“An unarticulated crush is harder to grapple with, because it’s a crush that you haven’t even admitted to yourself.”
cas, while suffering: we need to save dean dean, while suffering: we need to save cas
my facts are dean only wants cas when its to help sam. hes never shown any love for cas unless its because cas can help sam. dean only has room in his life for sam and now that he cant help sam anymore he doesnt even bother talking about cas.
Look at Dean desperately searching for Cas BUT ONLY FOR SAM THO
Dean’s only mourning the loss of his brother fixing tool
But then Zeke told him HE was the only brother fixing tool allowed
Okay he DID mean this but only in the manner that one wants a hammer or like a table saw am i right
Somberly drinking beers and saying goodbye to his fix-my-brother magic wand
Pining away for Cas but only in the way you pine away for that really good pair of scissors you lost when you needed them most
Visiting his brother fixing tool at his new tool shed
That’s a nice hammer look at that sexy hammer
And my favorite moment, that time Dean lost his hammer in purgatory and spent a whole year looking for it when he had an easy way out to get back to the only person he has room for in his heart. It was for Sam okay.
"Where’s my brother fixin’ tool?!"
"WHERE’S MY HAMMER?" "First we find my hammer."
"Screwdriver, it’s me. We’re family. We need you. I need you. (but only like, to fix my brother for me)"
"I’m proud of you, hammer. (actually I must be lying because you lost your hammer powers and you’re not useful anymore)"
"I’m hallucinating a socket wrench everywhere, Sam!"
“Look, I don’t need to feel like hell for failing you, okay? For failing you like I fail every other godforsaken thing that I care about. I don’t need it!” (I don’t even have a joke to make here. The notion that Dean doesn’t care about Castiel literally goes against canon.)
"I’m hallucinating a socket wrench everywhere, Sam!"
it’s like bathing in pure sarcasm and it’s beautiful