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I am an Angel of the Lord who probably would do well in finance, and I don't like to do what people expect. Thirty-four. White USian. Autistic, anxious depressive (with PTSD). Nonbinary/genderqueer (demigirl). She/they pronouns. Sex-indifferent pan gay greyromantic demisexual. INFP/ISFP. Survivor. Socialist. Feminist. Relativist. Agnostic atheist. Struggling college student (yes, still). Honest misanthrope (because humans are works of art but humanity is tainted by its hatreds, conceits, and deceits), almost never neutral (because the status quo isn't), and unapologetic slasher 'til death do I stop. I am things, I question things, I like things, I hate things, I watch things, I read things, I write things, I say things, I do things. Things happen on this blog.

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4.10 // 9.09

#Parallels #I think the biggest difference for me between #The Fallen with Free Will #is the same difference between Sam and Dean #4x10 Heaven and Hell #9x09 Holy Terror #Anna vs. Castiel #Castiel #Anael #Anna Milton #Fell for her own agency and learned to love humanity and became an angel under duress when they came after her #out of necessity to help her family and avenge those she cares about (aka 4.16 when she helps Cas avenge their dead brethren)#She's selfish but not in a bad way just...by comparison to someone who's been brainwashed to stop from being so #who has reacted to that abuse with obedience interspersed with rare spurts of what's actually behind the Daddy's little soldier veneer #Whereas said comparative Fallen Angel #Fell because after centuries of little rebellions and brainwashing so that obedience seems his defining quality he found #his touchstone his support system his sponsor for his rebellious nature out of love for humanity #Dean wasn't the reason Castiel rebelled he was the reason Castiel STUCK to that rebellion #The person he turns to who's been in the same kind of abusive situation and goes 'No you're right dude they WERE wrong'#Compared to Dean and Castiel whose very self is tied up in protection and salvation for others #Sam and Anna seeking their own lives and their own agency and trying to be what they want to be seems selfish #But it's not #S4 #S9 #S9 spoilers #Angels #Blood cw #Supernatural #Fandom

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