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Magic Snow Music - Christophe Beck; Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Original Music from Season Three)
#Audio#Magic Snow Music#Christophe Beck#3x10 Amends#Angel#Angel vs. Angelus#Buffy.Angel#Gr8 music#Buffy the Vampire Slayer#Soundtrack#Cue instant tears#I had to go find this on purpose because of the last Ask I posted#Because literally all you have to do to understand how different Angel is from Angelus is watch this episode where Angel's guilt is that bad#Where Angel literally throws himself out of a window so as not to give in to Angelus's urges and The First's coercion and hurt Buffy#Where Angel realizes that Evil brought him back and tries to die because he doesn't want to be used against anyone again#Where Angel yells 'AM I A RIGHTEOUS MAN? THE WORLD WANTS ME GONE' and even when he asks for help he's humbled by what ANGELUS did#Angel means so fucking much to me you don't even understand and this part of that episode where TPTB magically make it snow in Cali#so the sun cannot kill him as he desperately is trying for--an indicator that the UNIVERSE wants him to live...means SO MUCH TO ME#Not to mention the entire 'strong is fighting' conversation he has with Buffy where they finally REALLY DEAL with the trauma Angelus caused#(Caused BOTH of them that is)#(Angel is as culpable for what Angelus does while the soul is in the ether as Meg the college student is culpable for what demon!Meg does)#(But he still has to live with it)#Suicidal ideation cw#Suicide cw#Casual ableism cw#Buffy fandom#Fandom