/they pronouns. Sex-indifferent pan gay greyromantic demisexual. INFP/ISFP. Survivor. Socialist. Feminist. Relativist. Agnostic atheist. Struggling college student (yes, still). Honest misanthrope (because humans are works of art but humanity is tainted by its hatreds, conceits, and deceits), almost never neutral (because the status quo isn't), and unapologetic slasher 'til death do I stop. I am things, I question things, I like things, I hate things, I watch things, I read things, I write things, I say things, I do things. Things happen on this blog.
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Happy Pride!

Castiel is a demisexual queer being (human or angel, it makes no difference) who’s only ever felt lust or romantic love for Dean Winchester, and has never had any desire to date or fuck anyone else in his millennia of existence. This is a totally valid and normal way for him (or any other person) to exist. Thank you and have a nice month!

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carelessdean
Every night is the last night. Every time is the last time. There’s nothing destined about this. If circumstances aren’t tearing them apart, then it’s they themselves, who are running or distracted and yet… life keeps throwing them back together. They’ve been taught to look down upon what each other are. They aren’t each other’s constants; they are each other’s exeptions. They never expected to have the place they do in each other’s lives. It’s a choice. 
September 18th 2008
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mishacolins
#Dean.Cas#The Friendship Stage#Dean and Cas#4x03 In the Beginning#Me#Castiel#Dean Winchester#Dean is my darling and I love him#OTP: I know how you feel#OTP: a MORE profound bond#This buildup means fucking everything to me.#But if queerbaiting hadn't been the name of the game S5 or S6 would've been a romantisexual relationship.#I know they're still in love and still attracted but man. I miss this. I miss this buildup. I miss the satisfaction of those early seasons.#I miss knowing it was going somewhere and not having to pick my way through the gd ridiculously OOC leveling off of Sam&Cas and DeanCas#to find their real feelings behind all the goddamn no homo cutoffs and cutscenes and cut down sweet gravitas.#I miss watching the relationship get exponentially closer as it was supposed to.#Instead of stagnate because they're homophobic assholes who don't know quite what to do with it right now.#They still feel it but it's not written like it used to be anymore. I miss when it was.#(I'm not saying anything like 'They should have ended it at x season' or 'The writing got worse and more problematic' by saying this)#(All I'm saying is I personally can detect how the subtext is still there the FEELINGS are still there but it's curbed by the writers now)#(And I miss when it wasn't; it's not like they can erase what they ALREADY fucking did and this part--where it BECOMES 'baiting--is hard)#(I miss when it was subtext and buildup and I don't know how to feel it is as much anymore; that hurts)#(There are things in the writing of these recent seasons I wouldn't trade for almost anything. But I miss when Destiel hadn't plateaued.)#Queerbaiting cw#SPN negativity cw#Supernatural#Fandom
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I’m confused how people still can’t even entertain the thought that Dean is in love with Cas. Look at the difference between his reaction to the LuciferCas reveal compared to Sam’s reaction. Yes Sam is concerned and wants Cas back but Dean…oh Dean is heartbroken and in complete denial that Cas would feel so low to have accepted Lucifer. It’s going to only be worse when he and Sam find out exactly why Cas said yes in the first place (if the writers will do this justice hopefully)

They both love Cas but it’s in two very different capacities, Sam’s love is brotherly but Dean’s is much more profound.

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